"I've been thinking for days
And I've been thinking for weeks
I have nothing to say
But I have answers to seek
My decision was made
on one fateful night
I left without aid
and went out of sight
Left all behind,
brought nothing with me
In a world so unkind
I was never to be
With my mind full of questions,
I've searched for answers
I am in deep confusion
I am an outsider
I've searched high and low
Those questions, unanswered
I'll just never know
It's a mystery forever
Went back to the places we'd been
No doubt that I still miss you
The world I see begins to spin
If only your words were true
It's not possible to move on,
when I still love you so
And what did I do wrong?
I just can't let us go
How can I hope
when all is hopeless
How can I cope
with all this stress
I want to be a part of
your beautiful mind
But I can't find your love
It's so hard to find"