🍩Kerissa Pov🍩
From since Mulani kissed me we haven't spoken. That was two weeks ago. At work we'd just pass by each other, meaning Josh had to bring me to work for all those days. Me and Mulani exchanged glances, but no words.I don't know what to do, I miss her like crazy. All I can think about is that kiss. The way she grabbed my waist, the way she pushed me into the wall. The way her lips felt so soft on mine, the taste of her lip gloss. Wait, I'm straight I should only be thinking of kissing Joshua.
"Whatchu thinking about Issa" Joshua said. I look at him. We were waiting for the McDonald's drive thru line to speed up.
"Nothing, nothing at all" I sigh closing my eyes. I can't get her out of my head and I need too. I can't like a girl, I can't allow it. I wanna have kids, I want to be able to walk down the street and not be judged because I'm in a same-sex relationship.
Mulani's pretty and all, but I wouldn't wanna be with her. Finally the car in front of us moves up, the second window slides open and the girl hands us our food. I check my iPhone 7+ . Fuck I'm late.
Without Mulani I've been late for work a lot because josh always takes forever and does things on his own time. Whenever I tell him to hurry up he's always like "drive yourself bitch..oh wait your dumb ass can't drive" He always says some shit like that, even though he's the reason why I don't know how to drive. I was gonna take the driving test, but he said he didn't want me to know how to drive in case I take his car and leave him or if I cheat on him with the driving instructor. He always thinks the worst of me.
He moves like I'm my mother, someone who just can't keep their legs closed no matter what, but I'm not. We stopped at a red light and Josh's phone flashes over and over again. We have rules— wait no, he has rules about the privacy of his phone. I can't check the time, or touch his phone unless he instructs me too. And if he does I have to have the screen of his phone looking down.
*Even though he had rules, I quickly glanced at his phone "Babygirl" and "Babymomma" flashed over and over again. His eyes were on the road, I squinted my hardest to read.
Babymomma 1 👶🏽when u picking up jay.
BABYGIRL; Joshua I need some 🍆 when u coming over?
Babymomma 2; I have work, come get Zuri
I quickly looked out the window. He has 2 another kids. I begin to drink my mango smoothie, trying to hold back the tears.
After a long silent drive we finally arrive at the mall and I'm now fifty minutes late, fuck fuck. I just was about to hop out the car when josh pulled me down by my belt loop and slapped me on my face.
"Don't peak over at my phone again, aight? Your bitch ass thought I didn't notice."He said. "Now give me a kiss"
I look out the window to see Mulani and Ashleé coming out of Mulanis grey Range Rover. She has bare cars. I look backs at Joshua, who's still expecting a kiss. I hate when he does this, keep the same energy. Like ugh. Don't hit me and then try to act all sweet.
I kiss him on the cheek, and I get out the car. I slam the door walking away, I quickly catch up to Mulani and Ashleé. "Hi Leé" I said to Ashleé. She said hi back, looking at Lani.
"Lani say hi" ashleé whispered. Mulani looked me up and down like she was a hood rat looking for trouble, and kept waking. Her light pink acrylics tapping on her phone.
"As uzi once said She'll get over it" Ashleé said looking at lani. We finally enter the mall and we walk into footlocker.
"you finally decide to show up, Kerissa. Since you wanna be late, your pay check will be coming veryyy late" Tony said, he was the Manager of this place and he sure as hell wasn't a great one. Cut me some slack, I'm going through abusive situations at home.
I shrugged him off, finishing up my smoothie. I began to feel uneasy, I ran to the back room that the workers hung out at when business was slow or if their on break and vomited in the garbage. Mulani comes behind me holding my hair.
"You good?" She asked.
"Yeah, yeah I'm good" I told her. Sitting on the table beside the garbage.
