Your pov:
Sean<3: what did he want?
You: he asked me if I wanted to go to America with him.
You: of course I told him no. But there was something else he said...
Sean<3: what is it?!
You: he knows we are dating.
He doesn't respond next thing I know there is a knock on the door.
I answer and there he was.
"What did he say?!???" Sean asked.
"He said you have his approval," I say smiling.
"Wow, that's.."
"Unexpected I know."
We went to bed together then the next morning woke up and got dressed all girls and guys agreed to wear the same outfit:
Guys:
Girls:
It's not my taste but I wore it anyway.
When Sean saw me walking out of the bathroom he whistled.
"Well look at you." He said in a flirty tone.
"Shut up!" I respond blushing
He pulls me close and kisses me." you look very beautiful. No matter what you wear."
I blush and turn away from him." stop it."
"No." He starts kissing my neck everywhere I giggle.
"Dammit stop we have to go to school!"
"Ugh fine." He stops and lets me go as I walk out he slaps my butt really hard.
I squeal." Sean!!"
"What?" He said innocently and nonchalantly
I shake my head and continue out of the door I grab my stuff and went out of the door,
"Lock up for me!" I yell.
"Ok!" He responds.
I go out of the door.
And suddenly the voices start to come back...
You're just his little sex toy y'know?
I sent a sting to my heart.
You know its true its all you're good for!
I knew that wasn't true...I won't let these stupid voices get to me again!
HE LOVES ME FOR ME!
I argue and the negative voices stop.
I walk to school listening to music. When I went to school the principal immediately took me to his office.
"Why am I here?!" I yell
"I want to first of all welcome you back to school I'm glad you made recovery."
"Thanks and.."
"Well, I want you to talk about what caused you to do it only if you are comfortable with it of course at the pep rally."
"Why?"
"I think that your story could change the ways of the school."
I thought about it." I'll do it." I say smiling.
"Great thank you!!now I don't want the students to know you have returned yet there have been rumors that you were back but not a lot of people know so do you mind just hanging back here you can watch tv if you want."
"Excuse me for what I'm about to say hell yea!"
"Great I will also have your teaches send your work here for you."
"Aww man."
Then school went along me watching tv and doing school work in a spare room they had in the office.
By 4th period sean texted me.
Sean<3: (y/n) where the hell are you?!
You: principal's office nothing bad though I'm working on something on the pep rally with him.
Sean<3: ok as long as your safe love you.
You: love you too.
I finished my work and actually work on my speech but then decided not to an went on youtube.
Soon I was allowed to go.
"Teachers please pardon this interruption All glee members, band students, and pep rally performers thank you."
I left soon I went to the gym where the the pep rally is taking and met everyone backstage the boys practiced there dance then so did the girls.
"So guys I have some news," I say.
"What?" Every says.
"I won't be performing with you guys."
"What?!"
"Because I'm going to be doing a solo dance to start of my speech long story just know that you guys will do great," I say smiling.
Soon the pep rally begins and we were the last act.
Band went first then the boys went on stage:
They did awesome then came the girls turn:
Then everyone clapped but I grabbed the mic and said.
"You thought it was over?"
The lights went off then I went on stage and the came back on and the music started.
When I stopped everyone clapped.
I sat at the edge of the stage as my feet dangled off.
I grabbed a mic." you don't have to clap any more guys."
They stopped.
"Soo for those of you who live under a rock a few days ago I was admitted into the hospital for overdose and not off of drugs like weed no it was a suicide attempt....and I know you're thinking..why would a girl like you biggest pestilence of the school but yet again most respected girl want to commit suicide? Because there is more to me then i would ever let on. I bet if I told you that I don't have a mom or dad and I'm basically living alone legally you'd be surprised. I bet if i told that i have actually been abused physically and mentally tortured for 6 years you would never believe it. I bet if i told you that there was a point where i hated what i seen in the mirror you would think i was joking. Because you're ignorant you refuse to face the realities of life or refuse to accept the fact that every day someone out there probably even the person you thought you knew has been abused been told that they are ugly and take it in like a knife to their gut."
People snicker which caused my blood to boil and I just burst.
