✈Tremaine Pov
"Asia, you ready ?" I said shouting from the hallway
"Just give me a minute, I'm coming ." she shouted from her room
I laughed inside my head at her respone, seriously nobody can deny when one of their friends say something that's not meant to be dirty but sounds dirty anyway you're going to laugh, everyone has done it before . . Today I'm taking Asia all over the city to go shopping, I have a big surprise for her that I wish could have been set up on her birthday but it's better late then never .
"So where we going ?" she asked
"Wherever you want to go baby, today is about you . But don't get hyped thinking that this Princess behavior you're gettin' from me is going to last after today ." I said
She smiled "What do you have in mind for me Mr. Boss man ?"
"Peep outside the window ."
She turned her head outside the window to see us parked outside the Versace clothing store . "I'm not about to get out this car and have you spend all this money on me, do you know how expensive they are Trey ?" she said
"I know, but it's okay so money is no object ."
"Tremaine, I can't let you do this . I'll feel so bad if I let you do this . You know me I don't mind going to the clearance section in Sears ."
I laughed "Asia, don't worry about it I got you covered now come on ."
"No no no . I can't ."
"Girl if you don't get out this car we goin' home ." I said starting up my engine
She quickly grabbed the handle to open the door "You don't have to tell me twice let go !" her face lit up with excitement
We walked in the store and immediately she disappeared into the clothes, she was timid at first picking up some of the things she liked but once she saw the price tag she slowly placed it back down, I had to keep reminding her money was no object . . Mainly everything she got was blouses and suits, I sat by the dressing room with her holding her purse while she tried on clothes, she put on a little fashion show for me working everything she put on . This one outfit she tried on looked good as hell on her, it wasn't too tight, wasn't to big, but it damn sure fit her body in all the right places .
"How you like this one ?" she said coming out of dressing room
"Damn, all I got to say is when the hell did Nicki Minaj get here ?"
She smiled brightly "You're a clown, but I'm serious do you like it ?"
"Like it ?"
I got up from the chair and stood close behind her as we faced the mirror . "This looks beautiful on you I sincerely mean that, do you not see what I see take a look in the mirror . . But really who cares what I think, who cares what anybody else thinks, just as you know what makes you beautiful it doesn't matter . Fuck what everybody else has to say, work with what you got cause I can already tell you baby you working it well .
Asia continued to glance at herself in the mirror looking up at down at herself as she tried hard to smile but she couldn't help it nor her rosy cheeks that was getting redder than an apple . "Thank you ."
I lifted my hand up to her and turned her face towards me as if I was about to kiss her but she pushed away going back into her dressing room . "I'm done now, as soon as I put on my clothes we can go ."
I was feenin' for some frozen yogurt, luckily the spot we went into didn't have any customers in it but at anytime I can be spotted and my dumbass didn't think twice to bring any body guards . For once I just want to go out without a care in the world .
"You need to eat that a little bit faster ." I said as we sat in Frozen Peaks
"Why what are you in a rush for ?" she said biting down on her spoon as she had scoped her Strawbery & Bananas yogurt in her mouth
"Just want to get out before we have a gang of girls coming here to trying to rip my clothes off ."
"Why I love to be you, having people wanting my autograph or a picture of me . Every where you go no matter what somebody around the world is thinking about you, some girl is wishing right now that they could meet you just to stay hello ." she said
"This isn't what it's cracked up to be, everyone that I surround myself with just want something from me, I can't trust nobody because I don't know if they really here for me . Everyone only loves you when you're on the top, but once you slip up and nobody cares about you afterwards ." I said
"I care about you ." she said
"OH MY GOD IT'S TREY SONGZ ."
Some girl at least in her 20's said as Asia and I stepped out on to the street ruining that moment I could've had . I grabbed her hand as the girl and a bunch of other people started running towards us . Asia and I ran as fast we could around the corner .
"Wait Trey . Baby we need to find somewhere to hide cause I got on 6 in heels this ain't going to work boo ."
"Come over here quick !"
I yanked her by her hand as I turned into an alley, I pulled her body close to mine so that even if someone saw us they wouldn't see my face . We were so close together, body to body, chest to chest, and face to face .