"Stay here, ima get you some toothpaste and a toothbrush. Can't be breathing no stank ass doodoo breathe to the customer" Mulani walks off and I start to throw up again. A few moments later Lani comes back with a toothbrush, toothpaste, a mini mouthwash and ginger ale. She hands me the stuff.
"Thank you Lanì." I thanked her. She walked out, without saying anything else.
🤢Josh's Pov🤢
"Yes Tati" I moaned pushing this thottie name Tatianna head into me. I met her couple years ago at a jam, she was a originally a quick fuck, but of course, my pull out game needs work. Which I planted a seed in her and she now has a little me walking around her house.
I don't even know the kids name, I've only seen pictures. She never wants me to see the kids but that doesn't bug me cos it's not like I cared about the lil nigga anyways. None of my kids really matter to me. They were all mistakes, condoms ain't shit. I've been fucking bitches since I was 15 so who knows how many kids I have. When I was younger, after I fuck a bitch, a few weeks later she saying she feel sick, I dip.
There should be a note in condom packs saying "It's 'possed to save you from having kids , but really their weak and cheap and can't do shit" Maybe next time I shouldn't buy dollar store condoms.
I pulled my dick out her mouth, "where you want it."
"All over my face Daddy, paint a picture on me" she said to me, I do as she says and I bust all over her face. I pull my pants back up before she decides to go another round. Tatianna has the best head game out of all the girls I dealt with and that's a lot , but I have to go check my other baby momma, she ugly as hell, must've been drunk when I was fucking her because she is mad ugly.
(Babymomma 2 is Tokyo Toni 😷)
Don't even know how she got my number or socials. "Bye Tati" I say slipping my black air forces on my feet, grabbing my keys on the table by the door.
"Is that all you have to" Tati began, but I quickly closed the door I don't have time for alladat nagging. I hear enough with Kerissa. I hop into my 2012 grey BMW Series 3. Indeed by Lil Baby and Drake begins to blast out the speakers and my phone begins to blow off. Tatianna is so annoying, fuck.
She's lucky I respect her enough not to beat her ass like I beat Kerissas. Kerissa means nothing to me, she's useless. All she has is good pussy and that's all. Plus, I like having a little bitch to boss around and I love to break a good girls spirit. It's my specialty. All she does is wash my clothes and make sure I have all my basic needs but she can't cook, she knows nothing about the kitchen, she could mainly boil eggs and no one is gonna eat that smelly shit all the time.
From since I first met her in high school, she was soft, oblivious and cared about everyone. Her friends told her not to get with someone like me, but she's dumb as fuck and still came up to me. Sometimes I don't want to hit her, but beating a bitch is fun. No wonder girls do it all the time.
🍩Kerissas POV 🍩
8:37pm
I was currently pacing around the mall bathroom, waiting for the results. I kept throwing up all day, my boobs were swollen, I was eating like crazy and I was having a lot of mood swings.
So Mulani suggested that I could be pregnant. She went to Walmart and bought the pregnancy test for me and now she's sitting on the counter waiting, she has the test in her hands.
"And the DNA results are in, Kerissa Althea Thompson" Mulani said tryna act like Maury, ugh, I hate when she called me by my full name. "You are...." She drum rolls on the counter
"Bitch, hurry up"
"YOU ARE A MOTHER" she screams.
Fuck fuck fuck
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10:45 pm
"josh, um." I start but I'm to nervous to finish, he looks at me like I'm bothering him. I pull the pregnancy test out my purse. I took three of them because I was in denial.
"I'm pregnant" I hand the pregnancy test to him and he throws them at me.
"I think the fuck not, I know that kid isn't mine."
"So you can take in all these kids from little thots , but when I'm being loyal and faithful to you. Only slept with you all my life you wanna say this kid isn't yours, your fucking sick, just like your dad" I scream at him tears rushing down my face.
That's when he came charging towards me , throwing my tiny body across the room. "Don't you dare call me my dad" and he started punching and hitting on me. I couldn't even do anything, but take it.
There's no point in fighting back
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