My feelings are mixed
I'm lost
Unsure
Scared
I hate this feeling
I always did
Tried to ignore it
And hide it
But it always comes back
Likes to see me crawl
To cringe
And draw back
Likes to see me still
And hurt
Confused and dazed
Lost in its empty black void
I'm just a lie
A dirty secret
Where's my mask?
I'm lost without it