Highschool:
Tori POV
Jake, Jadyn, and I start walking home together "why couldn't Logan come" I ask concerned. "Well I don't know if he wanted me to say but. We are all besties and knew eachother for AGES so. He has a girl" Jake says. My heart instantly break "so none of that mattered to him" I mumble thinking back of all the times we flirted, kissed, and was even naked! We then see Logan behind us with his arm around a girl's shoulder I scoff silently. He then runs to us "HEY GUYS" Logan yells. "Hey so. I have a girlfriend. This is Beth. Beth this is Tori, Jadyn, and you know Jake" She waved and gave us a smile I put on a fake smile and waved "it's nice to meet you. Damn now we have yo hear Logan say how amazing you are" I say punching his shoulder lightly. "Oh and I gotta go. It's my stop" I say "we aren't even" Jadyn says "I gotta go to the store I want some snacks." I lie "ok" Everyone says. I start to walk off and I see Beth turning around and looking at me disgusted she then sticks her tongue out "fun" I say shoving my hands in my pockets and walking. But then I felt my vision getting blurry then me running. Into the woods. I sobbed. "I thought. He was the one" I kept sobbing. Dayum I'm weak. I never cry. Especially over boys. Unless I was getting beat by my mom. But this. I keep crying then I hear footsteps. I grab the nearest stick near me. I. Was. A. Mess. "Tori." "Mark thank goodness you scared the shizz outta me!" I say putting my hand against my heart. "Why are you crying Tori" Mark looks at me concerned. "Boys" Mark looks at me stunned I nod he sits down right next to me on this rock. Then I lean my head on his shoulder and just cry. I hear a flash "someone took a picture" I say getting up "Tori you are really stressed. I didn't hear anthring. Plus who cares. We know the truth." I look at him and give him a 'you're right' look. I then walk and sit back down and I tell Mark everything.
4 weeks later
Beth and Logan have been dating for four weeks now. Wow. I'm still not over him. We did get invited to this party. So we went.
*time skipppp*
Everyone was drunk but me,Beth, Logan, Mark,and Jadyn. Jake was just tipsy..... then this kid started to hit on me. So I hit on the litterally. I punched his nose. "Come near me ever again you're dead" I say turning back. Beth looked at me her jaw dropped "it's normal" I say. She gave me a glare. And I give her a 'don't even I'm not in the mood' look. Jadyn notices what's happening "Tori come with me I gotta pee and I don't trust people" "okay J" we walk upstairs and lock the bathroom door "Tori. Why are you off lately" "Jadyn isn't it friken obvious. Has it EVER crossed your mind. That I liked him. OH wait understatement LOVE HIM and this bitch who comes up in 2 hours has him. I KNEW HIM SINCE DIAPERS shes over here giving me looks. Flipping me off. Sticking her tongue out at me heck she did this!" I raise my jacket and my blue and black plade shirt and there is a huge bruise and slap mark. "T-t" I cut her off "Jadyn me and you both know the best thing to do is stay away. And don't even try breaking them up cuz ya know what fuck it. Maybe I should drink my problems away" I head for the door "Tori. Dont." "Fine" I walk out and immediately bump into Logan "Tori you. L-like me" no no no this can't be happening "I uh" I panic and run downstairs then I grab a huge bottle of tequila and run out I head into the woods, I check my phone 11:46, I chug a little bit so I don't get drunk. I smash the bottle against the tree. I lift my sleeve
One for jealousy
One for love
One for faith
One for hope
One for Beth
One for him
One-two for letting people down
I let the blood settle down a bit to heal.Then I continue
Three for looks
Four for liking him
I finish and use my rag as a bandage. I'm so dumb. I knew I hoped too much."Tori.........Tori...." I hear someone yell. It's Beth what the hell. She comes my way and I hide. I then sneeze and she hears me shit. "Tori can we talk" "Beth there is noting TO talk about. You should be happy. You have the boy of my dreams. You have the best person to ever love. And don't break him" I say strictly pointing a finger at her. "Tori." "No don't 'Tori' me" I yell and run away. Then everything goes black.