Bellamy :
I could feel my arms pinned down .
But I could still move them .
I walk into my room in the ark and see my mom and Octavia . Only ..she was little.
What was happening.
"Mom ?"
"Bellamy did you get the food ? how many ration points did you use ? " She asks looking up from holding Octavia.
I remembered this memory.
This was the memory that they took my mom.
Suddenly the door flys open and guards spill in .
"No don't touch her !" I yell and they simply push me back . one man holds me as I watch them take her away .
Again .
And I was just as helpless as I was the first time . .
" No!" I keep shouting and my eyes flicker open and quickly close when I'm greeted by lights on the ceiling .
Finally adapting I open the fully and try to look around.
"Ones awake " a female voice says and a man walks over .
"Wow . I'm impressed. First mrs . griffin. Now him . "
"Where is she ? I swear to god if you tou-"
"She's over there. She's fine "
"Clarke ?" I yell
"Don't try . they put her under with so much medication just to keep her down . She's been out for 3 hours " A voice says and I immediately know it's raven .
"Put her under what ?" I ask
"Under what you were in " the man speaks again
After I don't say anything he speaks again .
"It's a drug that brings you to some of your worst memories . makes you relive them and it shows us your vital signs. Tells us how you felt and reacted to the problem . it's tells us if your crazy and need to be out down . "
"Who are you to decide who the hell deserves to be put down ?!" I yell angerly
His eyes flicker with a hint sadness . for a short short moment.
"The boss decides . "
Clarke :
"Dad?" I say as my eyes get wide .
He stood there . in the floating room .
He smiles and the button gets pressed .
Again it gets pressed Agian.
Arms holding me back I scream and thrash
Then suddenly ..
I'm in the cave .
Tears streaming down my face of seeing my dad die again I notice this was the place I killed someone .
I staved someone in the neck .
And seeing the grounder walk into the cave I suddenly knew I had to do it again.
"Wait . if you come any closer I'll kill you and I don't want to do it again please listen to me " I ramble out confused and upset .
He keeps coming at me and feel the knife in my hand .
"I'm sorry " I whisper and shove the knife in his throat I watch the life inside him fade away .
Again .
I was living my nightmare again.
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