Atmosphere in raizarda mansion was with thick tension...family was facing hard time to digest the news they received ....no matter there is cure for anjali decease but still everyone where sharatted fearing for her ...nani mami payal where broken crying ...thankful anika khushi dadi varun consoled them telling and assuring them all will be fine.
Akash instead of shattering stood strong and took all decisions and actions.
Arnav sat quietly staring at floor with bloodred eyes , he was clueless and broken ...Arnav never imagined his sister could hide such big matter .Over past few years both relationships was not same but both always stood beside each other no matter what ...Arnav was in his own pain and anjali was in her own pain ...Both totally forgot they have eachother.
Maan and shivyaa being understanding one stood strong for family ...They concosled family ...
Everyone where worried for both sibling ... everyone where worried for Arnav they can't afford Arnav to take tension because they knew the consequence of his tension leads to attack.
Other side all where hell angry on anjali no one was talking with her ...her life decision was taken by family without asking her ....everything was set....and best of best doctors where already in action
Anjali stood in one corner crying silently , no one even spoke with her but everyone action proved how much they care for her ...This made her more guilty and ashamed of herself
"I'll take yours leave now ...I'll contact you soon Mr Akash. We have to admit anjali to hospital for few tests then after that will treatment will proceed...I assure you all anjali will be fine ..."sid said to everyone in common
Akash nodded looking down
"I'll take yours leave " saying giving one last look to anjali walked away. Khushi forgot her all pain but stood strong for family she kept assuring everyone that all will be fine ...khushi made sure everyone have there breakfast and after spending time with everyone metha's took leave
Khushi couldn't be with Arnav but thankfully Maan sat beside him assuring him all will be fine.
Outside raizarda mansion
Khushi was emotional and worried for Arnav health...He was not reacting to anyone to anything this made khushi more worried.
"Khushi" Arnav came running out stopping khushi
metha's turned seeing Arnav ..khushi stood quite staring at Arnav ...Arnav in three steps reached khushi and hugged her tightly hiding his face in her neck
"Stay ...stay with me please" Arnav whispered. Khushi wrapped her right hand around his back caressing his back "I'm here "khushi wispeared
Breaking the hug " stay for little while " Arnav requested like small kid.
Khushi nodded.
"We will leave ...come soon khushi "Maan said understanding like always...metha's walked towards there mansion.
"Stay with me "Arnav requested again hugging khushi
"I'm here ..di will be fine " khushi said breaking the hug
" I'm scared "Arnav said blowing his head Down in defeat
"Come with me "saying khushi holding his hand walked to outhouse which was in raizarda compound only Outhouse was located in corner of raizarda compound ...It was single storage space with one bedroom, study room and living room and small kitchen...It was mostly used by arnav or akash when they use to feel bored working in home ..They use to work from outhouse as it is surrounded by garden , pool and birds nest on tree ..This makes outhouse more peaceful and pleasant environment.
There was no word exchanged between both arnav khushi...Both where in bedroom arnav was laying on bed with his head on khushi Lap he hugged her waist hiding his face ...khushi sat quietly running her fingers in his hair treads making him feel easy.
"It's all my fault" khushi heard arnav soft voice still hiding his face hugging her tummy tightly
Khushi dint speak but let me speak knowing it's needed
"I failed ... i failed as son...I failed as brother...I failed as husband...I am failed human....I forgot everyone in my own sorrow...Di she was facing so much I dint even bothered to know anything ...This is scaring me ...first you left me ...now di...she said she wants to die... she too wants to leave me alone ... I am tired khushi I'm tired....It pains in my chest....I am failed human....I'm sorry...I don't deserve anyone's forgiveness....my mummaa might be hating me ...di to hates me now ...so she dint say about decease to anyone ...di can't leave me .. If she leaves me no she won't ...I hate myself khushi ....I hate myself....I'm selfish I forgot everyone ....I was only thinking about me ...I don't want all this to happen...I am sorry I'm sorry I know you won't forgive me too I am tired I just want to give up my life ....I'm weak now ...I am unable to stand one small truth "arnav cried saying hugging khushi making her tshirt wet
Khushi kept caressing his hair wiping her own tears.
"I don't have any reasons to live ...you left me ..now di .. "arnav said in his broken voice.
