Jades POV
It's Sunday morning and I stay here in bed
Just like last night all I did was stay here, I didn't get up for food or bathroom
I just stay here in the same position crying
I look at my phone once in awhile and it's the girls texting me asking if I was ok and sending me pictures of Niall crying in his bed
I guess he's sad about it too
But it was him who turned his face, so now I can't see him anymore
Then an idea popped in my head
I got up and went to my room piano
I started to play some chords
In my memory. All the small things. Like daggers in my mind.
In my memory. While my head bleeds. The words I'll never find.
And that I always meant to say to you I can't.
Cause you turned your face, and now I can't feel you anymore. Turn your face, so now I can't see you anymore.
Walk away, until your not standing at my door.
Turn your face, walk away and stay. Turn your face.
In my memory, I was hurting, long before we met.
And my memory, there still burning, fingerprints you left.
And I always meant to say to you I can't.
So just turn your face. Until I can't see you anymore. Turn your face. Until I cant see you anymore.
Walk away, until your not standing at my door. Turn your face, walk away and stay.
Turn your face.
Each time I take you back, you bring one thousand cracks. And I accept them like a fool.
So now what's your excuse. What do we have to loose
Since I'm already loosing you. So hard to face. Now that I can't feel you anymore. Hard to face until I can't see you anymore.
So walk away, until your not standing at my door.
Turn your face, walk away and stay
Turn your face, turn your face and stay. Turn your face.
I started to cry again
How could me and Niall just be over when we barely even started?
I grabbed my guitar and started to play Amnesia by 5sos
I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted, I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me your doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you
Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie, if what we had was real how could you be fine.
I couldn't go on. I put my guitar down and lay back in bed.
*Later that day*
I'm still in the same position I was in earlier
I heard a knock at my door and I just groaned
"Poopey?"I recognized the voice but I just stayed silent
I felt my bed dip
"C'mon Jade"Perrie said
She rolled me over and now I am laying on my back
"Here, I bought you biscuits that haven't been eaten"She said smiling
I opened my mouth gesturing her to feed it to me
She grabbed one and gave me one
"Thanks Pez"
"No problem, love"
It was silent for awhile
"Niall really misses you"Perrie said breaking the silence
I felt more tears run down my face
"Ally got what she wanted"I whispered
Perrie lay next to me unlocking her phone
She showed me pictures of Niall in bed crying
One caught my eye though
It was Ally sitting next to him and Niall looked like he was crying more
I shut my eyes and Perrie turned off her phone
"I don't think you two should've broke up"
I stayed silent
"You two were made for each other, I really thought you two were gonna get married and have a happy life"
"Me too"I whispered
Perrie cuddled with me and I fell asleep in her arms
I'm glad I have Perrie as a best friend. She's like a sunflower, always happy and helpful.
Well she is a hippy
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A bit of Jerrie in this chapter ☺
Jade wrote 'Turn your face' about Niall
And Ally and Niall are apparently dating 😒
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