" I can't mar, sorry " I said
" why not you don't deserve demi, your way more worth than demi can't you see that, she is bringing you down sav" her voice getting louder
" I love her mar believe it or not I wouldn't choose you over her anyway I love demi and were getting married, I think it's best if we don't talk to each other" I said winding my window up before hearing what she had to say I drove off a few tears fell down my cheeks
I do love demi, but I can't stop thinking about how my life would be without demi, I wouldn't be getting this fame or attention from anyone and especially not from mar she only wants me because demi has me
The game doesn't bother me I don't let it get to my head, it does hurt my head with all the flashing lights but nothing I can't handle
I pull up in front of our house, and Demi's car is gone it's 9 o'clock at night where would she have disappeared to
I walk Inside and make my way up to out bedroom I slip into my pjs and curl up into a ball on my side of the bed I miss demi, but I can't stop thinking about the wedding it's too soon but I can't say no she will leave me I love her to much for her to leave, I look at my phone looking at Mums number wondering if I should talk to her and tell her everything before I realise I what I'm doing the phone ringing she answers on the second ring
" hello" mum said
" mum it's me sav " I said
" hey what's up " mum said
" I thought I let you know I'm getting married and do you want to hang with me tomorrow" I say a bit rushed
" wow really I never thought you would get married, and sure it's been forever since I last saw you" mum said
" right come anytime love you " I said before hanging up
" who the hell was that and why did you say you loved them" demi said
I turned around to see demi standing there looking over me I can smell booze on her
" that's my mum" I said defensive
" mmh right I love you sav and can't wait to marry you " dems slurred
I can't believe she is drunk, after everything that has happened she decides to take up drinking again, seriously what the hell is happening
" why are drinking again " I said didn't mean to come out harsh
" because I can sav, do you have problem " demi slurred once again
" yea I do demi you know how I feel about drinking, why did you even drink again" I said
" because in aloud and I don't care what you think about drinking it's my body I'll do what ever I fucken like, your not my mother"
" no I may not be your mother but I'm your fiancé okay and don't speak to me like that, why are you being so rude" I said
" your annoying me leave me alone go to bed " dems said pushing me to the stairs
I can't believe she pushed me little line why is drinking again I can't be bothered arguing with her so I walked to bed chucking a pillow and a blanket on the floor she can sleep there I thought to myself