"No don't say like this ..di will be fine arnavji" khushi said
"No khushi I'm bloody failed bastard...you hate me right ...I never doubted you that time ..those video shayma I was so confused to even react but by the time I relished how foolish I'm ...you vanished in air ...I searched you ...I kept searching you. ..I was hurt shattered in my pain I totally forgot my family who took care of me dispate knowing how rude I was ...amman babuji they are gem..They make me realise I have parents too...payal is wonderful she forgot everything but took care of me and Di and Di she turned cold ..she closed all doors of emotions she turned Stone. I'm sorry I'm sorry ..This is killing me ...I don't know how to express you my guilty I'm regretting I'm regretting ....I can't see you like this ...I need you ...I know I don't deserve you but I still Need....you are my only reason to survive...now di this condition ...yours behaviour towards me is killing me khushi this is killing me ...I so wish I could die ...This all Is killing me with badly...It pains you know...I controlled my angry, my temper you don't like my temper right....I did everything to change myself but still I'm unable to forgive myself..I'm ashamed to ask sorry too ...khushi I need you to survive stay beside me I need you...you want me to beg you ..request you ..I'll do anything but come back to yours arnavji I'll never hurt you ..." arnav cried hugging khushi tightly
"Shhuuu relax " khushi stopped him breaking the hug khushi wiped his tears ..arnav sat beside khushi rubbing his face
"Sleep arnavji you need rest "khushi said getting down from taking pillow from other side.
"Khushi" arnav stopped her
" let's sleep "khushi said sitting beside him placing pillow beside hers
"Huh"
"Let's sleep "khushi forced arnav to lay on bed and layed beside him hugging him caressing his head
"Khushi"
"Shhh close yours eyes ...I'm here with you "khushi said caressing his hair Arnav hugged khushi resting his head on her boosm closed his eyes...khushi ran her fingers in his hair threads making him feel easy kissing his head every now and then making arnav feel she is beside him
Arnav closed his eyes feeling her warmness...khushi presence was making magic he could feel she was kissing his head every now and them caressing his hair and cheek ....
Arnav automatically drafted into deep slumber after ages he was sleeping without any difficulties ...same was with khushi ...she was consoling him but she found peace and calmness staying beside arnav....she forget everything but focused on her man who was badly broken right now.
Khushi dint utter anything knowing he is emotional instead made arnav feel easy with her presence and it worked arnav let out what his pain crying in her embrace
Two broken souls slept hugging each other without any worries all mattered to them was each other presence beside each other.
Just like arnav khushi to slept peaceful while taking care of arnav.
4 hours later
Khushi woke up and recalled what happened few hours back ...she could feel arnav was holding her tightly his hold on her hand was so tight....its like child holding his mother tightly
Without disturbing arnav khushi got up herself free from his grip ....she stared at his cute face it looked so clam without any worries...There where no worry lines too .
Kissing his forehead khushi went to get fresh up and made strong coffee for arnav.
"Khushi" khushi heard arnav screaming her name
Taking coffee mug khushi reached room and saw arnav sitting on bed hiding his face with both plam
"I'm here arnavji"khushi sat beside him keeping mug away
Arnav looked up at khushi widening his eyes "you where here me with me all this while " arnav asked breaking khushi heart again in pain.
"Yes I'm here with you since long " khushi said cupping his cheek
"I thought again I was dreaming "saying arnav hugged khushi
Last few days emotions where too weak ...khushi was unable to overcome anyone of them ...her hate vasinsed long back ...seeing arnav state khushi felt hurt broken ...He was so sensitive now unlike before
"I'm here relax I'm here "khushi assured him caressing his back
" I got scared I thought it was dream again ...I thought ...I hate myself.khushi hold me khushi stay with me ..I need you ...Please ...I beg you "arnav streamed panicking hugging her tightly
"Ahh arnavji you are so heavy...my arm it's hurting ..." khushi hissed stopping him blabbing.
Breaking the hug arnav touched her plastered hand
"I'm sorry I'm sorry ..I totally forgot this ..is it paining...I forgot you hand is plastered...I hugged you tightly right ...I slept hugging you ....It is paining right ...I'm sorry I'm sorry " arnav panicked
Khushi was getting melted with his shaken behaviour ..2 days back she took time to understand his health now seeing him so shaken and sacred ...khushi was sacred.
Arnav was continuous mummering panicking seeing his state khushi was getting more broken
To stop him khushi knew only one thing ....khushi pecked his lips stopping him from speaking it was long peck ...khushi just placed her lips on his for few seconds ...There was pure silence again both could hear eachother heartbeat.
Breaking the kiss khushi took long breath looking down .arnav looked at khushi cluelessly
" you got to listen to me "khushi broke the silence looking at arnav.
