Arrington Noel Cruz
June 16, 1991
I've been in the studio a lot lately with other artists so I haven't had time to see DeVante or Jodeci. I was in the middle of writing some lyrics when JoJo walked in.
"Ari, where you been hiding? I ain't see you in almost two weeks." He took a seat next to me.
"I know, I've been writing with other artists this past week. How's everything?"
"Cool, we're supposed to be going on tour soon, so that means I get new pussy in different area codes."
I laughed. "I hate you. Yo can I ask you something?"
"Anything babygirl."
"This is gonna be random but has DeVante ever put his hands on a girl?"
He looked at me weird. "Like beat a bitch ass type?" I nodded. "Nah, trust me most of the girls he messed with, if he was hitting them EVERYONE would know. Plus I wouldn't let you entertain him if I knew he did that. Why? He hit you?"
"No, hell no. It's just he was telling me he can be a very possessive person."
He chuckled. "Oh no he's very possessive over the women he's dating. That man loves hard when he actually loves someone. But not in a sense of harming you its just he wants so much of your attention and all of you that if a guy even sneezes in your direction he won't hesitate to shoot him. He's a good guy though."
I nodded. I mean I'm a writer, I'm gonna be working with men. I don't just write songs for women so I don't know how this is gonna work. I mean I get wanting total attention of the person you're dating but I don't know this is all new to me.
"So he's not gonna be whooping my ass like Ike did Tina?"
JoJo laughed so hard as the rest of guys walked in. "No Anna Mae Bullock, you don't gotta eat the cake." We both started dying of laughter until DeVante came in we got quiet and stared at him.
He looked us weird and JoJo got up and walked to the chairs after greeting the guys. K-Ci sat next to me smiling.
"Hey baby mama." I chuckled.
"When did we establish this?"
"Don't play games, I know you only messing with DeVante because you was mad I was never home.. I'm back baby, you can come back."
I died laughing and Dalvin jumped in. "Nigga back up she's my wife. You is a side piece."
I shook my head and looked back down at my note book.
"Y'all niggas shut the fuck up and back off mines. K-Ci, JoJo come listen to this beat." De said as he looked me in the eyes. I looked back down under his gaze and kept writing.
He started playing on the piano and it sounded like come and talk to me but in a different key. I hummed as he stopped. They looked at me.
"Care to share?" Dalvin asked.
"Nah y'all got it."
"Anna Mae you come sing this song." JoJo said as we both laughed. "Come sit here." He pointed next to De.
I got up and sat down motioning for him to play. "Come and talk to me I really wanna meet you girl. I really wanna know your name.. Oooh come and talk to me I really wanna meet you girl, I really wanna know your name, oh yea... You look so sexy you really turn me on, blow my mind every time I see your face girl. You look so sexy you really turn me on, blow my mind every time I see your face giiiiiirrrrlll.." I opened my eyes to look at them. "I imagined you guys harmonizing on the last line, but the second go 'round."
"That's tight." Dalvin said putting his hand on my shoulder. Though it was a harmless gesture I saw how DeVante looked at his hand. I nodded and walked back to the couch. The guys started to converse and then I felt the couch dip and a big hand rested on my thigh while the other draped around my shoulder, I already knew who it was so no need to look up.
He moved my hair out my face and kissed my forehead, my cheek, and jawbone. "Give me a kiss." He said using that deep voice he uses in the songs and turned my head slowly. I placed my hand on his face and gave him a kiss. When I pulled back I opened my eyes to look at him just lost in his beauty. This man is literally beautiful.
"You know I hate it when they talk to you like that, I just play it cool cause I know they're somewhat joking."
"I mean I'm not an ugly girl, people are gonna say stuff. Girls wanna drink your bath water and I don't feel no type of way. What's mine is mine and no one can steal it." I said closing my book. "Plus I was raised around a lot of guys, that's mostly who I hang with. My only female best friend is Kayla."
