Arielle's face when I drove off was the only thing I could think about. The way the wind blew against her black hair as she cried.
Cried because of me, cried because I'm such a fucking asshole.
I quickly picked up the huge stone beside me as I threw it against the train tracks, proceeding to scream loudly. "Fuck!" Why am I so stupid? Savannah was right, I am a little bitch!
My hands covered my pathetic tears as I sat myself down. Why the fuck did she even think about going onto him like that? Did I do something wrong for her to do something like that? Is it because I lied about my career and about me not having brothers?
WHAT THE HELL IS IT?
Just before I could've done anything else, a soft high pitched voice appeared behind me, making my head snap back to see if it was Arielle.
"Hey marshmallow." Kaitlyn cheered as my face met hers grimly. "Oh my god." She gasped, one hand clenching onto her obnoxiously pink fur coat, while the other took off her glasses. "You look like a corpse! You like totes need a revitalizing face mask!"
I slowly laid my head back down, replying since she was probably not gonna leave me alone. "What do you want?" My voice let out sharply.
"I'm here to just check up on you!" I could hear her struggle as she probably took off her heels to walk towards me. "Why the eff do you hang out here? Like why not somewhere else? With your money, you can like relax beach side sipping on a wine of Domaine de la Romanée-" I quickly cut her off.
"Please, just fuck off!" I screamed, hearing her laugh as she sat besides me.
I felt her roll her eyes beside me as I kept my head down. "Listen, I'm totes nice enough to get my custom sable fur coat dirty to just listen to your girl problems, that I already know you have! So tell me. What's the problem?" She queried, making me sigh as I slowly got my head up, my eyes being the only thing visible.
"It's just..." I quickly sniffed as my rubbed my pathetic tears off with my shirt.
She quickly spoke over me. "You saw her on top of another guy?"
What she said slightly made my eye widen as I looked at her. "How did you know?" I croaked.
She let out a quick laugh. "Oh please, I know everyone and everything. Also I totes been in every situation you could possibly think of and when it comes to cheating, every guy has the same look on their face." She sighed, then continuing. "Look I might seem dumb, but I'm actually really experienced when it comes to these things!"
I remained quiet as I looked at her, not knowing how to answer that.
She continued to talk again as she glanced down at her nails. "Listen, by the looks of it, I doubt she even did anything. She looks too weak to even try and cheat to be honest. She never gave off cheating vibes to me."
My eyes landed back on the train tracks as I thought about everything.
"Ugh I can't sit here with you and watch you look emo all day. Totes get your shit together." She spoke proudly. "Xavier look, don't cry over something so small. I have cancer and I'm basically gonna die in 8 weeks, do you see a single smudge on my makeup? Keep your head up." She took a quick pause. "Both of them." She then got up off the rock as her huge fur coat slightly brushed against me.
I decided to finally talk. "Hey Kaitlyn?"
She replied quickly as she kept walking off the rocks. "Hm?"
"Thank you." I softly muttered.
She snorted. "Express your gratitude at my funeral by making a speech. Au revoir!" Her voice let out. I didn't know what she said at the end but it was probably a goodbye or something.
I don't know Kaitlyn personally, or how she even knows my grandma, but I honestly kinda thank her.
Cancer's a bitch. How the hell is she taking it so easy?
I need to get my priorities in check.
Kaitlyn and that one person both have strangely said that Arielle didn't cheat. What if she didn't?
There's only one way to find out..
I have to go talk to her..
I felt my feet dangle freely as I closed my eyes. My lungs slowly opening up as I took in a deep breath.
The cold air presented it self towards me, the sound of birds flocking together as the sun started to set.
It was very hard to believe that this was the same cliff I tried to jump off to 2 years ago.
Calm down! I'm not gonna kill myself you silly. What am I gonna kill myself over? An extremely attractive boy not talking to me? Getting almost killed in my dream?
I'm not gonna let anything stop me now. If I survived 3 years of hell, I can certainly survive more.
My times with Xavier were amazing. He really was the best thing that has come to my life in a very long time.
I feel like he genuinely didn't love me anymore, and it hurts me. He could've at least let me explain to him what happened.
This sucks.
What also sucks is that dream I had of Azazel.
I know it wasn't really him and it's not his fault, but it made me kinda choose to be distant from him.
I've also been getting my visions back lately. I know this is linked with Xavier because it doesn't happen when I'm with him.
There's so many things wrong with me and I don't know what to do about it.
The first thing I should probably do is get up off this cliff before I actually tumble down to my death.
I sighed as I dusted off my shorts, getting back up to reality.
The second I turned around, I immediately pinched my arm to see if it was one of my visions, but it wasn't working.
All I could do was stay frozen still as I watched Xavier walk towards me, the wind blowing against his platinum hair, giving me a quick view of his dead silver eyes.
Xavier all of a sudden stopped walking, his body presumably just 10 feet away from me.
How did he know where to find me?
What does he want?
And most of all, what is he waiting for?
OOOOHHHHH! I'm sorry for always leaving chapters on a cliff hanger, I do that to keep the reader's wanting more, so yea.
Xavier's brothers will no longer be posted because they will appear soon and I still want it to be a surprise kinda.
K BYE