Okay, after our half vacay, I started seeing the popular girls. Which means I'm not alpha. I'm beta, and I don't really care that much. At our P.E., I saw our representatives have a photo but it was a bit more weirder to be honest. (Look at the photo) The girl wasn't holding both of the boys, and the boys are just hugging themselves.
They are forever alone. I was sad for them but tommorow is my special day. My birthday!! I couldn't stop thinking about it. But I just remained low and all of a sudden I had to attend 3 bday parties today. Which made me feel.. quite uneasy. I even have my exams tommorow. I just kept on doubting myself I didn't know what to do! I can't believe my life is like this. I just wanna go home. Oh well. At least there is food that can cheer me up.
Reasons why I'm doubting my birthday
•We don't celebrate it
•They don't care
•Always busy
•No. Time. Effort. Happiness.
I know I know, this is hella short but.. I am having my exams and it's kinda hard so I might be on pause or it may be short.
I am having colds and cough that are Abit stronger than my immune system.
I have to attend 3 bday parties and 2 weddings so I'm really sorry.
My dad is on the star cruise ship so I'm practically waiting for his arrival.
I'm super sorry!