DIRECT MESSAGE
from lukehemmings
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lukehemmings;
i'm not here to "slide back into your dms"
i'm here to ask how you're doing
after everything when we broke up i wanted to see if you're okay after niall
lolajackson;
i'm alright, i'm surviving
just about
but i don't know why you care, considering you didn't when it was you i was in bits over
lukehemmings;
you know i didn't mean to hurt you by completely shutting you out
i didn't want to cut eachother off but i was struggling too i needed to
that's why i'm reaching out now
lolajackson;
conveniently because i've just broken up with someone and you think i'm vulnerable enough to just forgive and forget
i don't love you anymore luke
and you didn't seem cut up when you were publicly with arzaylea after a month
lukehemmings;
i wasn't "with her" after a month lola and you know that stop making me the bad guy please
i loved you so fucking much and i wish things had worked out so none of this would've happened
you don't even know how it felt watching you in niall's arms
lolajackson;
are you joking me?
i got publicly slated, called a whore, vilified for our break up and attacked constantly for even knowing niall after us
you got to live the high life with arz and never get a negative bit of press
i thought i loved you too, luke
lukehemmings;
so you're saying you don't love me and you never did?
and i'm sorry for the way the media treated you lola you never deserved that
lolajackson;
maybe i was mislead to think i did, yeah
lukehemmings;
four years and you have decided that purely because things ended badly they meant nothing?
god, lie to me lola
tell me they did, that you did love me like i love you, at least pretend
*loved
lolajackson;
maybe i am lying by saying that i didn't love you [undelivered]
if it's not what you want to hear i'm sorry
it was good while it lasted
lukehemmings;
right
well i'll leave you alone then i guess
sorry
before i go... it was nice to see you happy, even if it was with niall. at least you were happy, that's all i ever want
lolajackson;
bye, luke
thank you - i guess
i hope you're well too x
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luke sis that *loved was deadass a lie smh