Authors note.
OK So I have totally become superman to update this and The Girl Who Saw The Future 1D also all my homework go me Lol anyway here's another chapter from Harry also Zayn pov enjoy :) x
Harry's pov.
So the time is 5:30 pm at night and I am backstage at school there must be about 200 people out there to watch the talent show tonight parents kids from this school teachers I heard there was even a music scout coming however this does not matter to me the only thing that really matters is Zayn is coming I gave him a ticket the other day when he came back to school I have to try and be friends with him after everything else that has happened between me him and Niall he is still my neighbour and I am going to see him everyday at school anyway I would be lying if I was to say a part of me didn't still have feelings for him because I do even though I know he loves Niall there is still a big part of me that secretly hopes Zayn will be my boyfriend again after all the song I am singing tonight is for his benefit Dear Darlin by Olly Murs.
" You ready Harry not long now just half a hour break a leg out there" My music teacher says while we stand backstage
" Thanks miss" I reply I place my I Pod in one final time before I take to the stage and I am feeling confident about this Just sing it to Zayn as if he is the only one in the room I think to myself and then
" Hey " a familiar face says with a smile
"Z Zayn Hi what are you doing here" I stutter out I mean I knew he would be here tonight but why is he backstage
" You really think I would let you go on stage tonight without wishing you good luck" He says shaking his head smiling
"HARRY STYLES" a male voice shouts
" That's me Zayn I have to go thank you for wishing me good luck I'm singing for you" I reply quickly kissing his cheek and running towards the stage back door I look back and he looks a bit shocked but walks into the hall to take a seat.
" And now from year 9 Harry Styles singing Dear Darlin By Olly Murs" The teacher shouts to the waiting audience as I step onto the stage it all goes Quiet as I approach the microphone.
This is is don't fuck up this is for Zayn I think to myself I take the microphone and the melody begins I close my eyes and start to sing.
"Dear Darlin please excuse my writing I can't stop my hands from shaking cause I'm cold and alone tonight and I miss you nothing hurts like no you no one understands what we went through it was short it was sweet we tried and if my words break through the wall and meet you at you're door all I can say is boy I mean them all dear darlin please excuse my writing I can't stop my hands from shaking cause I'm cold and alone tonight I miss you nothing hurts like no you no one understands what we went through it was short it was sweet we tried been thinking about the bar we drank in feeling like the sofa was sinking I was warm in the hope of you're eyes so if my words break through the wall to meet you at you're door all I can say is boy I mean them all Dear Darlin please excuse my writing I cant stop my hand from shaking cause I'm cold and alone tonight I miss you nothing hurts like no you no one understands what we went through it was short it was sweet we tried oh I cant go these arms are yours to hold and I miss you nothing hurts like no you no one understands what we went through it was short it was sweet we tried we tried"
And then I finish singing and open my eyes and the response is over whelming the crowd of teachers pupils and parents roar and I jump for a minute and I'm a bit shocked at the response I am getting on my singing I look at Zayn and he is smiling a big smile which makes me smile
" Thank you " I shout down the microphone and walking off the stage the adrenaline racing through me at the positive response I just got and my music teacher is beaming smiles
"Harry that was absolutely amazing well done" She says smiling at me
" Thank you" I say smiling back
"You should be proud that was the best performance of the night you certainly put a lot of emotion into it whoever that was about is very lucky" She replies
" Thanks miss I'll see you tomorrow " I say walking into the music room which is empty
and I just sit there for a moment and I am pleased with my performance I just hope Zayn liked it after all it was for him it was all for him.
Zayn's pov.
Harry has just finished singing one of my favorite songs ever and the people have gone wild screaming like he is the best singer in the world he was amazing soulful emotional I was crying by the end of the first verse crying because I realized how much he misses me crying because I have been a really bad person to him crying because I know he still likes me but most of all just crying because we are finally working out our problems there was a time I didn't think we would get past the whole Niall situation but tonight Harry has just proved he is 20 times more a man than Niall could ever be He even changed the word Girl to Boy in the song I know that was for me don't get me wrong I am still seeing Niall but the truth is I am getting tired of just been his little secret all on his terms Niall and his gang are not here tonight at the talent show and I'm glad for that.
I am currently pushing my way through crowds of people trying to find Harry and it's really crowded as people push past to the exits and to find the kids that have taken part in the show tonight
"Excuse me" I shout but it makes no difference and then some overly excited girl walks straight into me with a cup of juice all over my top and jeans.
"I'm so sorry" She shouts trying to wipe it away
"It was a accident it's fine" I say as I push past her into the corridors and at last there is no one there just me I walk in silence down the corridor as the noise fades away of the packed music hall of parents teachers and pupils of this high school.
"This fucking door better be open" I say to myself pushing the door to the music class room and flicking the light switch on and I jump
"What the " Harry is sat there by himself in the dark " What are you doing sat in the dark by yourself in the music class room" I ask confused and a little startled.
" Needed to think after my performance needed some Quiet time" He replies with a cute smile
" You was amazing so good" I say looking down and wiping my shirt which is stained in juice
"What happened " Harry laughs pointing at my cream t shirt which is now purple
"Some girl in the hall juice" I say shaking my head
He looks at my top then looks me up and down.
"Zayn you know I was singing to y" I cut him off
"Harry don't don't say anything that will ruin us as friends I don't want to lose you as friends not again can we just be" and then he cuts me off
"NO YOU FUCKING DON'T I SUNG THAT FOR YOU BECAUSE AFTER EVERYTHING ITS STILL YOU I STILL FUCKING LIKE YOU I CANT JUST STOP LIKING YOU " He screams at me angry and walks in front of me
I just stand because I don't know what to say and then he lowers his voice back to normal and says
"Stop me if you don't want me to"
And he leans in and kisses me then he pulls away and then he crashes his lips onto mine and I just let him maybe this is wrong as I am currently dating or in a secret relationship to Niall maybe its the song he sung so perfectly tonight or maybe I do still have feelings for him but I don't pull away or stop kissing him until I realize this is just giving him false hope
And I pull away and I look at him and realize I have made a mistake.
"I...I have to go I'm sorry this was a mistake I didn't mean to" And I turn and run out of the music room and keep running until I am out of the school and keep running until before I know it I am at home
I run up to my room and collapse in floods of tears on my bedroom floor why is this so hard why is it so fucking hard my phone bleeps to indicate a text message and I throw it "Fuck off" I shout at the phone and cry even harder what do I want Harry or Niall because right now even I'm confused.
Authours note.
Mkai that was another chapter hope you enjoyed it anywayy the song Dear Darlin By Olly Murs (amaze balls song) Linked at the side anyway what do you think guys who will Zayn choose Harry or Niall let me know what you thinking in comments etc love ya . xo