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Immortal Night.Ch11 Why Do You Always Obey Me
Soerra POV
I had managed to find some scrap piece of paper,and i found some chalk laying out in the hallway, I found some pretty amazing things just lying around the castle in my time, the one thing that I haven't been able to find was Misty,i still have no idea what I did with her,i know that I was an adult now and shouldn't be carrying around dolls,but she was my only friend,when she was around, at least I always had someone to talk to.
I took my wrinkled little piece of paper and broken piece of chalk back to my--Damaron's room...i've never had a room to myself,Damaron always said i was to sleep with him, I guess he wants somebody to sleep with him because he's scared of the monster under his bed,haha,i had to chuckle to myself at that one.its kind of funny really, I can hang out around the castle all night but as soon as daylight hits I must return to his bed, I honestly hate it, I mean I adjusted well to sleeping during the day and staying awake at night, it's just I sleep most of the time at night anyway and then having to sleep all day,ugh, and I have nothing to do I'm bored all the time.
and i'm to scared to ask Damaron for anything, he won't even let me go outside, that's his main rule, I guess he thinks I'll try to run away,yeah right, with the level of security they have here, not to mention that 30 foot wall,but I did try to run away once,or at least i thought about it...........
>Flashback<
"play with me!"
"i am playing with you"
"no your not,your sleeping"
"if i were sleeping how could i be talking to you"
he does have a point.
it had been three months since I arrived here,and the Prince and i had gotten quite close. we were on his bed,just talking.i was sitting with my legs folded under me next to him,and he was laying on his back with his eyes closed, there was about an hour left before sunrise, and i wanted to do something before i had to be cooped up in this room all day.
"come on get up!" i grabbed his arm and started shaking him,as much as i could,he felt like a rock.
"cute it out its time for bed" he rolled over,facing away from me.
"no its not,we still have time" i sat back and pouted
Then in idea came to me,i stood up and got in the middle of his bed and started jumping,it was probably the most fun i've had since i came here,i was having so much fun that i didn't notice when Damaron rolled over sat up and gave me a look. i was Unaware that i was making him angry,i wasn't even trying to wake him any more,i was just playing by myself.
i heard a low growl then next thing i know i was slammed down to the bed on my back faster then i could blink, once my eyes readjusted i looked up to see Damaron straddled over me, holding me down by my wrists.
his face may have not shown anger...but his eyes did."Stop.It." he said it slow as if to make me understand better.i saw his fangs come down,i just stared up at him, I wasn't scared....much, maybe just a little nervous,he was holding my wrists a little tight.
he didn't get off right away,i watched as his eyes started to move long my body,like he was looking for something,they finally settled on my neck,and as i watched his eyes he seemed to be deep in thought.as i watched him i looked at his fangs and wondered how sharp they were,
he shook his head and rolled off me,he sat on the edge of the bed,i got up and grabbed Misty...what just happen?
"what would you like to play?" i forgot all about what just happened "oh boy"
i climbed down off the bed and stood in front of him."lets play the game we used to play in my village."
"and that would be.?"
"um,we call it You hide.and I'll found" i said with a grin,happy he was going to play.
He raised his eyebrow"ok...what do we do?" he jump down of the bed.
"i'll hide,and you have to found me"
"I don't like this game"
"come on it will be fun. But you have to count to 30 first" I explained
"'no,i don't want you hiding from me,you could get lost,or hurt." he approached me
"come on,i'll be find,i won't go that far i promise."he seemed to watch me for a long time.
"fine, but stay in the room."
"nooooooo, that's no fun theres no good place to hide." I whined,i saw him look around the room.
"You can hide under the bed."
"nooooo,that's no good that will be the first place you look." i pouted
he thought for a minute,then sighed "fine,but don't go far"
"Yaaaay,ok i won't, but remember to count." i smiled as i run out of the room.
> Flashback End<
I was yanked from my thoughts when a certain angry looking Prince came barching through the curtains that hung from the door frame,he didn't notice me I was sitting in the far corner of the room.i was sketching a picture, well more like doodling,just to help pass time.
he came in growling,and saying a lot of bed words,words i didn't like hearing. He started knocking things over and throwing things, I curled up in the corner, as a chair at the wall and broke,whats got him so mad?.....was it me... it couldn't have been he hasn't seen me all night.
I watched as several candles hit the floor, luckily the fire went out on impact.he then busted through the balcony doors and went out he clutched the banister and hung his head down low as if deep in thought, with his back towards me I thought about sneakin out the last thing I wanted was to be in the same room with a crazed vampire.