"Still want to live this life ?" I smiled down at her
"I wouldn't give it up for the world ." she said wrapping her hand around my neck
"Not even for moments like these ?"
She smiled "Yes, not even for moments like this ."
I didn't waste any time thinking whether it would it be right or wrong to do what I was feeling, without hesitation I kissed her .
"We – we should go -- you know -- b-before anybody – sees – us ." she shuttered
✈ Asia Pov
We ran all the way back to the car before anybody saws us and all I could think to myself was Damn . It wasn't a good damn but it wasn't a bad damn either, I didn't know what to think of it . It felt good but I know it can mean trouble for me later . . I was saved from what I thought would be awkward tension in the car when my phone ranged .
"Hello ?"
"Hello is this Asia Summers ?"
"Yes is it who am I speaking too ?"
"Asia this is Janet from GQ magazine I'm calling you today because I heard a lot about your work, I'm actually gazing at your pictures as we speak and I'm astonished by them . I would like to know if you can come into my office today for an interview in the next hour and a half ?"
"Oh my goodness yes Ma'am I would love too, I'll be there as soon as possible ."
"Who was that ?" Trey asked
"I don't believe this shit, I just got an interview ! We need to home quick so I can change . I'm so excited !" I shirked
"Congratulation Asia baby it's about time, you've been waiting for this . Your moment has finally come ." he smiled
We got home with the quickness, it didn't take me long to get ready . I put the new clothes I just got to use, threw on my good luck clear Victoria secret lip gloss, and doused my body with perfume from head to toe then was out the door . Tremaine drove me there and even walked me in the building but once I got on to the elevator we went out separate ways or at least I thought . .
"Hello Asia, let's get started . How soon can you start ?" Janet asked
"Whenever possible Ma'am but aren't you going to ask me some questions so you can judge my character or something ?" I asked
"No need to, I heard a lot about you . You seem like a hard worker, your beautiful and talented ."
"May I ask who told you about me Ma'am ."
Before she could answer my question Tremaine walked into her office, I shot him a look of confusion . "Why of the man of the hour . Mr. Songz has told me a lot about you, he's the one that showed me your pictures . He talked about you so much I just knew I had to meet you . So when you can start ?"
I went from happy to disgusted "Never, no disrespect Ma'am I appreciate the opportunity but I'm no longer interested . Have a nice day ." I said walking as fast as I could to the elevator
Of course Trey came dashing after me "Asia what's your problem, why didn't you take that job ? Asia !" he clutched my hand before I got on the elevator
"Get your hands off me ! Tremaine this is the third time you embarrassed me, let's get one thing straight right now . I am not your charity case, I don't need you trying to pull me dream job for me . I'm doing just fine on my own with that, I don't need you . . I don't want it if it's that easy . I can't believe you would do this . . . Do me a favor and don't shit for me again ." the elevator door closed as I got out what I had to say .
I took a cab back to the house and put everything he bought me today back in the bag and placed it on his bed . I was so mad I don't even want to stay here anymore .
✈Forrest Pov
"Yeah man, none of you can touch me on this . You all might as well hop off this bitch right now cause I'm taking over ."
Nothing can get me off my game when I'm goin' in on Modern Warfare 3 . One thing I hate about this damn game though is the campers, shit man get the hell out from hiding and play like a man instead of a bitch . That shit is so annoying, only weak ass dudes are campers . When I play I don't hide from nobody, top rank nigga .
I was already working my way up on a 12th kill streak where I release the German Shepherds on they asses . Till Asia walked in throwing me off focus and I looked away and got shot, starting me back over to 0 .
"Shitttt !" I shouted
"Ooo did do I that ." she smiled and said with a Steve Urkel voice
I inhaled trying to blow off the loss "It's cool, what's up I'm kind of busy ."
"I just wanted to get the hell out of this house but if your busy then we can just talk another time ."
"No let me just finish this and we can talk about whatever ."
"I want to go out and talk, if that's cool with you ."
"Yeah sure, forget it we can go right now I'll drive ."