arnav who looked at khushi paused " for now forget everything ...forget about me...forget yours worries...forget what Is family situation right now ...This situation is very delicate arnavji ....Di needs assurance from you ...just like you she distanced herself thinking she is the reason for yours this state ... she don't want to live this life thinking she is root cause of everyone problem....she is broken she is hurt ...unless and until you both sit together and talk nothing will change .....no matter you both where there beside each other in all situation but you both distanced each other unknowingly in yours own sorrows... Right now she needs you beside her ..she is broken she is shattered all she needs is you ...sit by her side talk with her assure her ...sort yours both problems she needs yours support ...Di thinks she is reason for yours life ...talk with her today sort all the issues"
" see arnavji I know what you are facing...but right now you need to be strong....If you sit quite nothing will happen ...be that strong ASR ...be brave...talk with Di sort yours difference...nani mami everyone is worried for you they are scared that you will get another attack...look arnavji it's upto you how you take ....I knew that arnav Singh raizarda who dint fear about anything....look at you now ...you are broken and seeing yours this state everyone is breaking down...but right now forgot all ...focus what you have to do ..Dr told right she has 80% chances...Di will be fine ...my vibes says so ... if you sit quite thinking how failed person you are nothing will change infact situation change to worse....everything is in yours hand .... You can face everything including yours pain ...I believe the person I know is strongest ....and I know you will ...stop thinking about everything...family needs arnav as strongest not arnav as broken ...and you know very well how to deal with all problems don't you " khushi said wiping his tears which were flowing continously
"I " arnav was unable to even speak
"And I'm here beside you in all this ...I'll here ..I'll be beside you in this phrase" khushi said those words which made arnav relief
He hugged khushi tightly " I'm sorry " arnav mummeared
"Shhhu tears don't suit you "khushi said breaking the hug
"You will be beside me " arnav asked again holding her hand
"Yes I'll be "khushi said kissing his head caressing his hair
"Khushi I ...I ...I'm sorry I am .."arnav breakdown again.
" shuhh arnav ji will you change yours this behaviour or els I'll go from here " Khushi said faking angry
"Huh"
" change yourself ....bring that hidden Strong man back ...its like everyone is bossing you...infact it should be you...no one is like yours broken state ...bring that ASR glory back ....right now family need arnav Singh raizarda the strongest....not this weak one ...you getting what I am saying ..."Khushi asked wiping his tears
Arnav wiped his tears rubbing him face arnav nodded
" thank you "arnav said after pause
"Great you know what to do now "Khushi asked caressing his hair
"Hmm Yeh I'll face this..I'll solve everything ...nothing will happen to di ...I'll solve everything....I'll solve everything ...I know what to do "arnav said holding Khushi hands
"This is what I wanted ...don't cry ...not breakdown like this ...no one is liking this ...It pains you know arnav ji" Khushi said kissing his forehead again
"Thank you Khushi thank you ...This is big relief....I'm feeling good ...but will you be there right" arnav asked again
"Yes I'm there ..i will be there ...you just stay strong ...family needs there elder son to console them assure them ...wake up arnav ji ...All this while it was family took care of you ...now take yours responsibility "Khushi said cupping his face
Arnav nodded
"Now come let's go ...would you like to come my home for lunch"khushi asked
"I would love too but Khushi but right now I need to talk with di ...everyone is angry on her ...I'll first talk with di "arnav said hesitatingly
"I was expecting this answer for you ...glad you are getting in action...now hurry up "Khushi said getting out of bed
"Khushi you ...I mean that. .I "arnav hesitated to ask
" what did I say raizarda ...forget everything for while ..focus what is important now " Khushi stopped him understanding what he was talking about
Arnav nodded getting out of bed
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"Come on ...don't worry about work ...I'll handle it ..you focus on family."Khushi said walking with him towards mansion
Once both reached main gate arnav hugged Khushi tightly saying thank you
"Don't be ..." Khushi said giving him small smile
"I'll see you soon...take care of family as ASR not this Shanti rotlo "khushi said smiling widely hitting his chest
"Yes" arnav smiled genuinely feeling good
"Now I need to rush ...got to go ...take care "khushi said
"You too" arnav said
Giving smile to arnav khushi ran towards metha mansion
"Khushi careful"arnav shouted smiling.
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Two days later
Khushi words and support did really work on arnav... arnav was back in action ...He shocked everyone like before ...everyone saw there old ASR back unlike the recent one who was weak to even react.
Arnav scolded his elder sister also asked forgivness and assured he will solve all the damage that destroyed family peace.
Family who broke down shattered after knowing about anjali decease where now all positive and confident nothing will happen to anjali because they knew there chote is back Family was angry on Anjali after scolding her for her foolishness everyone assured her everything was fine ...
Anjali was not allowed to even speak ...All decisions where already taken ...
It's been two days since Anjali was admitted in best hospital of Delhi ....many test where taken ...she was under observing and medicine effects from last two days ...donor was made to meet family and family was really greatful for that person.
Along with doctor Siddharth there where three more best doctors who where dealing with Anjali raizarda case.
Metha's stood beside raizarda's like strongest pillar ... supported them like true family
Khushi dint meet anyone for two days she was busy working and looking after coming up fashion show as arnav was busy in dealing with anjali hospital and family
Khushi purposely don't visit raizarda mansion nor she spoke with arnav.. Both communicated through messages but it was limited to anjali and arnav health.
