Lloyd's Pov
It's been a while since I haven't seen my dad.... I miss him... So much... I just... I just don't know what to do anymore.... I'm so lonely without him... Why did he have to go?...
What am I feeling?... Pain... Confusion... Sad... Broken... Everything... But mostly... Pain... Of course... I'm sick and tired of feeling Pain!... Sometimes I feel like I want to die!...
Life just sucks then we all die. That's how life is don't lie to me... Yeah I'm f*** up but I don't wanna be... I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die... I'm empty inside... I just don't feel alive...
Life isn't fair... I barely got my dad back and he's now... Dead... Gone... I know Alex and Kai say dad is in my heart... But.. I don't want him in my heart... I want him here with me... I want my dad... Where is he at?... Gone...
This is all I'm feeling... Pain...
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Alright! That's chapter one! Yes, I decided to write two books at the same time. It'll make it fun. I'm sorry that it's short! More will be published later on tomorrow or should I say today since it's 3:15 in the morning at my home... Anyways.. Hope you guys like it... Hope you like it LloydFan this story is about you. Eh yeah. I promise the next chapter will be better than this one. Bye! See ya! Stay Awesome!
-Nae Nae