Take notes ladies, if a man would rather talk to you than finish playing Call of Duty it's a big deal, shows that he cares more about you than the game . When I'm in my zone I don't stop playing Call of Duty for nothing only two things . 1.) Bathroom break and 2.) Food . . . But for Asia, I'll do whatever just as long as I know that I can be the one she needs when she unhappy and hopefully the one that can make her happy in everyway possible .
"Where do you want to go ?" I asked
"I'm in the mood for some Jamaican food, I know this little low key spot not to far from here ."
"How do I get there ?"
"I'll just plug it in the GPS ."
This is the first time I ever heard Asia this quiet, this girl never shuts up . I never seen her like this . . Even if I tried making conversation with her she would just give me one word responses . But once we got to the Jamaican restaurant and started eating her mood changed a little bit .
"Mhmm, this jerk chicken is good as hell ." she said chowing down
"But it ain't got nothing on your Moms jerk chicken, your mom knows how to slam down on some chicken ." I said
As she laughed at my remark this fine ass girl with an ass the size of Texas walked past our table, my eyes was glued to her walking away . I damn near fell out my seat looking at her
"Damn she has a nice ass, mhmm I think I'm need love . I should go talk to her ."
"Hormones alert, sit boy sit . Do I need to hose you down ? Obviously you might need a cold shower tonight ."
"Cold showers don't work, that's a myth at least for me it is . . I can't get through the night until I -- ." She cut me off knowing what was coming next
She laughed "Okay TMI . I already know what's coming out your mouth no need to go there baby boy I'm good on the details ."
I smiled "My bad, at least I broke you out of your bad mood . . But anyways you know what I noticed, Asia don't have a man, no boy toys, or any guys by your side for that matter . I can't even remember the last time you had a boyfriend, why is that ?" he asked
"Love don't live here anymore ." she sipped on her glass of Sprite
"What makes you say that ?"
"I don't have time for it, I like to have fun and screw around . If love just so happens to pop up in my face then so be it but I'm not about that right now . I just want to live for Asia, besides men today don't know what love is if it bit them in the ass, I don't have time for the head games ."
"We makes you think that we don't know what love is . . I know the difference between Sex and Love ."
"You think you know so much tell me the difference this should be good ."
"Sex is the emotional feelings for guys, the way women go crazy for shoes is how guys react to sex . Women will stop at nothing to get those $300 pair of Louboutin heels, and guys won't stop at nothing to get in females pants . Sex is like a hustle, men work harder to get some sex harder than they work anything else . When a man wants sex he will stop a nothing to get it, he will say all the things you want to hear, he will make you feel like you're the only one in his world . . . Any man who is a REAL man who is truly in love with his girl he'll treat her like a lady, a bestfriend, and a lover all in one . He'll be more goofy than romantic because he's comfortable with showing the real him, he won't care about what his boys think about him spending time with her more than them . A man who is in love will hold his girl and be down to do whatever, if his girl isn't ready for sex he won't pressure her, if he's a real man he'll wait . A real man who is in love with his girl isn't afraid or embarrassed to walk into the supermarket and buy his girl pads and tampons . And when a man is in love he'll stick by his girl side no matter how rough, how bad, or how difficult things get in a relationship, he won't give up on you and he'll fight for you and never ever give up ."
"Damn, that has to be the smartest thing I heard you ever you say all night, how did you come up with all that ?"
"I've been in love before, well in like ."
"What happen to her she got away ?"
"No she's always been by my side from the beginning actually ."
"Do you still talk her ?"
"Everyday ."
"What's keeping you from telling her ?
"Everytime when were together she's always talking about another guy, besides she's told me time and time before she views me as a friend but yet when the guy she's feeling does something to upset her she comes running to me asking me to hold her . She's leading me on without even knowing it ." I said
"Why bother wasting your time on someone that might not feel the same about you . You need to just tell this girl how you feel, You'll never know if she feels the same about you if you don't say something . You could be letting a good one go ."
"When the time is right eventually we'll both know if it's worth letting go ."
"Come on, it's obviously both of us need something to take our minds off the bullshit so get your ass up and I know you don't like to dance but that's too damn bad, come on !"
