Dare I say hi? Wow I have a lot to say, do I even have fans of this story anymore? This story was put on pause because I was not happy and I was letting a bunch of let's just say Lina's get to my head. I am now a senior in high school putting myself first and making myself happy. I'm so sorry and I hope we can all be happy, even if my fanfiction is the only thing that makes you happy then, I will keep writing for you. Ah I've said a lot now enjoy as I type this out at 12am. I know this is a short update but just wanted to publish it ASAP, I will have another story out soon just don't know which idol to make the lead. I hope you read it, it will have a WAY better storyline and the grammar will be better lol❤
W: Wait...what?
M: You don't know how I feel. You never did, and you never will.
My eyes started getting watery and a tear fell down my cheek.
W: Mark what are you talking about?
M: Do you know how hard it was for me to leave? Do you know how hurt I was when you didn't come to my house to see me when I came home? Do you know how much I had to hold in the urge to just go to your house and ask "What's wrong?" Do You! DID YOU NOT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU!
The whole place went quiet I started crying everyone was frozen Mark looked at me one more time then he left.
D: Go get hi-
I left I ran I went to him.
W: Mark wait!
He turned around then kept walking, but he walked slower.
M: keep a distance between us, you can still talk I'm listening.
His voice was so soft and warm but, it was filled with sadness and hurt.
W: I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't know, I'm sorry I didn't come visit you I wasn't ready to face you, I'm sorry I didn't come earlier, I'm sorry that I over react, I'm sor-
He turned around, I was still crying.
M: Where do you live?
W: next door.
M: next door to what?
W: You.
We went back home and he invited me over, no one was home yet.
W: is this your room?
M: Yeah.
W: Wow there's a lot of hats here.
M:yeah those are Jackson's my stuff is over there *points*
W: Wow you have a lot of hats too...
When I said that I saw it, the hat I gave him as a "going away" present in Seattle. I picked it up and looked at him.
W: You still have this...
M: yeah I wear it a lot too...
W: I'll be right back.
M: where are you going?
I didn't answer his question and just left. I went to my room and grabbed "Mark" and went back to his room and stuck my arms out.
W: look
M: You still have that?
W: Yea and I carry this Mark around almost everywhere.
M: Why not this Mark? *Points to self*
W: Why you getting cocky I thought you were mad?
M: I am, but seeing you and knowing you're here makes me more happy than mad.
W: Mark... I love you, I've always loved you. I went to the airport that night. I wanted to tell you i would wait for you.
M: I loved you too...I still do, bu-
W: No I know, you're an idol now. You have to watch who you're around, I will continue to support from afar *holds back tears* We should head back to the apartment they all probably went there.
M:...Okay