After that karaoke session, I went to Taehyung oppa's room while holding his hand. We lay on the bed thinking about today. "I was really worried when you were thrashing around and crying today, you know, princess." Taetae oppa said. I smiled when i heard his voice cracked, knowing that someone cares. I let him lay on my lap as I sat, leaning my back against the headboard of the bed. I stroked his hair gently. "Don't worry oppa. I'm fine. I'll sing you a song okay?" I suggested. He nodded with his eyes closed. I smiled and sung butterfly by bts.
I watched him as he drifted to sleep. I wanted to move him to lay down as my back hurt, but when i tried to move his head, he stirred a bit but fell back to sleep. I sighed. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep without moving and waking him up though my shoulder hurt. I woke up often in the middle of the night, due to my stiff shoulder. But fell back asleep again.