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-Isabella's POV:-
Before i knew it, it was time for me to get up. I hardly got any sleep, each time my eyes closed, i'd jolt up with the memories of what my father told me. Therefore i felt tired and dead, to be quite honest.
I decided to spend the day with my father and talk things through. It still hurt thinking about it, a lot! However i wanted to know more, in fact i had to know more.
I slowly got out of the bed, heading to my shower. After showering, i jumped into some leggings with an oversize hoodie. I didn't feel like dressing, i just wanted to feel free and wear clothes that didnt cling to much, i just wanted to wear baggy clothes.
I dried my hair, and put it into a braid, placing it on the left side of my shoulder.
I walked out of my room, when the smell of pancakes hit my nose. I hurried downstairs to see what and who it was. The smell felt familiar.When i got downstairs, The sight i witnessed, actually made my day! And it wasn't even noon!
My father stood, covered in flour trying to flip a pancake. It was a cute scene and i thought it was my cue to step in and help him. I walked next to him and took the pan away and started flipping the pancake.
The smell indeed was familliar, it was the smell that used to always await me before this abuse started and my mothers death. My father used to make pancakes almost everyday for me.
Memories...
"Morning Isi"
My tears already surfaced and i had to blink them back. I need to be strong for my father because if i dont stay strong, then it wouldn't benefit my father.
"Morning dada"
"Are you okay?"
"Yes dada are you?"
Okay that was a stupid question!
However my father responded with "Yes baby, I'm fine" he gave me a smile before continuing...
"You not getting ready for school?"
"No dada, i thought it would be good, for me to stay home and urm...G-go over things"
"No baby, you need to go to school, get the grades, get a decent job and do me proud! I dont know how long I'm here till however i would like for you to continue your education so i know that after I'm gone, you've got a secure future"
"No dada! You are not going anywhere! Do you understand that?! You are going to stay here, with me, forever and you will witness me get the grades, get a decent job, get married, have children...Everything!" by now i was in tears, so was my father but to say i was crying a bit, was an understatement. I cried and i cried.
"Oh Isi baby!" my father engulfed me in a tight hug and then gave my forehead a kiss.
"Look baby, i will try 100% to go all the way with you, but for now...please will you go to school"
I simply nodded and hugged my dad once more before i went upstairs to get ready.
I didn't care about my appearance, so i wore what i already was wearing and put on some black vans.
After washing my face with cold water, i walked downstairs, to see my dad ready.
Ready? What for?
"Dada, are you going somewhere?"
"Yes baby, I'm going to drop you off to school today, is that a problem?"
"Aha no dada, of course not"
I smiled at him and gave him a tight hug, to which he returned and kissed my forehead.
If only things had been like this before.
I felt bile rise in my throat and a fresh batch of tears surfacing. I bit my tongue and followed my dad out the door. It was already 8am so i would have gotten to school a lot earlier today.
Whilst we drove to school, my dad and i made small talk.
"So baby, any boys in the scene?"
I blushed crimson and responded a "no dada, i dont have time for them"
Guilt flashed through my father's eyes and i immediately felt bad.
"Dada, i didn't mean in that way, i meant with the school work. I dont want to get distracted.
"Oh okay, sorry"
I smiled and before i knew it, we were parked outside of school.
Giving my dad a kiss, i got out the car and walked to where a red head and curly brown head, stood gawking.
"Hey guys"
"H-hey, bells...urm...ho-"Josh spoke stuttering before Maggie cut him off.
"Bella, how did...i mean...What happened?" Maggie asked
"Urm... can we just go to homeroom please"
They understood that i didn't want to talk, so we walked into homeroom.
I received weird looks, since i didn't put effort into dressing today and by my eyes you could tell i looked dead.
I didn't feel happy on the inside, so it was impossible for me to look happy on the outside.
Reaching homeroom, my eyes landed on the blue eyed beauty, also known as Adam. Great, just great!
I sat in my seat, pulled my knees to my chest and my hood over my head. I didn't want to interact and i didn't want to see anyone. Plugging my headphones in, i zone out into a world of thinking.
Some would say that too much thinking isn't good but to hell with those people, because right now, my father, my dada is on my mind.
I was so zoned out; i didn't feel the taps and nudges i was getting. I ignored them, and hoped that the person got the hint. But no, luck is not on my side at all!
It kept happening until i pulled my headphones out, took my hood off and screamed at the person.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?"
And because luck hated me, the person who i screamed at was the whore, Vanessa.
Oh great, no seriously just great because now, there will defiantly be an argument to which i just cannot be bothered with.
"EXCUSE ME! DONT YOU DAR-"
"WHAT TALK TO YOU LIKE THAT? HAHA WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?"
"YOU BI-" she raised her hand to slap me, normally i would have stood there frozen, but today, i wasn't taking no more crap, off anyone!
Before her hand touched my face, i grabbed her hand and twisted it. She screamed in pain.
"Do.Not.Ever.Raise.Your.Hand.To.Me.Ever.Again! Do you understand that?!" i said through gritted teeth, whilst squeezing her hand even more tightly.
