My drug *UP FOR REVISIONS*

By Connor4ever

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harry isn't an ordinary 18 year old he has a horrible back story which leads him to live by himself while his... More

Bumping into you
catching up
SCHOOL!...not!
weekend at louis
love sick
Some ones in the house
recovery
Clear things up (not an update)
end of the weekend
Something more
Big problem
Mum wasnt there
The dating game 1
Cuts heal hearts.....thats another story
Best birthday ever?
Human
The big plan 1
the big plan 2
halloween
Gone
Back again
Say your just a friend
The big uh oh
Not update
Not update still
Fall
Whats going to happen
Our movie
Im here
How it feels
Strong
Its not my weekend...but its gonna be my year
Finally awake
Are you serious?
'Tis the season
Screwed
Merry birthday, happy christmas
Finally christmas
Nothing is fine
whats going on?
the date 1
the date 2
hormones suck
the aftermath
i just wanna be happy
the after-aftermath
WHAT A GREAT DAY!
silly love songs
Sorry
amnesia
Clear things up....again
One hell of a dinner pt.1
one hell of a dinner pt.2
new story?
Make things right
secrets
its time
parenting & feelings
authors note
taken away
stressed the f*** out!
adventures of baby sitting
city of love?
happy endings?
baby dont cry
finally!
Prom
epilogue

Eat your too skinny

126 4 0
By Connor4ever

(Harry's p.o.v.)
Louis told me about what happened and I apologized and he said it was not big deal but that isn't the problem now all of them know Liam Niall Zayn they know I haven't been eating.

"Harry please at least take a bite" Niall says handing me and apple but I don't take it "please Harry you need to eat" he says and I shake my hand "you don't get it Niall I cant" I say and he stands up "why am I even trying" he says storming out and Liam walks in.

"Why is Niall upset" Liam asks "he's trying to make me eat" I say "well the least you can do is take a bite and holding it in until he leaves and go throw it up" he says.

" Liam what's wrong you seem stressed" I say "nothing we have to get back to school" Liam says "where gemma" I ask "were taking her home with Louis".

" what no I can't be alone" I say and he walks over to me "don't worry zayns staying with you okay" he says and I nod and he leaves the room and Zayn walks in.

"Hey styles" he says sitting down "hey Malik" I say sitting up "how are you" he asks "well my friends found out I'm anorexic and keep on trying to make me eat but besides that I'm okay" I say.