He chuckled as he rubbed my thigh before placing a firm grip on it. I looked at him as he raised his hand up my leg. Before it got any higher I gripped his hand and stopped him. "I gotta go use the bathroom. I'll be back." He nodded as he let my leg go. I walked out and quickly scurried to the bathroom. I passed some water on my face and dried my face as I looked in the mirror. I heard the door unlock and I looked back quickly seeing DeVante walk in. Before I could say anything he lifted me up and sat me on the counter. He kissed all over my face before kissing my lips.
As we kissed I felt his hands grab my waste and pull me close. He pressed his erection on to me and I gasped, we hadn't had sex since the day I came over. I pulled away and looked at him and looked down at the huge bulge in his pants.
"Don't be scared of it baby, I'm just happy to see you." He said kissing my neck. "I missed you these past few days.. Talking on the phone isn't the same as being with you in person. Did you miss me?" He said as he stuck his hands up my skirt rubbing me through my panties. My breath got caught in my throat. "Huh baby? You missed me?"
I nodded my head holding back a moan. "Uh huh." I said in a breathy tone.
"Can I feel you baby?" He asked spreading my legs farther. I nodded as he sucked on the soft spot on my neck that I didn't even know was there. I hissed as he bit it and then replaced it with wet kisses. I held him closer and he moved my hands to his pants. "Take it off me baby." He stepped back and I undid his belt and zipper. He made sure the door was locked and came back to me. He slid down his pants and his dick came springing out. I rubbed the tip with my hand and he groaned loudly. "Put it in you. Let me feel it."
I pulled him by his shirt so he was closer to me and I stuck the tip at my entrance rubbing it up and down as he bit his lip. He got tired of my teasing and just stuck it in. "Ugh Donald, not too rough baby." I hissed slapping his chest.
"Shit, I'm sorry baby. Call my name again." He said as grinded into me hitting every spot I could barely speak and I was trying hard not to be loud.
"Mmm Donald." I rubbed my hands up and down his chest scratching it every now and then.
"Damn that shit sound so sexy. I'm bout to fuck your brains out for that... Fuck this shit so damn tight. Shiiiit." He slowed down his pace and took it out for a minute. "You bout to make a nigga cum quick, can't have that." He said before putting it back in. Once he hit my spot again I wrapped my legs tightly around him and brought his whole body closer. I was holding on him for dear life trying not to be too loud, my face let him know I was loving it all.
He picked me up bouncing me up and down. He was so deep and I couldn't take it all. "Oh God, baby go back to the counter it's too much."
He kept going and instead of the slow pace he went hard making our bodies make a clapping noise every time I came down. "Nah Arrington, take all this dick baby. I want the whole pussy, I'm not playing. This will remind you who you fucking with. You are mine. This is mine. Fuck that waiting game, we together now take this dick like a good girl."
My body started shaking and I was doing some real damage to his back right now. Thank God he still had on his shirt. I was reaching my climax and I can tell he was too cause he sped up making me shake like a damn crackhead. I let out a loud shrill moan as he groaned still pumping in and out of me. He sat me back on the counter and started eating me like there was no tomorrow. I grabbed his head pressing it further into my entrance. Next thing I know I felt a liquid shoot out of me into his mouth. He licked it all up and stuck his tongue inside. This man has stamina cause I'm tired as hell. Once he was done he stepped back and was about to put on his clothes but I stopped him and pushed him into the door. I grabbed his dick and licked from his balls to the tip watching him squirm under my touch. I put it in my mouth and played with his balls as I started deep throating. He was trying his hardest to contain his moans. I let out a long moan sending vibrations to his dick.
"Shit.. Don't stop baby.. Damn." He closed his eyes tight and I put his hand in my curls giving him something to grab. I sped up taking all of him in my mouth then I went to his balls and started sucking on them. "WOAH FUCK.. Ari wait, shit. Shit, aaah! Hold on baby, please hold on." I took it out my mouth and looked up at him. He looked down at me breathing hard. "You bout to make a nigga scream, just jack me off for right now. I ain't trying to cum too quick. I'm shaking and shit."
I grabbed it and jacked him off and played with his balls at the same time. When he thought he was safe I stuffed his right back in my mouth. It's nice to see him squirm.
