I can't contemplate
Neither I can articulate
Feelings I've hidden
Words vaguely written
Am I even honest?
Or just good in pretense
Can you see the lies?
Stained, pursed in my lips
Is my mask slowly falling off?
Are my walls breaking down?
Are my principles changing?
Am I free from my own chains?
I find it even impossible
How you affect me so much
You make my eyes smile
Yet place tears in my eyes
Do I stop this fantasy?
Of love between you and me?
Do I have to face reality?
And finally let it wake me?
Got no idea how to act
When I'm around you
Do I stay cordial with you?
When I'm nothing but subtle
-k.l.p