"Look Harry all we're trying to do is help our best friend but for Niall he's helping his brother" Zayn says and I look up "I know I just can't you guys don't get it when ever I taste the food all I taste is gross I don't know how to explain it and even if I do like it, it just comes back up and there's no stopping it" I say.

~~~~~~

"Hello" Liam says popping his head in "hello" Louis says popping his head under Liam's "hello" Niall says popping his head in under both of theirs "hi" they all say.

" you guys are weird" Zayn says and Louis sits on the end of my bed along with Liam and Niall sits on zayns lap "have you eaten anything" Liam asks "yeah an apple" I say "but he threw it up in a bucket it wouldn't go down" Zayn says and I look down.

"Hey it's okay just give it time" LIAM says And I nod laying down covering my body with the blanket and I cover my face and I silently cry.

I feel them get off of my bed and a door opening and closing and someone lays down on the bed with me and they lift up the blanket and I see Niall.

"Har please don't cry" he says and I hold onto him "I just want to be normal" I cry out "being normal is boring I love you and your non normal self" he says and wipes away my tears.

" Ni I'm scared what if I get worse cause I can't eat" I say and he rubs my back "we won't stop and neither will you okay" he says and I nod.

" I love you Ni" I say as we both lay down "I love you too har" he says and I smile "slate you going to stay with me" I ask "yeah I am" he says and I smile.

"Okay all of you got your time with Harry it's my turn" Liam says and I laugh "come on LiLi" I say and he runs and jumps in bed with me and I cuddle with him.

"okay just don't steal my boyfriend okay" Sophia says and I nod and they leave "so H what are we going to do" Liam asks "were going to plan a surprise birthday party for Niall" I say.

" Really that's nice" he says rubbing my shoulder "yeah and I'm gonna try to eat" I say "that's good so how many days till his birth day now" LIAM asks "2 days now" I say.

(Louis p.o.v.)

"He fell asleep" Liam says walking over to us "perfect timing boys may I speak with you" the doctor says and Sophia stays with Gemma.

"It's about Harry" she says "yes what about him" I say "he won't be getting out for 5 days at the most, his body isn't healing like we want it to it's rejecting the medications were putting in it" she says.

" what does that mean" Zayn asks "were gonna have to go into surgery and find out what's going wrong and see if we can fix it before it's too late" she says.

I look over to Niall who's crying in zayns chest "okay if it might be able to help then do it" Liam says and she nods walking away and I start walking "where are you going" Liam shouts but I ignore him and keep walking to Harry's room.

Once I get there I see him asleep still wearing my shirt and I smile and pull out my camera "you guys see this" I say Colin Harry then me "this is what happened when he got bulled not only for being gay but for other things and the bullies put things in his head and now he's in the hospital so how do think it makes us feel seeing him like this" I look over to Harry.

"He didn't deserve this but since people are ass holes he has to deal with this he doesn't deserve any of the shot he goes through but once again he got it" I say and close the camera.

"Louis" Gemma says jumping onto my lap "what is it gems" I ask her "can you sing" she asks "do you want to hear me sing" I ask and she nods "a whole knew world" she asks and I nod.

*
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
I sit Gemma and I down on the bed with Harry and she sits In between my legs
Tell me
Princes now when did you last let your heart decide
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Of say we're only dreaming
H:a whole new world
I look over to Harry who is now sat up and Gemma sits in between us
A dazzling place I never knew
But now from way up here
It's crystals clear
That now I'm in
A whole knew world with with you
Indescribable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, free wheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
(L: don't you dare close your eyes)
Harry covers his eyes so I crawl behind him and straddle in my legs and I grab his hands uncovering his eyes and Gemma sits in Harry's lap
H: a hundred thousand things to see
(L:hold your breath-it gets better)
B: I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
H: I can't go back to where I used to be
L/G: a whole new world
L: with new horizons to pursue
B: ill chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
L: Let me share this whole new world with you
I love the mattress on the bed to make it look like we're on the carpet ride
H/L/G: whole new world
A knew fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Of say we're only dreaming
(L:a whole new world)
H: every turn a surprise
(L: with new horizons to purse)
H: every moment red-letter
B: ill chase them any where
There's time to spare
H: any where
L: there's time to spare
H: let me share
L: a whole new world with you
H: a whole new world
L: a whole new world
H:that's where we'll be
L: where we'll be
H: shrilling chase
L: a wondering place
Harry leans back so he's kind of laying on me and I lay back against the wall still sitting up though
B: for you and me
*
"One more song please please please" Gemma begs "fine one more which one" Harry says "kiss the girl" she asks and I nod sitting infront of them facing them.
*
H:first we gotta create the mood
Percussion
Strings
Winds
Words
L: there you see her
Sitting there across the way
I put my hand on gemmas cheek and she giggles and I smile
And I look up at Harry
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't why but your dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl
(H: did you hear something)
Yes you want her
Look at her you know you do
It's possible she wants you too
There one way to ask her
It don't take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl
Sing with me now
B: shalalala
My oh my
Looks like the boys too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Shalalala
Ain't that sad
Ain't it a shame
To bad
He gonna miss the girl
(L: you know I feel really bad not knowing your name, maybe I could guess it..is it err... Mildred?
Hahahaha! okay no. his about Diana, Rachel?)
(G: Ariel her name is Ariel)
I look at Gemma and back up at Harry
(L: Ariel? Ariel that kinda pretty, okay Ariel)
L: nows your moment
Sitting in the blue lagoon boy you better do it soon
No time will be better
She don't say a word
And she won't say a word
Until you kiss the girl
B: shalalala
Don't be scared
You got the mood prepared
Go on and kiss he girl
Shalalala
Don't stop now
Don't try to hide it now
You wanna kiss the girl
Shalalala
Float along
And listen to the song
He song says
Kiss the girl
Shalalalala
Music play
Do what the music say
You gotta kiss he girl
Kiss the girl
Kiss the girl
Go on kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl
*
"Well" Gemma says "well what" Harry asks her "kiss" she says "what no" I say "come on boys kiss" Liam says "Kiss kiss kiss kiss" the all chant even the doctor.

Suddenly Harry grips my shoulders and leans in smashing his lips on mine and Gemma gets off of the bed and I sit there shocked and he pulls away.

" there happy fuck" Harry says and I get up and Harry lays under the blanket "you need to fake your pills" Niall says.

"god you guys we don't like each other get over it fuck" I yell storming out of the room grabbing my bag and hopping on my motorcycle.

"Louis it's pouring rain you can't drive your motorcycle I mean last time it wasnt even raining and you crashed please" Niall says grabbing my arm looking into my eyes but I push him back a little hopping on and driving away.