"Shhhiiiiiiit.. Fuck Ari I told you no. Ah fuck I'm bout to come."
I took his balls out my mouth and jacked him off fast as I stuck my tongue out. In a matter of second he came all over my tongue. I swallowed it and sucked him dry for a couple minutes. Once I was done I pulled up his briefs and his jeans. I buckled it back up and pulled up my panties. He stood there out of breath as I looked in the mirror fixing myself. I chuckled and walked over to him. He grabbed my waste and held me tight as he leaned against the door. His hands rubbed up and down my ass squeezing it as he tried to get his breathing back together.
I stood on my tip toes and kissed his lips and then his neck. I pulled him to bend down to me as I left hickeys all over him. I even left some on his collar bone. I trailed back up to his neck and nibbled on it as he sucked in his breath.
"Fuck, Arrington stop before fuck you up."
"I like it when you talk dirty daddy." He bit his lip and stared in my eyes. "Alright Donald I gotta get back to the boys. We are supposed to be writing." I moved him out the way and was about to open the door before he turned me around.
"I love when you call me that shit. You make Donald sound so sexy, but daddy sounds even better." I chuckled. "You know we're bout to go on tour soon... I want you to come." I stared at him.
"Donald I'm a songwriter why would I come? I don't sing. Plus I don't wanna see girls throwing themselves at you I'm good."
"I've already told the camp you're coming, so you're coming. Have your stuff packed by Thursday."
"Did you honestly dismiss everything I just said?" I said looking at him.
He cocked his eyebrow. "You're coming and that's final. New scenery brings on more lyrics. Now, put a smile on that gorgeous face of yours and let's go."
I rolled my eyes and sighed moving his hands from around me and opened the door and it slammed closed right when I got it open. He pressed himself on the back of me and kissed my neck as he spoke.
"I don't care what the situation is... Don't ever roll your eyes at me." He turned my head to face him. "Ever." Then he kissed my lips and opened the door. I walked out ahead of him going into the studio and the guys were sitting around talking about the tour.
"Ari you coming with us on tour? You can help me get pussy." Jo said as he pulled me to him.
"You need to find a good wholesome girl and stick to her." They all laughed at me.
"Not every girl is like you Arrington. It's a lot of hoes that ruin it for good girls like you." Dalvin said as I sat beside him.
"Y'all just keep attracting the wrong ones or maybe they know you'll dog them out. No woman wants to giving her all to a guy who takes her for granted."
"How they gonna automatically assume that?" K-Ci asked. "I mean you fucking with DeVante and he can seem like a player."
Just then De walked in. "Yeah and when I first walked through those doors I said note to self don't fuck with them Jodeci niggas. I didn't think y'all was bad guys but trust me I had a guard up cause I ain't bout to be played like a ho. I'm famous for dropping people and acting as if they never existed. Now I'm cool with y'all. I know y'all ain't bad people. I think you guys are hoes but not bad people." They all laughed and I stared at them. "No I'm serious y'all are hoes. You can't claim you want a good woman but yet you out here entertaining microwaveable bitches just cause they throwing pussy at you. Pussy don't mean shit when at the end of the day you're alone and have no one to hold you down, have real conversations with you, and love you for you. Not just cause you're in Jodeci."
"Damn Ari, you ain't have to do us like that. Got me in my feelings and shit." Dalvin said rolling his eyes at me.
"I'm an honest person. I just want y'all to find a good woman. One who hasn't slept with more men than your group makes up. Now excuse me I'm hungry, y'all want something?" I asked as I got up.
"Something Spanish." JoJo said thinking. Everyone else agreed.
"Spanish it is, I'll be back in 30 minutes." I grabbed my bag and left but DeVante followed.
"Baby?" I stopped and turned around to look at him. He dug in his wallet and handed me his card.
"DeVante it's not gonna be that expensive. I got money."
He raised his eyebrow. "So I'm DeVante now?"
"That is your name isn't it? DeVante Swing?" I turned to walk but he grabbed my hand leading me to the door.
