Skylar,
do you remember when you texted me,
saying you needed help again
and I went running to your house
and found my second favorite color
in the bathroom again?
Do you remember when I saw my
third favorite color as I looked
at the ceiling and screamed how sorry I was?
Do you remember what color the ceiling was?
It was blue.
Do you remember how there was
blood on your wrists,
water in your hair
and sunflowers, floating
in the bathtub?
Do you remember when
I saw the packs of razors
that I got you for your birthday
laying down in that pool of blood?
Do you remember how I didn't run
off like I did months ago?
Do you remember how I hugged you?
Do you remember how I cried
and cried
and cried?
Do you remember how I screamed
at you to wake up?
Do you remember how I saw all of my favorite
colors on my favorite girl?
I do.
-Taehyung