"Go ahead and laugh but if the next day that person takes there own life and your name is on the suicide note how will you react laugh then too?!" I yell and everyone goes silent."not everyone is raised to not listen to the harsh words of other people. To know that they are beautiful or handsome or whatever in their own way. But all their life they've been told all their life from the day they were able to understand words..you're hideous or go kill yourself,you're stupid you'll never get ahead in life..its all they understand! Is negativity then when they get to school they get even more of it there is no escape from all of the pain and negativity they have to face then one day they cant take it anymore and they decide to take a blade..or maybe a rope or moms hidden gun or in my case the pills in the cabinet. Just one slice and the pain will go away. The voice will say. Just jump and all of the suffering will end it will continue and that voice will egg them to end their life and then they just might do it. And its true it only takes five seconds for someone to end their life to keep someone from seeing that they have a bright future. And its sad. That you will never know that someone may be facing inner battles and that there is a possibility that you adding on to the flame that before they pull the trigger your voice will be the last voice they hear in their head that said. 'Just die' 'you're stupid' or 'go kill yourself.' It doesn't have to be that way though...you can not tell that boy with the gnarly scar on his face that he is a disgusting looking creature and instead go about your day. Maybe instead of telling that girl who wears the same shoes every day that she looks poor and instead ask if she needs more shoes and if so is there anyway, you can help gets some.you don't have to be that last negative voice but you could be that first good one. That makes them put down the knife, the rope, the gun the pill bottle, or in some cases walk away from the edge. I'm not expecting change overnight but after today if you ever bullied someone"I feel tears start to fall from my face," then do yourself a favor and apologize and keep your negative thoughts to yourself. The only reason you're doing it is to make yourself feel good but that feel good moment won't matter when you're basically one of many people responsible for someone killing themselves. Try complimenting somebody for once I'll bet you'll find you'll feel three times better than when you bully somebody! Instead of letting that one kid who cant find a seat in the lunch room because everyone wants to be petty stand and eat let him sit with you and i bet if you start up a conversation you just may find you have a bit of common ground instead pulling each other down trying to out do each other trying pushing each other to do better and reach their life goals this isnt just about suicide anymore this about life in general because bel me when i say the problems of the world the one root of it all is hate! You don't like me because I want to marry the same sex you want to kill me because I don't have the same religion as you or because my skin color is different from yours well we can be the change in the world... us right here in this very room we may not half of the population but believe me when I tell you that one small action can be a powerful movement rosa park refused to move and that triggered something big then I can tell you to change your ignorant ways and stop trying to give yourself the ego boost and help your neighbor for once be the change you wish to see in the world." I get up and drop the mic and leave
I don't know where all that came from I just spoke uncontrollably.
Before I knew it the bell rang and everyone went home.
Sean drove me to the studio.
"Yknow you did good in there," Sean says
"Thanks, I don't even know what happened something just came over me," I admit.
"Well, either way, you spoke the truth and I'm proud of you for that." He smiled as he took my hand.
I smile back. Soon we arrive at the dance studio and set everything up then I went to the bathroom to change into some gym clothes:
When I came back everyone was there and was clapping.
"You killed that!" James said. He came up and hugged me."I'm proud of you big sis."
"Ok come on, I had enough sap for one week lets get to work!! We have a competition tomorrow lets get to practicing!"
Everyone cheers and we practice afterwards everyone leaves I was packing everything up when Sean said...
"Teach me a dance."
"What?" I said laughing.
"Yes, I want you to teach me a dance any dance."
" um ok." I turn everything back on and think of a dance.
"Ok, so I got the perfect dance."
He would mess up sometimes on purpose to make me giggle or just as an excuse to kiss me.either way, he always made me laugh or smile. Then he got it when I played the music and dance to it, in the end, he turned me around and kissed me passionately. We went into my little office and he put me on top of the desk and took off my pants and continued to kiss me. He began to feel me through my panties. I moan against his lips.
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"You are the most amazing young woman I've ever been with." He whispered into my ear
I smile."that cant be true."
He removed my bra." you don't understand, I'm serious you're smart." He kissed my neck."funny." He kissed my chest."beautiful," he went farther down." and very talented." He removed my underwear and teased my clit. I arch my back. As he continued to lick every inch of my insides. Soon I came...
He got up and kissed me again and unzipped his pants to reveal his member.
"You are so beautiful unbelievably beautiful i can't describe it." He wrapped my legs around my waist and began thrusting into me.
Sean wrapped his hand around my back and held me close as he continued. Soon we both came.
SMUT ENDS HERE...
He kissed me once more as he pulled out. He put his member away and i put my clothes back on.
We turned off everything and went home
We laid on his couch and watch tv.
"Hey (y/n)?".
"Yea."
"You know graduation isn't all that far away.."
"Yeah."
"I was wondering if you maybe wanted to move in with me after graduation cause well you always come by my house anyway."
That was a huge shock to me. Us living in the same place?!!? It's a huge step! "I'll think about it," I say.
Hey guys sorry for not uploading for a bit I just didn't have internet access soo yea sorry guys I hope you enjoyed this chapter though! :-) lus ya bai!
~Beautyqueen