I looked past him and he brought my face to look at him. "You mad at me now?" He asked with that sexy smile on his face but I'm petty as hell so I'm not budging. I stared at him with a straight face not responding. Then I brought my attention to my nails which need a fill. "So you don't hear me talking to you? You really mad at me?"
I shrugged.
"I'm cool, now excuse me I'm hungry. Keep yo money." I tried to walk around him but he just moved every way I was going. I let out a sigh and stared at the ceiling annoyed. "So you gonna move or you expect me to starve?"
He sucked his teeth. "Arrington really? We was just good like an hour ago when we was having sex and you was sucking the color out my balls."
"Okay." I blinked seeing him grow irritated and honestly it made me laugh on the inside. "Nigga you gonna move or nah? Cause when it comes to food I'm not starving for no one. You good, now bye. I'll be back in 30." I said and walked past him. I heard him calling my name but I kept walking until I was at Carlitos.
I ordered for everyone, even the receptionist and waited for the food. As I was waiting I got a page from my mom so I called her.
"Hey mom."
"Hey babygirl! How're you doing?"
"I'm good bout to go on tour soon apparently."
"You finally gonna let the world hear your beautiful voice?"
I chuckled. "You I told you I would never become a singer. I get anxiety from it all."
"One day babygirl. Have you met any guys?"
"I'm talking to one guy."
"Potential to be boyfriend?"
"Yeah."
"Well your father and I can't wait to meet him when the time comes."
"Order 462!" The waiter yelled.
"I gotta go mom, send papi my love."
"Okay cherì, I love you."
"Love you too bye."
I hung up the phone and picked up my order. I walked out breathing in the New York air. I walked back in the studio and said hey to the receptionist while giving her a plate of food. She thanked me and I walked to the back. I opened the door and the guys stopped their conversation and rushed to me to help with the bags of food. I got my plate and sat on the floor grabbing my notebook as I took out my pen to write.
I was running through the meadows. Through the meadows with my ghetto boy.
Come and see me in the shadows
I've been waiting on the corner for you
Come on, baby, lift your head up
Look around and see that we're alone
Don't you think it's time you noticed
This is everything that's waiting for you
Nobody's gonna hurt you
Nobody's gonna do this for you
What ya say? What ya say?
Nobody's gonna hurt you
Nobody's gonna do this for you
What ya say? What ya say?
"Ari eat yo food, always writing. I see why you ain't got a lot of meat on your bones." K-Ci said with his mouth stuffed. I laughed and started eating my food.
I didn't have a lot anyways, I got up and threw it away once I was done I walked in the booth and started playing on my guitar as everyone was in their own world.
I start off slow so you feel secure
Just let me know where you feel it more
If your breath gets quick, that's normal
If my hands move slick, that's normal
We could smoke one first if you tryna get lit
My weed on ten come take a hit
Cause we on girl, we on
Girl let me put you on with something real
Wanna show you how it feels, to rock with something trill
So come join me in this room girl it's time
I know what you like baby, let me get you right
Oh na na, let me put you on
Oh na na na, let me put you on
Said she wanna try it, ain't tryna hide it
Fuck all of that fightin', ain't doin' no more lyin'
Oh na na, let me put you on
Oh na na na, let me put you on
Said she wanna try it, ain't tryna hide it
Fuck all of that fightin', ain't doin' no more lyin'
Say baby, stop messing with those boys get you a lady
Keep it 100 grand, don't try to play me
Fuck around with my heart might have to pay me, might have to pay me
Oh na na, let me put you on
Oh na na na, let me put you on
Said she wanna try it, ain't tryna hide it
Fuck all of that fightin', ain't doin' no more lyin'
Shawty let me put you on, first position
I put the guitar down and started writing some more. "Ari you out here fucking with girls?" JoJo said in the mic scaring me half to death.
"Boy sit yo ass down. I don't do that shit, it's just a song."
