I woke up in Logan's arms I was wearing his shirt I smiled at the thought of last night it was amazing I gave him my innocence and I don’t regret it at all I love him and I know he loves me too. I was sort of sore thought I turned so that I was facing him he was still sleeping he opened his eyes and gave me a kiss he smiled at me and said I love you I smiled back and said I love you too. He tightened his grip on me and said you were amazing babe I chuckled and said you weren’t bad yourself he smiled and said you know you loved it that's why you were moaning my name I could feel my cheeks turning red he said you look so adorable when your red. He tickled me and said promise me no matter what your always going to be mine and just mine ok I looked at him and said I promise he kissed me again and said I love you I love you so much I love you to the moon and back Abby you don’t understand how much I love you every time I see you I automatically smile I can stay mad at you when I see you cry my heart breaks without you I wouldn’t be complete you make me feel a way nobody but you can make me feel when I have you in my arms it’s the best feeling on earth and nothing or no one will ever change that I’m yours and your mine forever and always my heart belongs to you I smiled and said that was the nicest most romantic thing anyone has ever told me and I love you to more than words can explain he gave me a kiss and said happy new year babe I said oh yea happy new year he chuckled and said what do you want to do today I said um I don’t know he said come on there has to be something you want to do I said no not really he said well I want to do something I said ok what is it he said I want to know literally everything about you no secrets in between us I said ok what do you want to know he said ok before we say anything there’s two rules we can’t get mad at each other and we have to be completely honest ok I nodded and he said alright you first I said ok um who’s Emily he said Emily who told you about her I said that’s not important he said she’s this girl I dated I really liked her I stopped liking her and she said that she was pregnant and that it was my baby but I promise you it’s not mine I always used protection after I rejected her she disappeared nobody has seen her since then. I said oh he said yea now I have something to ask you and you have to tell me the truth no matter what your answer is ok I said ok he took a deep breath and said what did you feel when you saw Cody last night I said um you want the truth right he nodded and u said I felt like my feelings for him came back I felt like hugging him and have him in my arms but at the same time my heart was full of hate towards him. He said so do you still have feelings for him I said I don’t know maybe he got up and walked away I sat up and sighed I stood up and walked out the door to look for Logan I walked downstairs and called out his name I walked I the kitchen and he wasn't there I walked in the living room he wasn't there either I went back upstairs and checked the guest room he was laying on the bed looking at the ceiling I walked to the bed and laid next to him I said are you ok he said yea I’m fine I sat up looked at him and said no you’re not what’s wrong he looked at me and said do you know how hard it is to hear the person. You love tell you they might like someone else he had tears in his eyes I said Logan I might like Cody but I love you and only you I’m yours and your mine just mine he sat up and said your mine that means only I can kiss you touch you make love to you give you a hickey make you moan and only I can say that your mine he was now on top of me he started kissing down my neck making me moan he smirked at me and said and I’m yours only yours I said yep your mine just mine I don’t like sharing understood he said yes ma'am I chuckled and he said want to go eat breakfast I said as long as you make it sure he said ok lets he stood and started walking towards the door he turned around and said come on I said carry me he chuckled and picked me up bridal style we went downstairs and into the kitchen he sat me on the counter and began cooking some breakfast he finished and set two plates on the table he poured two cups of orange juice walked over to me and picked me up and sat me on a chair and we began eating our breakfast I have to say he’s a really good cook we finished eating and Logan put the dishes in the sink he picked me up and took me to the living room he sat down and I was on his lap he put a blanket over us and we started watching TV my phone started ringing it was in the kitchen I stood up and went in the kitchen I answered it was Cody I answered he said we need to talk alone I said no we don’t he said yes we do please just let me talk to you please I said fine meet me at the cafe near the ice cream shop he said ok I went in the living room and
