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Entry Number One (1/5/2011)
Entry Number Two (1/6/2011)
Entry Number Three (1/7/2011)
Entry Number Four (1/8/2011)
Entry Number Five (1/9/2011)
Entry Number Six (1/10/2011)
Entry Number Seven (1/11/2011)
Entry Number Eight (1/12/2011)
Entry Number Nine (1/13/2011)
Entry Number Ten (1/14/2011)
Entry Number Eleven (1/15/2011)
Entry Number Twelve (1/16/2011)
Entry Number Thirteen (1/17/2011)
Entry Number Fourteen (1/18/2011)
Entry Number Fifteen (1/19/2011)
Entry Number Sixteen (1/20/2011)
Entry Number Seventeen (1/21/2011)
Entry Number Eighteen (1/22/2011)
Entry Number Nineteen (1/23/2011)
Entry Number Twenty (1/24/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-One (1/25/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-Two (1/26/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-Three (1/27/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-Four (1/28/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-Five (1/29/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-Six (1/30/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-Seven (1/31/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-Eight (2/1/2011)
Entry Number Twenty-Nine (2/2/2011)
Entry Number Thirty (2/3/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-One (2/4/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-Two (2/5/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-Three (2/6/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-Four (2/7/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-Five (2/8/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-Six (2/9/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-Seven (2/10/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-Eight (2/11/2011)
Entry Number Thirty-Nine (2/12/2011)
Entry Number Forty (2/13/2011)
Entry Number Forty-One (2/14/2011)
Entry Number Forty-Two (2/15/2011)
Entry Number Forty-Three (2/16/2011)
Entry Number Forty-Four (2/17/2011)
Entry Number Forty-Five (2/18/2011)
Entry Number Forty-Six (2/19/2011)
Entry Number Forty-Seven (2/20/2011)
Entry Number Forty-Eight (2/21/2011)
Entry Number Forty-Nine (2/22/2011)
Entry Number Fifty (2/23/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-One (2/24/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-Two (2/25/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-Three (2/26/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-Four (2/27/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-Five (2/28/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-Six (3/1/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-Seven (3/2/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-Eight (3/3/2011)
Entry Number Fifty-Nine (3/4/2011)
Entry Number Sixty (3/5/2011)
Entry Number Sixty (3/5/2011) (#2)
Entry Number Sixty-One (3/6/2011)
Entry Number Sixty-Two (3/7/2011)
Entry Number Sixty-Three (3/8/2011)
Entry Number Sixty-Four (3/9/2011)
Entry Number Sixty-Five (3/10/2011)
Entry Number Sixty-Six (3/11/2011)
Entry Number Sixty-Seven (3/12/2011)
Entry Number Sixty-Eight (3/13/2011)
Entry Number Sixty-Nine (3/14/2011)
Entry Number Seventy (3/15/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-One (3/16/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-Two (3/17/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-Three (3/18/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-Four (3/19/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-Five (3/23/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-Six (4/3/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-Seven (4/10/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-Eight (4/14/2011)
Entry Number Seventy-Nine (4/17/2011)
Entry number Eighty (5/4/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-One (5/20/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-Two (5/23/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-Three (5/25/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-Four (6/15/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-Five (7/4/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-Six (7/30/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-Seven (8/17/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-Eight (8/28/2011)
Entry Number Eighty-Nine (9/24/2011)
Entry Number Ninety (10/18/2011)
Entry Number Ninety-One (11/19/2011)
Entry Number Ninety-Two (4/5/2012)
Entry Number Ninety-Three (4/7/2012)
Entry Number Ninety-Four (4/19/2012)
Entry Number Ninety-Five (4/26/2012)
Entry Number Ninety-Six (5/4/2012)
Entry Number Ninety-Seven (5/5/2012)
Entry Number Ninety-Eight (5/13/2012)
Entry Number Ninety-Nine (6/12/2012)

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Entry Number Ninety-Nine (6/12/2012)

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By Pryde7

Dear readers,

WHY!? I'm such an idiot.

Okay, so today I did my second exam - Law. After the exam, I was talking to my friend Brendon and somewhere along the way ended up crying about my low self-esteem. We went for a walk, and I ended up making out with him! Ugh. BRENDON!

I mean, he was sweet and all, and he's a great guy, but really? Those things are great, but if there's no sexual attraction, then there really is no point. 

I just didn't see it coming. I mean, I legit just thought we were going to talk, but then he laid me down and planted a big sloppy wet one on me. He's my friend, so I didn't want to hurt his feelings - I mean, it's his last exam and he's graduating this year - so I forced myself to kiss him back, hoping he'd stop, you know. BUT THEN HE CONTINUED KISSING ME DX DX DX

He even got a hard-on. Ugh. The hole time I was thinking of ways to get him to back the fuck off without offending him. I mean, he might be the kind of guy who gets revenge. If I offended him, he just might go arround telling everyone we made out. Or he might outright lie and say we did more! DX That is NOT how I want people remembering me.

He kept on telling me not to be nervous, but HE was the one shaking like a leaf. That was kind of funny.

I somehow managed to get him to stop by telling him "I'm not ready yet." I spent my whole time critiquing everything he was saying.

GAWD that was gross though. All around my lips were wet with his slobber. I immediately went to the washroom and washed it off when we got back to school. I'm currently chewing gum so I can somehow feel clean again.

FJLBD LGRBBJG EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! FUCK.

I have this disgustingly ewwy feeling all over my body. I feel kind of bad writing this about him, but I just feel so repulsed.

 Maybe if I read some yaoi manga when I get home I can get at least some of this feeling out of my body.

Remember when I ws doing that Genocide project for Modern History class? And I got myself to feel better after seeing those pictures of dead genocide pictures? The difference between then and now is that then I was sick to my stomach, now I'm not sick, per say, I just have an icky feeling all over. Like a humongous slug went all across.

Ever felt that way before?

And that was only from him kissing me and laying on top of me. I pity any girl who ever loses her virginity to him. Thank GOD I'll probably not see him again for years. It would be soooooo awkward otherwise.

Ugh. I'm surprised I managed not to outright shove him off.

I dunno, I just don't understand men. I mean, where did he get the idea that I was actually attracted to him? Did I give the wrong signals? If so, I really need to learn to give the right ones so that something like this NEVER happens again. UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHH.

I wish I could read yaoi now, but I'm on one of the school library's computers. I guess I'll have to find something else to get my mind off it.

I need to take a shower so I can feel clean again.

See you guys later...

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