Meathead Monologue

By prettyweeperr

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I wanted everyone and everything; all the time and all at once. [volume ii] [poetry and prose] [2017-2019] More

the first chapter
concrete colored angel
knife in my bouqet
it takes a man to love
the basketcase and her bedroom
if i am draped in sheets you can't see me
in love with mr. invisible
moving on?
in three months i will be sixteen
the pianist looks at me
when i see you walking with her
across the classroom i stare at you, and sometimes you catch me
when i am dead i am most alive
the girl who drank gasoline
to the person who made my eighth grade year a little less miserable
having dreams and being selfish
i am the tree you hate in your backyard
you look a little tired, friend
the tale of the runaway
revolutionary
mother
chasmic ocean eyes full of pink
i should not be this lonely, but i am, so i cry about it
we are best friends now
i will ruin you
i don't understand what you write and i am sorry
dear body; no refunds
of colorful thought
dancing eyes
He exists for Himself
the simulation
my gondolier
excerpt: the act of acceptance
love feels like
we are not alone, just lonely
doll face
why are you ok?
dear diary
the times when i am full of myself
growing older and getting bolder
sorry to disappoint
we weren't born with knives
that one about drowning
in my head you love me
sometimes
short and sweet
is it summer yet
this is my one wish so don't ruin it for me
"do something about it"
excerpt: the pains of judgement
hazel
to you, whom i love
intersection
dear thomas
where is my heart
a silly girl is always a stupid girl
primary color
unkissable
a school dance i did not want to be at, but did not regret going to
one to ten
its a great big world and i am living in it
grow out and not up
to not regret
stop while you still can.
wonder
unwritten song #1
ride bikes with me
sun kiss
in which the inner voice is deafening
over and over
the second chapter
RETURN OF THE POET
it felt something like a star tumbling from my mouth
can we dance with the paintings, too?
still wreck
you were a hotel, not my home
the wreckage and her sails
"i want your future plans by tomorrow"
the changing of the seasons
scrambled
unspoken love between us
hell, a warning
girl's world
three second nightmare
class of 2018, graduation
i think i'm falling
bathroom #2
i hope we'll be alright after this
11:42 pm and i still kind of want you
the hypocrite
jewels
sad girls
lover long past
my friend with the flower name
reminiscing about the past; in which i was naive
out of time
excerpt: dreaming of the one you love makes you weak
honey, your pain is so loud
class of 2018, graduation; revisited
what's a girl to do?
nothing to do but love you
last night's miracle of sorts
there's a stillness in your cute and tired eyes
humans wanting humans
sadness became me when everyone was gone
metaphorical deaths
if she is in the car
angel in town
incase you are doubtful
nine years and counting
liar, liar
college boy
after the heartbreak comes the healing
return of the middle school crush
promise
sōl
the tip of the arrow into her flesh
green eyes
lie to you, for you
window shopping
allergies
brainless
feel it
god spoke to her that morning
lilli hugs
milkshake
the arts
loving and being loved
compared to your lover
i'm only ever dreaming of him
dysphasia
epiphanies
thomas
pity mistaken for kindness
this feels like being alone in a room full of couples
don't get attached, don't get attached
you are so close, just open your mouth and speak
median
the silence is not my friend
final monologue

oil on canvas

18 0 0
By prettyweeperr

there is a pair of blue hands on my wall,
just barely touching each other,
just barely sharing the last of the warmth.
the air around them is red and heated,
yet their skin is frozen to ice
and their fingers become weak.
soon, they can not even grasp each other.
love is dead.
the air around the blue hands smothers them
in eternal sleep,
until they melt and become two puddles,
never to touch in any way.
only to evaporate and become the rain.
but love's death is not in vain.
the rain that falls cools off my
red hands
because i am tired of holding fire.
and i am ready to hurt again.

r.k.

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