Said Logan I’ll be back ok he said where you going I said Lucy needs me even if I mad at her I still need to be there for her he said ok I went upstairs and took a shower and put on a simple outfit I let my hair out I got my phone and car keys and went downstairs I have Logan a kiss and left I parked in front of the cafe and got out my car I walked in the cafe and a sexy looking Cody was sitting at a table looking at me I walked over to him and said ok hurry up he said Abby I am so sorry I hurt you I really do love you I regret everything I did and said to you I really am sorry I need you to forgive me please I want you to be mine again I said Cody I’m in love with Logan I forgive you but nothing's going to happen in between us ok we can be friends but that’s it ok he looked at me and kissed me I kissed him back for a few seconds and then I stopped and pushed him away I ran out the cafe and into my car I quickly pulled out and started driving home I just cheated on Logan I have to tell him but he won’t forgive me I just I messed up I have to tell him I just have to I parked in the driveway and Logan's car was gone I went in the house he wasn't there I turned the TV on and started thinking of Logan's reaction he wouldn't forgive me I know he wouldn’t he would probably hate me tears started falling down my eyes and Logan walked in I quickly wiped my tears away and he sat next to me and said are you ok I said yea I’m fine he said are you sure ad I said yea he said I got a surprise for you I smiled and said let me see he took off his shirt and showed me his side it was a tattoo it said "Abby my one and only" in a batman font (picture attached) it was red around it because he had just gotten it done I felt so bad I need to tell him he said you don’t like it I said no I love I just really have to tell you something but if I do tell you you’re going to hate me he said I would never hate you now tell me I took a deep breath I could feel tears forming I said I didn’t go with Lucy I actually went with Cody he said he needed to talk to me really bad I didn’t want to tell you because I knew you would get upset so I lied to you and said Lucy needed me we went to a cafe and he said sorry tears started rolling down my cheek I took another deep breath and said he kissed me and I kissed him back Logan looked at me with pure hatred in his eyes they turned from their normal bluefish greenish color to black I said I’m sorry I really am he said no sorry isn’t going to fix this I hate you don’t ever fucking talk to me ever again you said you loved me you just lied you never felt the way I feel I said Logan I do love you I really do he headed towards the front door and said leave now I said Logan I do love you and I’m sorry he pushed he out and closed the door in my face I feel so broken I shouldn't have told him. I got in my car and drove to my house I walked in sat on the sofa and cried I got up and started throwing things everywhere I went in the kitchen and started throwing glass everywhere I collapsed to the ground and I shoved my head into my knees and cried
*************************************two days later*****************************************
*****Logan's pov*****
I woke up in the living room I really miss my princess I need her with me I’m broken without her I guess I Took things to far I was just really mad I just couldn’t control myself I need to go to her place and get her back I can’t lose her she’s the only person I honestly love she’s my one and only all I've done the past two days is and barely sleep cry break stuff and that’s it I look horrible I need her I stood up from the sofa and went to my room I took a shower and changed I didn’t bother to do anything else I laid on my bed and started. Crying I decided I was going to get her back I stood up got my car keys and phone and went outside and got in my car I drive full speed to Abby's place I got out the car and took the key I had to it out my pocket I opened the door and it was a complete mess there was bottles of alcohol everywhere empty bottles of pills glass everywhere Abby was thrown on the floor she was sleeping with a empty vodka bottle in her hand with pills in the other I kneeled down to her and said babe wake up I shook her she groaned she opened her eyes and looked at me her eyes were puffy and red like mine she had bags under her eyes her hair was in a messy bun she was wearing shorts and a pink v neck which was the outfit she had on the day everything happened I picked her up and she hugged me tight I hugged back I finally had her in my arms she started crying and said Logan I’m sorry please love me again don’t hate me I love you I need you your my one and only please I said no forgive me I took it to far I should have been more understanding it’s just I was so mad and frustrated I was dying of jealousy inside I kissed her I could tell she was a little drunk she looked at me and pulled away she started coughing up blood I looked at her she was really pale she whimpered and fell to the ground unconscious I kneeled down to her and put her in my arms I called an ambulance they were here really fast they put her on a bed and quickly put her in the ambulance I went in with them and they drove off we got to the hospital and they ran inside the hospital with her nurses and doctors ran to the bed she was on they took her away I couldn’t go a nurse told me I had to wait here she asked me questions I answered them and called Abby's parents her mom answered and got here really quick a doctor cane out and said she needs an urgent procedure she’s in a very bad case it would be a miracle if she made it she drank too much alcohol mixed with different types of pills her body isn’t functioning right I need to go now the nurse will keep you updated he left about an hour later the doctor walked in he looked at me sand Abby and said I’m sorry she couldn't make it was just too much for her body I fell to my knees my whole world came crashing down she’s gone forever. 😱😭
Picture attached sorry it took me forever to update.