"I used to think apologies
were a way to relieve a little
guilt and to show that
you never really meant
to hurt someone but
after you broke everything
that mattered inside of me
and kicked me to the ground
you said sorry and I didn't
believe a word of it because
you can't just apologize for a
murder without having it
sound a bit cold-hearted
and I don't think you were
trying to hide the cruelty
behind your voice at all."