Asia got up from her chair and grabbed my hand for me to follow her on the dance floor, I didn't want to at first but I would feel stupid later for not dancing with her . . Her arms was wrapped around my lower back, and mine was placed around her torso . This song Just Call My Name, And I'll Come Running that was being played as we slowed dance reminded me of my mother . She always told me that no matter what's going on, no matter what time it is sun up or down sun just call her name and she'll drop everything to come help me out .
"You smell good ." Asia peeked up at me and said in a soft tone
My mother told me that I would know when I found that special girl if I start to love her more than any female I know including her, I could never love anybody more than my momma but Asia could be climbing up on her level .
Asia and I was dancing among a lot of people that was on the floor but it felt as though the room was clear and we were the only ones out there . The song was almost over and I knew that I would be a fool and regret not taking the opportunity that was wide in my face . I stopped dancing and looked down at her, she gazed at me I could see the nervous scared look in her eyes . I placed the tips of my finger on her chin and leaned in slowly to kiss her . Asia wrapped her hands around my neck as I pulled her in closer to me, we swayed back and forth to the music as we continued to kiss . Even after the music was long over we were still going strong kissing each other .
"We should go now ." she said biting down on her lip but she wasn't smiling
✈ Asia Pov
It caught onto me that I was the girl Forrest was talking about was me, as for the dude on the side I don't know about all that . Forrest is a really really good guy, he's very sweet and a great friend but that's just it . He's a friend, I don't think I'm ready to play that field with him, I don't know if I'll ever be . What's the point of ruining a good thing ?
When we got home I was nervous as to what he was going to say, I made up some excuse that I was tired and really didn't feel like talking I kissed him on the cheek and went to my room . I just laid on the bed thinking . What would happen if I did change things up with either Forrest or Trey . What would happen if I fell for Forrest but wish I was with Tremaine, what if I fell for Tremaine and I have to constantly worry about if can I handle being with him and his lifestyle, worring if he's out there cheating on me . . . Woah woah what the hell am I doing right now, these two guys are my world and it ain't that type of thing, I can't let this go down any further .
"Asia we got to talk ." Tremaine said coming in my room
"Ain't nothing to talk about ."
"Why did you put these clothes back on my bed, I bought them for you to keep ." Tremaine said holding the Versace bag
"I don't want anything from you keep the clothes, we done here ?"
"See that's your problem, you too damn -- ." he said as I cut him off
"Too damn what Trey, I'm a bitch because I don't want anything from you ? You embarrassed, set up a fake ass interview, and I'm the one whose wrong for it ? I didn't ask you for shit I don't want shit from you ."
"Asia I swear you -- ." he said as I cut him off again
"What Tremaine what ? You ain't going to do nothing baby boy, you done too much for me in one day, now step ." I said pointing to the door
"This my house, don't think that you can just come up in here and disrespect me like that, you don't like the things I do then you can hitch the next ride back to Virginia ." he said
"Tremaine if you trying to say something say it, ain't nothing but space and opportunity . You want to me to leave just say it, and I'm -- ."
First I'm yelling at him and the next thing I know hiss tongue is down my mouth, things got hot after that . Tremaine slid his chilled hand up my shirt it made me shiver at the touch, I looked him in his eyes and saw something in him I never seen before . His slick ass managed to pop off my bra so quick I didn't even know he did it . Everything came off after that, the lip biting was turning me on, the touch of his hands made me quiver, and warmth his body placed upon mine made me feel ready to jump out my skin . The deeper and faster he went required me to hold on to him tighter, I dug my nails into his back scratching him up, no pun intended . I don't know what as louder the bed squeaking or me . . . By then it was too late for me to realize the consequences I was getting myself into . . . I slept with Trey Songz, I slept with Tremaine, I slept with my Bestfriend .
And if I knew it would end like this,
I never would have kissed ya, 'cause I fell in love with ya,
We never would've kicked it, now everything's different
I lost my only lover and my friend that's why I wished we never did it .
I thought it would never happen, sadly I can say I truly relate to the song now . As if my life wasn't as complicated before . . .
There's no turning back now .