Chapter 1
Sav p.o.v
Beep! Beep! beep! argh hate waking up in the morning, got up out of bed doing a big stretch before walking to the bathroom, I strip off and walk towards the shower before stopping and staring at my scars on my legs, stomach, thighs, and wrists some old some new.
****flashback****
"You fat, ugly whore, no wonder no likes you go kill yourself" the bullies yelled at me as they threw punches and kicks after about the third hit I fell to the ground cry covering my face as they continued to kick me I get a glance up at the big crowd that had already formed as they yell " she's a freak no will care if she killed herself" those words hurt deep when I heard a familiar voice over the yelling I look up and it's my best mate Caitlin
" Leave her alone come on guys she already has had enough" Caitlin stated before they took off one stomped on my head making me go unconscious.
I woke up laying in a hospital bed strapped to many chords as I take a look around I noticed my mum sitting there with her head on my bed I tapped her and she woke up screaming
"Thank god your awake baby"
"Mum I'm alright can I leave "
Mum goes and gets the doctor and told them I'm awake they came in and did some test which took well over half and hour, they soon said I can go home in 20 mins, so I grabbed my phone and waited. I logged on Twitter and seeing everyone talking about Demi lovato coming to Vancouver ugh I sighed and logged off when doctors said I can leave now thank god I ran out of the hospital to the car with mum, we soon ended up at home I ran to my bedroom slammed the door shut I hear the words the bullies yelled at me and all the hits they threw I was In tears by then when the voice in my head started saying
" Savannah just do it no one will know"
" Oh come on you know you want "
"They won't miss you they don't care"
By then I was soon realising maybe the voices were right maybe I should just do everyone a favour and kill myself
I ran to my bathroom and lock the door when I grabbed my blade from behind the toilet that was wrapped in paper and used it to cut myself I pushed deeper into my wrists and felt the blood trigger Down my arm and I started cutting everywhere not just my wrists I put the blade to my thighs, stomach, legs by then I had fell over and was soon lying in my own blood.
******end of flashback*******
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