Come on Blade, we are on in 5 minutes, said Kourtney we were currently back stage. Ready? Said Jack. Yep I said nervous. Hey good luck, I will be watching you from the side stage, said Andy. Great I muttered. Don't worry you will do fine, Andy said as he patted my back.
LET'S GO!!!! Said Adam. Hey everyone we are black out knights I said into the microphone as the crowd surprisingly went wild!
We are going to perform our song called "Perfect"
Woohhoo said the crowd. As Kourtney started playing the electric guitar.
(A/N the song again is perfect by flyleaf, but pretend the song is by Black out knights)
Song: Sick of circling the same road
Sick of bearing the guilt
So open the Windows to cool of And heat poures in stead
Perfect in weakness I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
All my efforts to clean me Leave me putrid and filthy
And how can you look at me when I can't stand my self
I'm tired to be honest I'm nobody
Perfect in weakness I'm only perfect in just you strength alone
Perfect in weakness I'm only running in just your strength alone
I tried to kill me, you tried to save me
You save me
You save me
You save me
You save me
Perfect in weakness I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
Perfect in weakness I'm only running in just your strength alone
As the song finished everyone was cheering and clapping.
I didn't feel so scared any more. I glanced at Andy as he winked and gave me a thumbs up. I smiled Back
Andys POV
Wow they were really good, I thought. I saw Blade looking at me and I gave her a wink and a thumbs up and she smiled back. Woah damn she's hot said Ashley. I call dibs I yelled. I accidentally said it loud enough that I got a what the fuck look from Blade, A wash of relief fell over me as a realized she didn't here what we were talking about. Ayee she gets to choose which guy she likes, you can't call dibs said Ashley.
You're right I said.
Who's ready for Red Sam? Said Blade
The crowd hollered meaning yes.
Blades POV
I call dibs I heard Andy say. What the fuck did he call bibs on, I thought as I glanced at him. Oh whatever.
Who's ready for ready for Red Sam? I said earning a holler from the crowd.
Song: Here I stand empty hands wishing my wrists were bleeding to stop the pain from the beatings and there you stood holding me waiting for me to notice you.
But who are you?
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life
The warmth of your embrace melts my frostbitten spirit
You speak the truth and I hear it the words are I love you and I have to believe in you
But who are you?
You are the truth (you are the truth) outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth) saving my life
My hands are open and you are filling them
Hands is the air
in the air, in the air, in the air
And I worship
And I worship
And I worship
And I worship
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life.
As the song finished everyone cheered.
Andy's POV
As she was singing Red Sam the words I heard that I woundered about in the lyrics was when she sang the beginning "Here I stand wishing my wrists were bleeding to stop the pain from the beatings"
Wishing her wrists were bleeding?!?
Beatings?!?
What did she mean by that?
Does she self harm?
Is she abused?
Is she ok?
Is she depressed?
All these thoughts were going throughout my head that I didn't even notice the song was over. I need to ask her some of these questions later. I just hope I don't cut her off guard.
*5 songs later (Blades POV)
Thank you everyone I said into the microphone. Then I left the stage. Hey leys go on the tour bus, said Adam. Kay I said. As we were walking I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned around seeing Andy. Hey can I talk to you for a sec? He said. Umm.... Sure I stammered
What's up I said.
Andy's POV
What's up she said.
I just had to ask her the questions that were going through my mind.
"In your song Red Sam why did you say you were wishing your wrists were bleeding to stop the pain from the beatings?" I asked.
Then I saw one thing that made me regret asking. I saw pain and sorrow in her eyes.
Cliff hanger: what's Blade gonna say? You will have to find out in the next chapter~ Daniela/ author
P.S. this is my longest chapter so far lol