i feel like exlopding
you know what i mean?
like really know?
i feel so tired and beat
empty like hell
slimy and slick
i feel soo soo sick
my eyelids are heavey
my legs feel like hot rubber
like im melting and distorting
this pain in my chest
is really heavey
you know what i mean?
probably not
its suffocating and drowning
it hurts to think about it
i feel gross and sad
i wanna scream
or cry
hide and crawl away
i wanna dig out this
god damn pain
throw it away and burn it
torch it and bury it
it feels so fucking heavey
you'll never understand
the sad part of it
is that i have nothing to fucking
fill it