I woke up this morning at 6:30 cuz i had to get Keshaun up for school. It was early but i had to meet them at the place. Why cant they just take buses?? I walked into his room and he was out. He looks so much like Craig it makes me sick. Lol. I shook him lightly.
Me- Keshaun wake up.
Ke- Leave me alone.
Me- Get up you have a fieldtrip.
Ke- *Jumps rite up.* Im up! *Runs to the bathroom*
I got up and walked to the bathroom
Me- *Talking through the door* Your clothes are layed out on your bed.
Ke- Okay mommy!
I walked downstairs and sat in the living room and watched some tv. I heard my phone go off so i went upstairs to get it. It was a text from Shavon.
Hey wanna go out tonight?
- Shavon.
I didnt have anything to do tonight so i figured i'd go.
Yeah sounds fun :)
- Samoiyah
I went upstairs to check on Keshaun. I walked into his room and he was already dressed.
Me- You ready to go?
Ke- Yeah.
I grabed my purse and we went out to the car. We pulled up and he held out his hand.
Me- What?
Ke- I need money momma.
Me- Okay *I took out a 5 and gave it to him* Put it in your pocket and dont loose it!
Ke- I wont. Love you momma *Kisses my cheek*
Me- Love you too.
His teacher came out to get him and i watched them walk in. I drove back home i didnt have work till 3:30 pm. So i drove over to Tanya's. I pulled up and Ray was outside smokin a blunt on the phone.
Ray- Wassup Moy?
Me- Hey. Aint it a little early for that?
Ray- Wake and bake baby.
We laughed and i went inside. Tanya was in the living room watchin tv.
Tan- Hey girl!
I sat down next to her.
Me- What chu doin?
Tan- Nothin. *Yawns*
Me- Why dont you go to bed? We dont got work till 3:30.
Tan- I cant go back to sleep this fool wont let me.
Ray walks in and sits next to her.
Ray- Yall talkin shit?
Tan- Naw we talkin so get out.
Ray- Girl please. Anyways, Moy you heard from C?
Me- Last night.
Ray- Oh. You takin Keshaun to see him tomorrow?
Me- Yup. We aint been down there in 2 months.
Tan- Really?!! Girl wait till you see him.
Me- Why?
Ray- Just wait.
We talked for a while and then me and Tanya fell asleep on the couch. I woke up to the alarm on my phone. It was 3:00. Damn i slept for a while. I woke up Tanya and we went up stairs to get ready. I have clothes here from last time i crashed here.
Me- Well i'll see you at work
Tan- We dont start for another 25 minutes.
Me- i gotta go pick up Keshaun. You aint gonna go get De?
Tan- No my mom gonna pick him up today cuz im workin the double shift tonight.
Me- Damn. Well i'll see you later.
We huged and i left to Keshaun's school. When i pulled up he was waiting outside with a bunch of stuffed animals. He put them in the backseat and got in the front with me.
Me- Where did all those come from?
Ke- The girls at school bought them for me.
Me- Why?
Ke- Cuz the ladies love me *Pops his collar*
Me- You are somthing else.
We drive to my moms. I know she kicked me out and everything but eventually you move on. We walked up and i knocked on the door. Her boyfriend answered. They been together since i was 9
Me- Hey Vic. Is my mom here?
Vic- Yeah she in the kitchen. Hey Keshaun.
Ke- Hey gampa Vic. *Gives him a hug*
We walk in and i see my mom cooking
Me- Morning!
Mom- Morning hun. You goin to work?
Me- Yeah. *Yawns* Im so tired.
Mom- Me too. You takin Keshaun to visitation tomorrow?
Me- *Sigh* Yeah...
Mom- What are yall not getting along?
Me- Well you know how he gets. One minute he's fine and the next he thinks he runs shit.
Mom- Your father was the same way. Thats what you get for going for the gangbanger type.
Me- Oh please mom. Look at daddy and look at Vic.
Mom- *Laughs* Where's Keshaun?
Me- He went with Vic to the store.
Mom- Oh well glad they told me.
Me- Damn. I gotta go. Bye mom love you.
I went to work.
*Imma skip the working part.*
I got out of work at 9. I was so tired and i was supposed to be going out with Shavon tonight and i dont wanna cancel. It was too late to go get Keshaun so i went home. I called Shavon.
Me- Hey.
Sha- Hey we on for tonight?
Me- Yeah but could we do this at my place or at yours.
Sha- Yeah. I'll be there in a lil bit.
I hung up and went upstairs to change. I put on a black sweat outfit. I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door and Shavon walked in. He just had on a t-shirt and some jeans. We hugged and walked into the living room.
Sha- So why we doin this here?
Me- Cuz im too tired to go anywhere.
Sha- Whatever lazy ass *He laughed*
Me- *Playfuly hits his arm* Shut up. Im tired.
Sha- Then go to bed.
Me- No. Lets watch a movie.
Sha- Okay ill go get the popcorn
I started a movie. We started watching Love & Basketball. I was resting my head on his shoulder and his arm was around my waist. I started to fall asleep and b4 i knew it i was out. I woke like 5 minutes later to Shavon waking me up.
Me- Hmm?
Sha- Imma go.
Me- Why?
Sha- Its late.
Me- Stay with me.
Sha- You sure?
Me- Yeah.
He layed down behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.
Sha- Whats up with me and you?
Me- What do you mean?
Sha- I wanna be with you.
Me- *Turns around to look at him* You what?
Sha- I wanna be with you. We been friends for the longest and we alwas been close. I feel something between us.
Me- You do?
Sha- Yes. I always have.
Me- Awe. I didnt know you felt that way.
Just then he pressed his lips to mine. Idk why but i kissed back. We made out for a little while and we fell asleep. I wanna give him a chance but a part of me is saying not to cuz of Craig. I will always love Craig but he has a girlfriend. Why cant i have a man?
[A/N: Sorry it was boring but next chapter is the visitation!!! Sorry for boring yall. But im tired so night!! <333]