I felt everything cave in around me as voices started to echoe through my head, I genuinely needed to go to sleep, I was so tired of everything.
Then in a split second, all of my surroundings became dark.
Out of nowhere, there I was, sitting back on the same chair as Xavier reappeared in front of me.
What the hell?
"Do you even still love me?" He huskily let out, his eyebrows slightly furrowing down as his cheeks flushed red from crying.
Was I day dreaming? Oh my god. That's why I couldn't talk!
I looked down at him as my finger wiped away his tears. "Xavier." I finally spoke, having more control of my voice to do so. "I love you and im being honest, so much that I didn't want you to kill yourself. Wanting a break doesn't mean I don't love you anymore! It just means I want a break!" I felt slightly happy that I had the chance to say these things now.
His warm hand stayed together with mine. "Okay.." He breathed deeply. "Lets have a break.." He slowly let go of my hand, sitting back down on the floor.
I quickly got up off the chair to sit next to him, his head tilting towards mine.
We look at each other for a second, Xavier without a doubt was so attractive, and being this close to him again quickly reminded me of that.
My hand gently laid onto his sharp jawline, proceeding to move his face closer to mine, my eyes glancing down at his reddened lips.
Finally, without any thought, our mouths were now together.
To find out if I still loved him I'd have to kiss him. To see if I feel the same way I always feel every time we do.
And I still feel it.
His hand moved its way towards my waist, slowly moving me in closer.
I quickly moved back. "I just want a break. That's all." My cheeks flushed with his.
He let out a small smile as he nodded slowly. "I'll be here. Waiting for you." His voice almost helped bring my brain back to life.
Just before I could've got up and left, his hand had already snatched me back.
The second I turned around, his lips immediately plunged into mine, his warm hands grabbing onto my cheeks.
There was a huge difference between me kissing him and him kissing me.
I slowly got back down as our lips remained together. Electricity coming over me, slightly making me more awake.
"You wanna take a break from this?" He breathed clearly teasing me, his hands grabbing on to my waist as I got on top of him. "You wanna take a break from being on top of me?" He quietly laughed.
I rolled my eyes as I paused the kiss. "I'm pretty sure I'll be able to survive." A quiet laugh escaped my mouth as he kissed my neck, my hands furrowing through his soft hair. "I honestly never know how you always find a way to make situations like these slightly better." I added.
He looked up at me, licking his lips as his grey eyes dilated into me. He sensually bit his lip up at me as his beautiful face began to make me feel heated.
I felt his temptingly warm hands slowly go under my shirt as we kept looking at each other.
I felt my cheeks flush as he began to raise my shirt over my head. "You'll always be mine." His deep voice spoke seductively.
I leaned in for his lips as my hips continued to rub against his hardened body.
Our eyes didn't leave each other's gaze as we continued to undress each other.
He rapidly took off his shirt, exposing the bandage on his stomach that caught my eyes. "Don't worry about it." He slightly hissed, unbuttoning my shorts.
His hands went under my legs, slowly picking me up as we continued to kiss, his lips seemed more urgent, making him meet my mouth a lot harder.
The both of us released sounds of euphoria as he brought me up against the wall, my hands landing on his shoulders as I couldn't help but sharply breath.
His arms continued to hold me against the wall as I felt his body stiffen into me. I glanced down at Xavier as he kissed my neck, his cheeks were red in lust, his silver eyes looking into me as he seemed so determined to make me feel good.
"What are we doing?" I couldn't help but quietly laugh as I wrapped my hands around the back of his neck.
I felt him as his face moved towards mine. "Something that's been long overdue." His breath heightened.
His steel eyes examined my face closely, our lips only an inch away from each other.
"I don't know what that means." I shook my head at him. "But what I can tell you is that I'm about to pass out to sleep." I pushed a strand of hair away from my face.
"No, no, baby no." He whispered desperately into my ear. "I just need you so bad right now. You can even sleep here." His skin heated up to mine as his breath didn't fail to send shivers down my spine.
"Xavier you just went through hell and back and you don't even seem to care that much. You're honestly crazy." I noticed that I was laughing now.
I just tilted my head in response as I threw him a look of 'no' immediately making his head drop down in disappointment.
He gently placed me back down on the floor. "When will I see you again?" His shirtless body moved towards me as his arms caged me inside the wall.
I felt myself smile as I prepared to answer him. "Soon." He broke away his hand as I proceeded to walk towards the front door.
I watched him lean against the wall as he crossed his arms at me, watching me leave.
"Don't do anything you know you'll regret!" I let out, pointing my finger at him. "I mean it!" Quickly putting my shirt back on.
He just smirked at me as I continued to walk out.
God that was so stressful.
I walked back to my house, my face immediately crinkling at the look of it.
"My god." I sighed, glaring at the Halloween decorations outside of my home.
There were so many fake props and Halloween lights that I actually wanted to vomit.
The second I walked inside the house, it was a lot worse.
"Hey Arielle!" My mom greeted, her face confused as to why I probably look dead. "You look like a mess! Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." I answered quietly, walking upstairs to take a shower and go to bed.
Halloween's tomorrow and I'm not ready to pass out candy for a bunch of annoyingly dressed kids.
LMAOOOO I LOVED READING ALL OF YOUR COMMENTS IN THE LAST CHAPTER!
SO MANY PEOPLE WERE SO MAD AND I WAS JUST HERE LAUGHING BECAUSE I WAS THE ONLY THAT KNEW IT WAS A VISION LOL. LOVE Y'ALL!
BUT NOW AFTER ALL THE CONFLICTS, XAVIER AND ARIELLE AT LEAST ARE NOW IN GOOD TERMS...
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!