Chapter 2
Realization
Shizuo’s grip tightens even more around the raven’s small throat causing bruises. Glaring at the smaller man, Izaya’s words sink into Shizuo’s brain. Right before Izaya loses consciousness, the blonde lets go of him.
Falling to his knees Izaya tries to catch his breath.
“. . . T-thank . . . y-you Sh-shizuo.”
Looking at the raven trying to regain his lost breath, the blonde looks away.
“Sorry, Flea.” Shizuo whispers. Shocked by the sudden apology, Izaya’s eyes widen and he blushes.
“W-why are you saying sorry . . . Sh-Shizu-chan? I . . . thought you wanted . . . t-to k-kill me,” Izaya stutters through breathes.
“I do. I mean I did. But I can’t now,”
“What d-do you mean you can’t?!? That’s what you always said you wanted!”
Shizuo looks at the smaller male and chuckles.
“Yeah, but I guess I was wrong about that,”
“Then what do you want?” The raven asks finally able to breathe right.
“This. . . ”
Pulling the brunette up to him, Shizuo captures the other’s lips with his own. Izaya’s eyes widen in shock but close them shortly and lean into the kiss.
Breaking the kiss to fill his lungs with much needed air, Izaya stutters. “T-THAT’S what you wanted?!? T-to KISS me?!?”
“No I wa-“
Interrupting Shizuo. “Then why did you do it?!?”
“Because I want you,” the blonde says, “I always have.”
“Y-you WHAT?!?” the raven blushes.