~~~~~

I get to a abandoned hospital since it got shut down and I wonder through it sure it would scare the shit out of some people but me it calms me.

I finally make it to the top of the building I have so manny missed calls and messages from the boys and I just did read of answer anything I just want be be alone.

it's raining even harder and the thunder the lighting is just so amazing "Louis" I hear a deep voice say and I then around.

Harry

"What the hell are you doing here" I say getting up and running over to him and taking off my jacket and I put it over him.

" the boys got worried so I snuck out and follows the GPS on your phone" he says and I hug him "they're probably worried sick about you Harry" I say and he laughs "same for you Lou" he says and I hug him tighter and he hugs me too.

" I'm sorry for kissing you they just wouldn't shut up" Harry says "it's fine" I say and I look at him "no this Friday but me t Friday you me at the assembly singing our hearts out" I say and be nods.

We stay on the roof a little "Harry we should head back" I say and be shakes his head "no I don't want to go back" he says "Harry your just going to get worse I mean they're going to do surgery tomorrow" I say.

" fine lets go then" be says getting up and walking away I get up and he's so far ahead of me and I hear him scream to I run to his voice and find him in a room where there's a dead body almost just bones now and I cover Harry's eyes holding him close.

"She's just a little girl" he says "I know" I say taking him out of the room and we go to my motorcycle and it's raining harder.

And we get on my motorcycle and we head back to the hospital and Harry somehow fell asleep still holding onto me so I pick him up and carry him inside.

~~~~~

After all the yelling and apologizing we are all back at my place well besides Gemma she stayed "guys there's things you need to know" I say and they nod.

"Okay so Harry and I talked about this and he wanted me to tell you guys" I say "okay what is it" Liam says "so Harry and I have been going to the court house alot because his dad wants to take custody of Niall and Gemma so were fighting so he could get custody and I think I have and idea" I say.

" okay continue" Zayn says "since I'm 18 I can't take custody until Harry turns 18" I say and Niall jumps on my lap and hugs me "please I don't want to go back to him" Niall says "okay it's done already" I tell him "what" he says.

" I called them today and they say I have full custody of you and Gemma" I say and he smiles big and kisses my cheek and hugs me and I look at Zayn and I stick my tongue out at him and he pulls Niall off and kisses his cheek.

"mine" Zayn says and we all laugh "you guys" Liam says and I jump on his lap and kiss his cheek "mine" I say and be pushes me off "Sophia's" he says and I pout getting up while Sophia sits on his lap.

"I have no one" I say "yeah you do he's at the hospital" Liam says "no he's not mine" I say "so your his" Zayn says "okay fine he's mine" I say and they laugh and I look over to Zayn whispering something into nialls ear and his face turns tomato red and he looks at Zayn wide eyed and Zayn laughs.

"What's funny" I ask "nothing" Niall says quickly and gets up and runs upstairs and Zayn is still laughing which makes me start to laugh.

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