Trust

Wake up

Bea had been into medical for 4 hours, the nurse done all she could and now they had to wait, Ms Bennett allowed Allie to stay there with her under Mr Jacksons watch. Looking at Beas body she grabbed her hand
"Bea.. i need you to wake up babe, im here and i can't be without you, you have shown me all the finer things in life. You have showed me what love really is and i need you so much.. i love you" Bea didn't move an inch.
A couple of hours later Allie had fallen asleep in the chair next to Bea holding her hand when Bea opened her eyes, adjusting to the light she squeezed Allies hand, the blonde feeling something she woke up and looked at the bed
"Bea? Bea!" She pointed to the glass of water and Allie helped her. After hydrating Bea pulled Allie into her arms
"Ouch" Allie immediately jumped back and looked down at her abdomen
"Hey AllieCat" Bea smiled. Allie couldn't help but tear up and cry
"Hey i'm okay im here with you" Bea reassured her girlfriend and kissed her hand.
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Bea got released from medical a couple days later
"Hey Red i didn't know you were getting out" Franky shouted as the girls gave her a hug, she hissed a couple times in pain but they stepped back
"Where's Allie love?" Maxine said in a low voice
"Kitchen i think, she doesn't know im out" Bea shrugged and walked towards her cell, changing clothes and jumping into bed falling asleep. She woke up with arms wrapped around her, just missing her wounds. She turned her head to find Allie peacefully asleep, she got up slowly careful not to disturb the younger woman and headed towards the showers
"Bea love should you be going by yourself?" Maxine asked the girls watching on
"Yeah Red want me to come?" She winked and Bea shrugged walking off.
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The water burning her skin but a nice touch. Her hair up in a messy bun the water making her feel great, she heard the door open but left it, turning her head she saw blonde locks placing her things down, Bea just sighed.
"Fancy seeing you here" the blonde spat at, smirking. Bea turned the water off and grabbed her towel wrapping herself up
"Not going to shower with me?" Allie frowned a little confused at why.
"I just had one, ill see you in the unit yeah?" Bea kissed her cheek and walked out, the blonde watching as she left.
"Bea hun whats wrong?" Maxine made them both a coffee and they sat down
"I can't let Allie see the scars Maxi, iv'e put her in so much danger" Bea shook her head looking at her lap
"She loves you Bea, you know she doesn't care" Bea just smiled and Maxine held out her little finger
"Sisterhood?" Bea smiled wider and connected their fingers
"Sisterhood." Bea walked out of the unit shortly Allie returned
"Maxine have you seen Bea?" Maxine nodded and gestured for her to sit
"Yeah shes just uhh thinking" stroking Allies arm
"She walked out on me in the showers earlier, i think i upset her" Allie put her head in her hands
"It's not that love shes just self conscious about her scars.. and she doesn't want to danger you anymore" Allie didn't know what to do, she didn't know how many times they had this conversation
"Shes a very loving person Allie, she just over thinks and pushes. Trust me when i say shes caring because shes the only person who ever cared about me" Allie looked up and smiled she knew how loving Bea was she just needed convincing. In Beas head, even though she got told many times Allie wasn't going anywhere she knew she was.
It may be a while but she would be gone and Bea couldn't help but feel broke. She had ignored her whole friends that day, thinking and over reacting. They didn't find Bea at dinner and that made them worry more. Bea would love nothing more than go for a walk but she knows she can't.
Bea was sitting at the table in the library when Franky walked in
"Red.. you okay?" Bea never met her gaze but instead looked straight ahead
"Just thinking Franky, i really don't want to talk" Franky nodded she understood Bea more than anyone really
"Well for what it's worth i love ya Red" Bea smirked
"Don't tell anyone though especially blondie" they both just laughed
"I love you too Franky" they have never said it before but then Bea gave Franky a hug she knew the red head wasn't okay.
"Come back to the unit?" Franky whipped her head back
"Nah i just want to go to bed" Franky shook her head and grabbed Beas hand
"No ones there its just me" yanking her to the unit, Franky was right. It was empty so Bea took the time to go look at her cell, it was being rebuilt still but was slowly coming together. She saw herself lying on the ground helpless,fire spreading. Sitting on the couch she let out a sigh. After sitting and chatting with Franky the rest of the crew walked in including Allie. Bea didn't look at her instead kept talking to Franky. Franky noticed the nerves in Beas face and tried to distract her. Allie sat at the table giving Bea some alone time
"I might go to bed, ill see you in the morning okay?" Bea whispered Franky nodded as she left.
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Bea felt like she was going to pass out, her wounds damaging her insides making her sweat from the pain. Her vision was blurry, before she passed out she seen a figure walk through the door and swoop her off her feet.
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Allie walked in the door and saw Bea, she was sweating and blinking like crazy, before she knew it the red head was on the way to the ground she ran over and grabbed her before the older woman hit her head
"Bea hey! Bea wake up!" Allie struggled but lifted Bea off the floor and laid her down on the bed, rushing over to the sink she wet a towel and placed it on her forehead. Looking down at her stomach she saw bleeding, lifting her shirt she saw her shiv wound looked infected and blood was pouring from it
"Shit" she gasped, going into the drawer she pulled out a bandage, taking the old one off and swobbing it with hand wash she wiped it up before placing a new bandage over it and repeating on the other one. Bea still hadn't woke up and it had been about an hour. Allie walked out and ran to the unit
"Franky, Bea passed out and hasn't woken up yet" Franky shot up
"What? When?" Allie filled her in, Franky telling her to take her to medical and she agreed. Running back to the room she looked at the door and it was opened a little, running inside she was gone. Allie ran back to the unit informing the rest and they all searched as quickly as they could.
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Bea opened her eyes, her vision blurry and head pounding, she went to wipe her eyes when she felt her hands being restrained, trying to pull them she heard a voice
"Queen Bea, helpless and worthless"
She looked up her vision slight coming back she had something gagged in her mouth and was struggling for air. Kaz and her thug were there, staring down at her smirking
"I really don't like you Bea, you took Allie away from me, you brutalise other woman" what a hypocrite Bea thought, she felt a blade being pressed against her cheek, slicing her open. She gasped trying to move back, looking around she knew the place, it was Kaz's cell.