Bellamy :
" what happened with raven . I can explain . It's the least I owe you " I say finally deciding I should brake the silence .
She looks up at me and rubbs the last remaining tears from her face .
" you don't have to " she says and part of me felt like she didn't want to hear it .
" she wanted someone and I needed to get my mind of somthing "
I said and she kinda looks at me with a - really ?- look .
" so you sleep with people to get your mind of things ? " she says sour like .
" no Clarke . I did because I had to stop thinking about you . Your all if been thinking about and it's driving me crazy "
Clarke :
I'm taken back at his response . Why was he thinking of me ?
My mind was full of emotions that I wasn't shure I could ever experience at once .
Anger ,hate, fear, sadness, and lust .
He made it so easy to hate him yet so hard to stay away and it annoyed me .
He looks down . " I never ment to hurt you princess "
His words were gentle and sincere .
As my heart was confused and broken
Abbi :
Finally I'm fully recovered and when Finn told me all the details I knew Clarke wasn't going to handle any of this well . I go into the drop ship to find Clarke talking to bellamy and I knew this wasn't going to be a good time but I had to talk to her .
" Clarke . Can we talk ? "
" uh yeah sure ...bellamy ..I'll um ..be back later to redress your cut "
He nods and she gets up .
Clarke :
We walk out and she talks first
" how are you holding up ? "
" I'm fine . Ok ? "
" Clarke you've barely talked to me lately "
" I've been busy with Importaint things lately. If you haven't noticed I'm one of two leaders in this camp . A lot of responsibility " I say kinda upset she didn't consider that .
" Clarke your diffrent now and I just wanted to tell you -"
" I'm diffrent ? Excuse me if I've been lyed to by my mother for years and blamed my best friend , held up I'm confinement , sent to earth and ended up leading , had my heart broken , stood next to death numerous amounts of times and in charge of everyone's lives . Forgive me for not staying the same . " I say and walk off
I couldn't tell if I was angry or mad
" Clarke ! " she yells but I don't turn around