I got up, never taking my eyes off him as I tiptoe to the door,then i noticed his wine glass sitting on the mantle, there was only one, he had broken all the rest. Then a thought came to me, I don't know why but I felt as though it was my duty to cheer him up, even though I run the risk of being slapped or beaten in the process,
i tiptoe over to the fireplace and grabbed the glass, I then went over to the cabinet trying my best to avoid the broken class on the floor,seeing as how i was barefoot,that would hurt...a lot.
I grabbed a bottle of his favorite wine, well what I guess was his favorite, I never really saw him drink this one to often, that means it's only for special occasions....right?........ what if he just doesn't like this one much,what if he hurts me for bring it to him.he wouldn't do that....right?
I did my best to open the bottle quietly, I swear he must have heard it when the top went flying off I almost screamed out of surprise, I looked over at him and he was still in the same position, what is he thinking about? or was he just that angry.
i poured a glass and set the bottle down on the mantle, I couldn't just bring him a glass it wasn't formal enough, I looked around the room and found a silver serving tray that the maid never picked up, perfect.
I set the glass on the tray and carefully walked over to the balcony careful not to spill it, I stopped at the seal of the door, right where the bedroom and balcony divides.
.... I just stood there staring at his back,what was I supposed to say... here's your drink sir...... I made you a drink...... would you like a drink..... there you go..ugh, what do maids say.... usually nothing they just come and go as their told.
"what are you doing little one?" I jumped upon hearing his voice and almost dropped the drink,he still had his back turned to me his head wasn't dropped down so far now and his hands weren't so tight any more.
how did he know i was here...yeah right Soerra, with all the noise you were making,the vampires from the other Kingdoms heard you, I thought to myself.i wasn't making that much noise.....was i?
i need to stop talking to myself.
"i-i br-brought you your-your dr-drink sir" my voice sounded weak and uneven,
he picked his head up and turned around slowly, he leaned against the railing with his hands holding on to it as he faced me.he just watched me for what seemed like hours, but in fact was only a few minutes, even so that's a long time to just stare at a person what was he looking for, it's like he was trying to absorb me....or undress me with his eyes.i felt nervous under his stare and started to shake.
"well then,bring it to me" his voice was calm, deep, smooth,and kind of sexy...wait,what,no,stop it Soerra.
I didn't move, I remember what he told me before,not to go outside.
"It should be a crime to make your Master wait little one....come to think of it,it is" I couldn't tell if he was joking or not, "bring me my wine Soerra"
"i-i can't" I kept my eyes fix on the small silver tray,i didn't want to look at him.
"and that would be why?" I would have thought for sure he would be getting angry by this time but his voice was still calm.
"you,you told m-me never to go o-outside... Sir" i was unsure of what to call him right now, I was so nervous, I just wanted to go back to doodling on my piece of scrap paper.why did i even do this again.
I heard a huskey chuckle,and couldn't help but take a peek at him."Soerra, this is a balcony, and hardly classifies as outside,now bring me my drink"
"if-if you can fee-feel the breeze an-and see the st-stars then it-it counts as outside"
"Technically, I told you never to set foot on the castle grounds, a balcony doesn't count as the ground, besides it's no more than four steps away." He tried to convince me but I wouldn't budge, I hadn't disobeyed a single rule he's given me, and I wasn't going to start now, after a few minutes I think he realized that.
"Very well then, I give you permission just this once to come outside" but i still didn't budge.
"oh,for crying out loud Soerra, must you follow all the rules so closely,jeez. You know you're not like normal slaves, normal slaves disobey there Masters every once in a while, i mean they draw the line somewhere,but you... everything that I've ever told you to do you've done, every rule that I've given you, you've kept.Why?"
He started to sound frustrated now,i didn't mean to make him mad,i just wanted to cheer him up,but i was just making things worse. A small tear fell from my eye and made its way slowly down my cheek."you-you want me to be like other slaves?"
i didn't want to cry,but it looked like i might, all this time, was I doing the wrong thing by obeying his every word, wasn't that what I was supposed to do?
i didn't see him approach me because my head was down,he put his finger under my chin and pulled my head,up i kept my eyes down though.
"no Soerra,i don't want you to be like other slaves.but why do you always listen to me so. You have never done wrong by me, you always do what you're told, you never talk back...your too perfect,why?"
Another tear fell, how was I supposed to know why I do those things, it just seemed to be like, the right thing to do, seeing as how if a slave doesn't do as their told they get a beating,and i didn't want one.