She shook her head agreeing and i pushed her and she went flying into another student.
I picked up my bag and walked out the classroom, knowing that josh and Maggie would be behind.
As i was walking to leave the school, a hand gripped my wrist. I turned around expecting it to be Josh or Maggie, but no it was Adam...Wait what! No, it couldn't be!
I ignored him and pushed him away before running off outside the school.
There was a small forest behind the school that i would go to every time things would build up, there was a place i found and i would sit there and cry, speak to my mum and question the fates as to why my life was what it was.
I ran through the forest to my special place.
The minute i reached there, i fell to the ground. My tears came tumbling out of my eyes and i cried uncontrollably. After a few minutes, i felt strong arms, gently pull me to them. I turn around to see Adam, sitting on the floor pulling me to him. I jumped into his arm and cried my eyes out. He kept repeating soothing things in my ear and rubbed my back. I hugged him tighter and didn't care that his shoulder was getting wet with my tears. I dont know how long i cried for because sooner or later, i noticed the sky getting a little bit dark. I wiped the remaining tears to look at Adam, who was staring deeply into my eyes, as if he was looking for something.
"Adam?"
-Adams POV:-
All night, i thought about the green eyed beauty, i dont know why but i did, even in my sleep, she was there with her soul piercing green eyes. I see a lot of sorrow in them for some reason. I just wish i knew why.
I was now sitting in homeroom, all the girls were drooling and staring, but i didn't see the one i wanted to s-
Wait here sh-
Wow, is she okay?
Our eyes locked and it felt as if we were the only two in the room.
For some reason my heart ached at the way she looked.
She was wearing legging and an oversize hoodie that was way too big, especially for her petite size.
It looked as if she had been crying and she looked pale.
I felt sorry for her and angry at who did this to her.
There was a weird pull i had to her, and before i could go to her, she sat in her seat, pulled her knees to her chest, pulled her hoodie up and then put her earphones in.
I could tell her friends were shocked and it looked as if they were both sympathising and emphasising with her. Did they know something i didn't?
Then all of a sudden, i saw that girl Vanessa walk up to her. Vanessa, to me, was a bit of a slut because countless times yesterday she attempted to flirt with me and this morning too.
Whilst i was in my trance, i didn't notice how Isabella, jumped up shouting at Vanessa. To say Vanessa was shocked was defiantly an understatement.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?" wow my green eyed beauty has a temper!
Wait what the heck! 'My'? Oh god!
Vanessa started shouting but got cut off by Isabella screaming.
"EXCUSE ME! DONT YOU DAR-"
"WHAT TALK TO YOU LIKE THAT? HAHA WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?"
After Isabella said that, Vanessa retorted back by shouting and raising a hand, before i got the chance to stop her, Isabella, MY Isabella, the quiet green eyed beauty, stopped her and twisted her hand.
What on earth happened over night?
Isabella, through clenched teeth stated "Do.Not.Ever.Raise.Your.Hand.To.Me.Ever.Again! Do you understand that?!"
You could clearly tell that Vanessa was scared and in pain. Her whole hand went white and she, herself, went as pale as anything.
Isabella then ran out the classroom, he friends were still in shock so i ran behind her, i told her friends to stop there and gestured id go.
I ran behind her, latched on to her wrist before she exited the building.
She looked up at me in shock, probably expecting her other friends to be there.
She pushed me off, and ran out the building.
To be honest, it actually hurt, but i paid no attention to myself and ran behind her.
I ran behind her, noticing her run into the forest.
Wait, Why the forest?
When i got there, the scene i saw broke my heart. There sat my beautiful green eyed beauty crying her eyes out, on the floor.
I felt a pang of hurt in my heart and i ran to her, i sat on the ground next to her, pulling her close to me. She turned around and looked at me. I felt worried that she'd push me off but instead she jumped into my lap and hugged me tight, gripping onto my shirt and crying, making my shoulder wet. I repeated soothing words into her ears whilst rubbing her back. We sat there for a while, with me hugging her close and soothing her, whilst she cried into me. I didn't like her in this state, it actually hurt me.
I wonder what had happened.
But i was actually happy that she didnt push me away and that she allowed herself to cry on me, but i wish i'd know why she felt like this and who did this to her.
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After a while, I think she realised it was getting late, as she wiped her tears, and looked into my eyes.
We had been sitting there for quite some time so the sky was getting slightly dark.
I was staring intently into her eyes, trying to find answers as to why she was crying and i knew she was hurt, but i couldnt find out why.
I wish she'd tell me, i didnt like seeing her in this state.
I felt extreamly angry at the person who caused this, i mean how could they?! Shes so sweet, yet shes suffering?! Why?!
I could tell she was going through a lot, but i know that i will always be there for her and i hope she'd know too; because the way i was holding on to her, showed that i cared and wanted to help.
I just wish things would change for her, so i can see her smile, blush and also her stuttering. It was cute, she was cute and no, i will not deny it this time.
"Adam?"
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Hey guys, Heres chapter 6, i hope you guys enjoyed it.
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