John Winchester you broke your son.
Your son is at his breaking point. You blamed him for everything, you called him hurtful names.
John: Dean I'm sorry but please don't jump.
Dean: You'd be happy! You blamed me for mom's death! You blamed me for Sam leaving and for Sadie being gone!!!!! I LOST MY MOTHER, MY BROTHER AND MY DAUGHTER!!! SAM IS BUSY MAKING FRIENDS, SADIE IS BEING RAISED IN A NORMAL LIFE SO SHE DOESN'T END UP LIKE ME!
John: Son I'm sorry.
We went back to the motel, well Dean stayed inside me. I help keep him calm, ever since he was little, I'd help keep him calm. My boy, his heart broken.
We went for a drive, we drove to California, where Sam was...
Dean was leaning against my side, there we saw Sam. Smiling, laughing, happy. Dean had his signature smirk but it soon vanished, tears replaced his smirk.
Tears rolling down his cheeks.
We drove again, I think I saw Sam run out after he heard Dean start my engine. I saw Sammy standing there, looking upset, confused.
Sammy your brother is heartbroken and alone.
Dean and I drove until the sun rose. Dean took me to a car wash, it felt good to be cleaned.
Dean: gotta make sure you stay beautiful baby. Today I'm gonna make you look even more beautiful.
How?
Dean took my through the car wash 5 times, then he waxed me, he cleaned my leather seats, my dash, my steering wheel, my rims, my rear view mirrors, my windshield, my lights.
Before I knew it, I was shining.
Dean: I'd told you I'd make you more beautiful. You're a diamond now.
My coat was reflecting the sky, the clouds. The sun making my coat reflect, my wheel rims shining brightly, I smelled like I was a brand new car, right from the lot.
Dean: baby, I wish you were a human.
I do too Dean...
Dean: this maybe weird, but you've always been there for me. You're more than a car to me, you're more than my home, you're like my best friend.
Your best friend?
Dean: if you could talk or if you were a human, I'd tell you about everything I went through and I know you wouldn't judge me. You've seen some of the shit I went through.
Dean...
Dean: I bet if you were a human, you be a beautiful girl, who would blush when I say Baby or beautiful. You'd like classic rock and would want my leather jacket.
You're right. I'd wear your leather jacket, would blast classic rock with you, hold you, comfort you... love you.
Dean: I love you baby.
I love you too Dean. You're my boy. I love you and Sammy. You're my boys. But you think of me as your best friend?
Dean: I'm gonna go check into the motel and get some shut eye. I'll shoot anybody who tries to touch you or take you.
I wouldn't stop you anyway Dean. I have to keep you and Sam safe. I have to keep my boys safe even though I'm just a car.