Third Person
Months later.
Justin has fallen into depression as did Ally. They both sit in their rooms sulking.
Allys mom has taken her to a therapist. All Ally does is either ignore the therapist or being short with her. Her life has drastically changed.
Wake up. Go to school. Go home. Smoke. Sleep. It repeats.
Justin is the same as well, only he is smoking much more frequently than he used to. He claims it makes him forget and feel better. He hasn't talked to his mom, very few words. The only person he talks to is his dad. Jeremy may be miles away from his son but he's always just a phone call away.
They talk everyday. But he just wishes it was Ally on the other line.
In a month they both graduate high school and are off to college. Neither of them knowing where to go.
Ally was even thinking about leaving California for good. But she can't do that. As much as she wants to she can't leave the only place that made her genuinely happy.
Both of them don't know how much the other one is suffering.
Justin
Here I am just sitting in my room about to call my dad. I've been talking to him nonstop. I want to sit down and talk to both of them face to face but I feel as if my mom is still disappointed with me. "Hey dad"
"How are you?"
"I'm okay. I don't know what to do." My voice was weak. He stayed quite.
"What if I go visit for a few weeks?"
"You don't have to. I don't want you to take time off work. This is fine, just talking on the phone." Truth is I did want him to come but I don't want to be selfish and have him take time off work just for me.
"Nonsense. I'm going. I want to be there for my eldest son who needs me. I'll hop on a plane tomorrow morning with Jazzy and Jaxon."
This time I stayed quite for a few seconds "Okay." It was more of a whisper but he heard me.
"Okay. Please, talk to your mom."
"She wont talk to me. She's disappointed in her son."
"Trust me Justin, talk to her."
"Tomorrow when you land. I want to talk to both of you"
"Okay. Tomorrow. "
"Okay."
"Bye. I love you."
"Love you to son."
I hung up after that. I checked my messages and saw I had a lot from Ryan and Chaz a few from Ashley.
Fuck that bitch. She ruined my relationship.
What surprised me the most was a text from Becca.
I just want to say that I'm sorry and that I didn't mean any harm with you and Ally. I had nothing to do with the video. I got some sense knocked into me I decided that they were right. I shouldn't be someone I'm not. I only acted like a slut and bitch because Ashley wanted me to be that way. I was also the only way to get your attention. Truth is, I've liked you since the beginning of high school. But after I saw how happy you were with Ally I left you alone. She's a great girl don't let her go that easy. She was the one that gave me advice. So I'm going back to New York, back to my roots. I just wanted to apologize. I wish I could in person. I apologized to Ally as well. Chase after her, Justin. Don't give up. Bye -Rebecca
Wow. I can't believe it. I had no idea why she acted the way she did.
Thank you it means a lot. Take care.
The first text I have replied to in months. I took a look at the rest.
Aye Justin, please text back bro. We just want to know how your holding up. I know its hard man but reply or call me.
Thanks for caring Ryan. Sorry for not texting you or calling you back. I'll see you soon. Promise.
I know you're going through a lot but we just want to see you. Maybe even just hang out and take your mind off things. We care about you, Justin. Never think other wise.
Thanks Chaz. We'll see each other soon. Thanks again for caring.
After that I answered a few more and went to bed.
Ally
"Can we talk?" My mom came into the room.
"Sure." I was sitting in my bed crossed legged and staring at a seventeen magazine.
"I know its hard. But I want you to know that everything's going to be fine. You'll get through this."
"Am I? Mom, I don't think I can do this. I miss him so much."
"Baby, there is nothing that I want more than seeing you happy. So if giving him a second Chance is what'll make you happy then so be it."
"But how do I know he won't do it again?"
She shrugged "You trust him."
"Mom, I did trust him. He still fucked me over."
"Look, I didn't have the greatest relationships but when I saw you and Justin together...I saw love and sincerity especially trust."
I stayed quiet. Should I give him another chance?
"Follow your heart." She said.
Well my heart right now is saying that I should give it a little more time.
The next morning, I got up and got dressed.
Once stepping foot in school I went to my locker.
"What the fuck do you want?" I said un anger
"Aw, is someone upset? It's not my fault you decided to kiss Jake."