Anjali demanded to meet khushi before operation and requested to meet khushi by calling her ...khushi agreed and was in hospital ..metha's where already in hospital supporting raizarda's When khushi walked inside special VVIP ROOM ...It was surrounded by 3 family's ...raizarda's, metha's and gupta's...anjali was in bed with many wires attached to her and surrounding her ladies sat expect lavanya and anika as both where looking after there baby's ..All men's stood in corner talking...it was really big room.
"This is hospital...not yours picnic spot " khushi said raising her hands In air with confused look
Everyone looked at visiter who happens to be the reason for family Unity.
"Khushi"
" sankadevi"
"Khushi"
Khushi glanced at everyone and smiled at arnav who looked fresh and perfect like ASR.arnav smiled back
" khushi" anjali called her
"Di...how are you " khushi asked sitting beside anjali giving her usual cheerful smile.
" you are asking me this khushi...I still feel I don't deserve this all "anjali cried
" let's come to square....you get cure come back full fit and fine ...then we both will sit together and fight all day everyday till I feel satisfied to forgive you "khushi said with serious expression
" I'm sorry I'm ashamed" anjali said lowering her eyes
" I believe in second chance "khushi uttered making everyone pause and look at her in horror
"Huh"
"Yes I believe in second chance....trust me di this is not easy for me to say ...but don't disappoint me like this ..you don't have any right to play with yours life ... you are regretting you are ashamed or whatever let's forget everything....We won't be happy unless we forget the past ...forget it now ..just focus on your health ...everything can wait "khushi said holding anjali hand
"But I "
"I said na come back all fit and fine ..I'll fight with you take all my revanges back ...save yours sorry that time ...now get well soon because I need you to be strong when we fight " khushi scaring anjali
"Khushi you are scaring her "dadi said standing beside khushi
"Then what shall I ...she is weeping continously... yesterday in phone too"khushi pouted hugging dadi
"See beta don't worry for anything all will be fine ..don't worry much "dadi said to anjali caressing khushi hair
"Exactly whatever my dadi says is correct..just don't worry ...common act according to yours name " khushi said making all raizarda smile.
Raizarda's where happy seeing khushi just like before so selfless...more then anyone it was arnav who was more happy ...tho khushi dint confess she gave him second chance her actions proved and arnav was utilising it too fullest...He was beside her like she was beside him . The opraction was taking place next day tho doctors assured that they have 80% chances still family was worried and was crying
Khushi spent next one hour consoling everyone assuring all will be fine.
After hour khushi got call and moved away when Dr sid entered the room
After checking with anjali ..Dr was moving out but stopped seeing khushi
" hey sister" sid smiled widely
"Hey brother "khushi smiled back
Khushi and sid got to well in few mins when they met in RM ...
"By the way I forgot to ask you what happened to yours hand ...why is it plastered" sid asked seeing khushi arm
"Oh this long story "khushi said yawning.
"No say me " sid asked curiously
"That what happened you know ..One month back I met with accident I was badly injured ..my head , my arm was injured. ..I met with big accident na so internal damage also happened like I lost my memory" khushi said with puppy face
" what memory...but how "sid asked shocking
" yaar short term memory loss ..that one you know....when I woke up after 2 days I was blank but this family who saved me adopted me "khushi said with best expressions
"Then that day you told you are ex what is that all "
" I lied you na ... but no one is there in this world for me ..so I thought to help my boss so trapped you in lie ...but see this family is very kind to me ....They adopted me like there daughter. ..nice na "khushi said smiling
"Hmm so hard to digest" sid said feeling sorry for khushi. He thought she is family
"Yeh ...I also don't remember anything about my past ...so what shall I do ..so I stay with these people. ...now you only tell me what shall I do ...I am so over " khushi said raising her hand in air
"I can't believe this "
"oye you think I'm lieing...ask anyone they will say same ....these people adopted me gave me name also ...what kind of Dr are you ...you don't believe also .."khushi said in annoy
"Khushi come ...I'll take you to Dr ...today you have to take this plaster out right ...are you getting any pain" shivyaa asked coming near khushi totally unaware what conversation was going on
Khushi gave look to Dr with puppy face
"Oh take care khushi. ..If any help I can do ..Please feel free to ask my help. ....i hope and pray to god that you should remember yours past..I'll take my leave "saying sid walked away digesting new news.he was feeling sorry for khushi.
"What he was saying"shivyaa asked looking at khushi curiously
"Nothing bhai...I was bored so was talking with him ..tel me while removing plaster will it pain...I am scared now " khushi asked going with shivyaa outside the room
Two person who heard khushi conversation with sid stood quite like statue and looked at each other and uttered
"Unbelievable"
" only khushi can do this "
"Only kiddo can do this "
Maan and arnav said chuckling
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