" are you afraid,it that why, do i scare you that much?" he rested his forehead against mine "Soerra,look at me" his voice was just a whisper now,i didn't want to look at him, I knew the tears would just come flooding out if I did.
i looked up into his eyes and noticed something, they weren't there usual golden yellow,they looked kind of pale like.
"is that why, are you afraid of what I might do to you if you don't?" was that the reason why,? i was afraid of Damaron at times, terrified even, especially when he was upset, I guess that was why, I've seen what he's done to some of the other slaves when they don't listen, I didn't want to be a part of that.
i pulled my head away and tighten my hands on the tray, I almost forgot I was holding it,.Damaron took the tray, removed the class from it and sat it down on a table then pitched the tray out the balcony doors, and came back over to me.
"hey, look at me" he had me backed up against a wall and put his hand under my chin,i had nowhere to go, I could do nothing but look into his pale eyes.as i few more tears fell.
"are you afraid of me?" he leaned his forehead back up against mine.
"no" I can't believe I just said that.
"Don't lie to me Soerra, I can hear your heart pounding"of course it's pounding, yours would be to if you were face-to-face with the worlds most terrifying vampire.
"yes" the look an his eyes changed , they looked hurt. i pulled my eyes away from his and looked down.
"why?.... I've never hurt you Soerra"
"Thats Because i listen To you All the time...but just One mess up and then watch what will Happpen" i almost yelled.
"Even then i would never harm you Soerra,no matter what you see me do to any one else,i i will never hurt you," i couldn't help but find truth in his words because of the way he said them.but i still had to ask.
"why should I believe you" my tears had stopped now,Damarons eyes seemed to drop,and the tension in his body had loosened.
"Because,i don't want you to be afraid of me." Those words brought back memories, it wasn't the first time he told me that, he said it before when we were kids,although i think i feared him more then,then I do now.
the room went quiet for a few minutes then Damaron backed away from me,and closed the balcony doors then turned and leaned against them with his back,like a depressed person,he leaned his head back.i didn't move, just peered up at him.
"your only as powerful as the fear you inflict into people...so says father,but i never took his words to heart,fear and violence are two things i find not always necessary to gain power " he said staring up at the ceiling.it sounded like he was talking more to himself then to me."....I would give up all that power if it would make you not be so afraid ...sadly we can't change the people who we are"
"It's not that kind of fear" i spoke quickly.
"fear comes but of one form Soerra....its the kind that goes straight to your heart, and strikes you down before you have a chance to blink." He said still looking up at the ceiling but closed his eyes.
"its not that kind,its the fear that I'll displease you in some way." i started walking over to him.
he let out a smell chuckle." You want to please me, sit in a corner somewhere and just let me stare at you all night." he had on a small smile as i stood right in front of him now."let me admire my little Princesses beauty" he smirked.
did he really thing i was that beautiful...? pretty maybe....but i really didn't see myself as that.
"there are other ways,more important ways.....i thought that by always listen to you you'd be happy with me." i watched him closely.
he tilted his head down and looked at me"indeed there are other ways,ways that are indeed more important." he pulled himself off the doors and got closer to me,he put his arms around me and brought his lips close to mine,my heart started to pound,and my body stared to shake,i knew what he was about to do,and i was worried of what he might do after that...or what i might do...or what he might make me do.
i was lucky to have learned about this at a very young age, I didn't know much, only that there was a lot of pain associated with it.i was snooping around the castle one day and saw something i wish i hadn't,one of the wolf's and a slave girl together,it started out as what seemed like a harmless kiss,then he ripped what little clothes she had on,off then continued to undid his pants.and then there was a lot of screaming, I'll never know why no one came to rescue her.
Damaron's lips just barely brushed mine.i wonder if the same thing was going to happen to me...just then a guard came in, thank god.
He cleared his throat upon seeing me and Damaron,"apologies Prince" he bowed his head.
Damaron pulled away from me and looked at him i could tell he was upset." I suppose you have a good excuse for disturbing me,yes?"
"um...yes my lord,the King wishes your presents" he said nervously.
"i said a good excuse" the guard looked scared, like he had done something wrong by telling him this.
"tell him i'm coming." Damaron turned back to me.
"yes Master" the guard sounded more than happy to leave.
Damaron got close to me and brushed his lips along my neck up to my ear and whispered."take this off" he tugged on my nightgown."and get into bed. This will only take a second and when i come back,what do you say we play a little game.hmm" i could feel his soft lips pull into a smirk then he kissed my cheek and left.
What game?....and why did i have to take my gown off?
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