"What the fuck is wrong with you? All of a sudden you come up and talk to me like if it were okay?"
"Look, I know you're not happy with me with what I did."
"You fucking told Justin that we fucked when we didn't."
"Allisson, I know what happened between you two. I just want to take your mind off it. Lets go smoke a blunt."
I thought about what he said. It's not a bad idea "Fine, Jason. Whatever. I need to get High anyways."
Justin
I'm at school right now looking for Chaz and Ryan. Once I spot them at their locker I walk to them "Hey guys."
"Justin!" They said simultaneously.
"I see I was missed."
"Fuck yeah bro." Chaz said.
"How are you feeling?" Ryan questioned as he leaned against the locker.
I sigh "I'm...okay. Just gotta give her time." I look around and make sure there are no teachers "let's go smoke a blunt."
They looked at me like I was out of my mind then realized I was for real. "You haven't smoked in forever. Why the sudden change?"
"It just helps me forget okay. I really need it right now. Everyday I wake up thinking about Ally and go to sleep thinking about her. 24/7 I think about the person that I love so fucking much okay."
They seemed like they understood "okay" Ryan said in a whisper.
Ally
It was now lunch and I went to the library. Wow full house. It was packed.
Last minute people.
I was high as fuck.
Shit! Don't laugh don't laugh!
Too late.
I started laughing and everyone's attention was on me. I ignored them and walked to the back tables.
Third person
After school they went on home. Justin was expecting his dad with Jazzy and Jaxon.
While Ally went home straight to her room. Taking her antidepressants and going to sleep.
As well as Justin he got home greeted his father, took his antidepressant and was seated with both his parents.
Justin
"How are you feeling, son?"
"Want me to be honest?" I sighed "I'm not good, okay. I'm suffering. I'm depressed I have to take antidepressants to even be okay. I'm just a disappointment to both of you."
"Justin, sweetie no your not. We love you no matter what."
"Come on Justin, lets go do something." My dad said. "You can tell Ryan and Chaz to come."
"No, they went to Canada for the weekend. I know someone who can come with us. I haven't hung out with him in forever so it'll be good to catch up."
"Okay."
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"1..2..3" the guy said and snapped my picture. But instead of being serious I smiled. Always gotta keep a smile on your face...even through the bad times.
"Turn."
I did as told "1..2..3"
I entered the court room " The fine to bail out Mr. Bieber would be $2,500. For reckless driving, expired driver's license, and DUI."
The cops led my to the jail cell. I'm so stupid. Why would I do that? I felt the tears fall.
"Dude, lets just do it! Come on nothings going to happen." I was trying to get Logan to drag race with me. My dad was totally against it but I was going to anyway.
He sighed "Alright fine."
"Fuck yes!"
It was all going good until we got pulled over. Now here I am in a jail cell. Funny thing is I wasn't even under the influence.
Ally
"Hello?" I had gotten a call from an unknown number.
"What?!" This can't be fucking serious.
"Okay." I said back.
Justin
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!?!" I hear a voice say.
"Allisson?!" I run to the bars that kept me locked inside this cell. "What are you doing here?"
"I could ask you the same question. Justin, are you crazy? What was going through your mind?"
"I- I don't know. I know you're pissed but I really don't have any idea what was going through my mind." I never pictured my first conversation with Ally in months to be this way.
"I'm not pissed...I'm disappointed." Those words broke my heart. I never wanted to hear those two words come from Ally. Never. Just then my vision got blurry and I realized they were tears.
"How much is the fine?" I look up at her.
"$2,500"
She sighed and walked away.
I fucked up big time.
Third Person
Everyone heard about the news.
Ryan, Chaz, Pattie. Everyone.
@itsryanbutler: It seems that every time I leave something happens. Guess you need me to keep you grounded.
@chazsomers: I should've stayed.
@Jeremybieber: I can protect my kids, but I can't protect them from you and your lies. Believe in the truth not in the lies of the enemy. #reallife
Justin had no idea what to do now. All he knew was that he was going to get better. Even if it means forgetting about Allisson.
Edited 2-3-16