I came with broken bones - Poetry Collection- 2010

Don't do it, you're not even you yet

You can’t bury

I said you can’t bury

You can’t bury your emotions

The thoughts, the feelings , the secrets

You can’t bury

Because they start to dig

Dig there way through

Leaving holes and muck in your brain behind

It infects and spreads

You feel yourself…

I know you feel yourself

Starting to give in, anything feel familiar like before?

The anxiety, the tired colorless days, not eating or sleeping.

The feeling like you “ Did that before”

I know you feel it, don’t lie it’s coming out

Stop pretending your only fooling yourself

You feel the infection don’t you? Feel it burning in your brain, you remember now

Don’t you ?

Your thoughts aren’t straight anymore, your only lying to yourself

The bags under your eyes show

More then ever you just want to go, and run …. Run run run