He laughed and I continued trying to fix the melody. I looked at my watch and it was 11pm, I needed to go to bed. I picked up my stuff and walked out the booth. I only saw De here so I guess the guys left already. I grabbed my bag and was about to walk to the door till I heard my name. I turned around and saw DeVante looking at me. He motioned for me to come and I sighed resting my stuff my door and standing beside his chair with my arms crossed. He was messing with the sound system listening to the remix for Come and Talk to me. He grabbed my waste and sat me down on his lap to straddle him. He cut off the music and brought my face towards his. He kissed my lips and I continued to just sit there looking at him. I told y'all I'm petty.
"Baby come on please. Stop being mad at me, I don't like it when you're upset with me." I continued to stare at him with my arms crossed. He unwrapped my arms and put them on his shoulder. "Arrington please.. At least speak to me. Curse me out or something. This silent treatment is killing me." I shrugged my shoulders. He groaned and brought me closer to him while scooting closer to the soundboard so my back was resting on it. He kissed on my neck and I stayed there until he got to my spot and I let out a moan. "Come on baby. Speak to me, you're killing me here."
I hissed as he bit my neck and then licked it. I pushed him off of me but he held a firm grip. "You just completely acted as if you're my father and told me what I'm gonna do. You didn't give me a choice at all. I told you all that interview, screaming fans, and public attention gives me anxiety."
He looked me in the eyes trying to read me. "I'm sorry baby, but you'll be fine. You're a star, I'm not asking you to perform. I just thought it'd help you break out your shell."
"Mmhm ok." I looked down at my nails and he grabbed my hand lacing it in his.
"What can I do to make it better? I'll do anything." I raised an eyebrow at him. He started rubbing my ass and kissing me.
I got up. "Uh uh, you don't get any sex. You wanna make decisions for me well I'm making one for you too."
He looked puzzled. "I can't even eat it?" He stood up and walked over to me and I backed up on the couch. "I can't even stick the tip in?" He leaned down and started kissing on my thighs. He started to inch towards my vagina and I slapped his hand.
I pushed him off me and got up. "No sex for the next two weeks."
"WHAT?!"
"Shall I make it a month?" He shook his head fast.
"Baby you know you're gonna want some." He circled me and smacked my ass. "Shit, you want some right now."
"I've lived without sex for 18 years. Trust me I'll be fine." I said with a straight face. He tried to give me puppy dog eyes.
"You can't let me fuck the shit out of you and suck the black off of my balls and then take it all away."
I kissed his lips. "Two weeks or it'll be two months."
He groaned. "Fine.. Can I at least slide the tip in? I just need 2 minutes" I sucked my teeth at him and said whatever.
"You get 1 minute." He took his pants off fast and snatched my panties off before making lay on the couch and spreading my legs. He kneeled in front of me and started thrusting. "Nigga you said the tip." I said slapping his chest.
He went deep and started grinding on me. As much as I was enjoying it, I checked the time and he had 30 seconds left. "You better finish in 25 seconds." He started to speed up and I'm not gonna lie it was feeling good as hell but time is now up. I pushed him off and pulled my skirt down. I looked at him as he stood up and he was still hard. I shrugged my shoulders and kissed his cheek.
"Are you gonna take me to my hotel?" I asked grabbing my stuff.
He nodded. "Just let me take care of this." He picked a towel from somewhere and walked in the booth. I laughed as he was so focused to get his nut. Once he was done he cleaned himself up. He walked me to his car and opened my door. I sat down and put my seatbelt on. He started the car and we pulled of toward my hotel. I've been too lazy to look for a place but soon I'm gonna be roommates with Kayla cause she got a 2 bedroom.
He pulled up my hotel and I got my bags as he opened my door. We walked past the receptionist to the elevator. As we stepped on he wrapped his arms around me and planted a kiss on my cheek. We walked to my door and I opened it as he walked in behind me. When I sat my stuff down he stared at me.
"You're so gorgeous. Just perfect." He kissed my lips. "Goodnight princess."
"Goodnight Donald." He smiled and walked to the door, I stood their watching as he got on the elevator. I closed my door, took a shower, and took my old ass to bed.
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Sorry for any typos.