Chapter 20
3 weeks have gone. Early April.
It's spring break...
Michelle and jardsell aren't together nomore I guess. But I couldn't leave Cordell hanging. He's been struggling about the 1st week. I was home by myself and I was truely bored. I had just come from out the shower and the doorbell kept ringing. I only had my towel on and I went downstairs and said "Who is it?" "Me, Cordell." I looke through the peep thing and it was him. I opened the door and he said "Dang, go put some clothes on." I held on to my towel and walked upstairs with him following. I grabbed some capris with a shirt and went in the bathroom. I changed then came out and this boy is on my bed on my laptop. I sat down and said "So what brought you here?". He shrugged and said "Nothing, I missed you and I figured I come see my girlfriend." I smiled and said "Wow. Thats cute." I kissed his cheek and got up and he said "Come here. Come lay with me." I shook my head and said "Not now." I cut my tv on and Cordell came and picked me up pushing me on the bed. I groaned and said "Leave me, I don't feel well." I seriously didn't. I think I'm starting my period. I laid down in that spot and he rested his head on my boobs and said "Awh is symone's tummy hurting.". I nodded and said "Hush.". He lifted up my shirt and rubbed my tummy while we watched tv. Five minutes later... "You on your period ?" I nodded and daid "It's gonna start soon through. Why?". He shook his head and said "well I'm rubbing your tummy, and it's close to your, you know what.". I chuckled and said "what's wrong with that. Your my boyfriend and your rubbing my stomach. Not like your fingering me.". He got up and said "ewe, your making me feel weak. Babe that's nasty. I don't want to rub your stomach." I sighed and said "it's fine. I need to buy some chocolate.". He chuckled and said "come on, I'll take you." I nodded and said "thanks.". I grabbed my money and things and went downstairs. I out the lights and got my keys and we walked out to his car. I got in and he said "Buckle up.", trying to act like me. I chuckled and we drove off.
We reached cvs and I went inside. Cordell did too. I grabbed a Reese packet, gummy worms, and a sprite. I rested it on the counter and cordell said "I'll buy it.". I smiled and hugged him and said "Thanks.". After he bought the stuff, we walked around the city. Out the blue we hear his name. "CORDELL, CORDELL.". He turned and said "LACY!!!!" he hugged her and said "God I missed you. How have you been?". "good, how have you been? And I know, I missed you too!" she said. I just stood there not knowing what to do. I got Cordell's keys from his pocket and he said "Oh, sorry. This is my girlfriend, Symone. Symone this is jardsell's twin sister Lacy". I smiled and said "hi.". She looked me up and down and said "so you got a girlfriend? Woooo. Remember when we use to sneak around jarsdell kissing and stuff.". I just smiled and said "Cordell, I'll be in your car.". Cordell put his hand around me and said "you shouldn't bring up the past lacy. There is a reason it's in the past.". She chuckled and said "Why you have reeses in your bag, you hate them.". I rolled my eyes abd mumbled "Cordell let go I'm leaving.". He gripped on tighter. Then said "oh I love reeses. And you must've mistaken me for someone else. Nice seeing you. Bye.". I didn't even wave. We walked to the car and got in. Cordell leaned in and said "you mad at me?" I chuckled and said "no.". He chuckled to and said "alright. You want some hot food?" I shook my head and said "I'll just order a pizza. Oh no, I don't want nothing.". He looked at me weird and said "You act like your pregnant". I sighed and said "Haha, how would you know?". He chuckled and said "I was kidding. You wanna stop to jardsell's house?" I shrugged and said "I don't care." I started to open my reeses but Cordell said "No, don't eat in my car.". I rolled my eyes and said "girlfriends have an exception!". He chuckled and said "No, I'm serious. Don't eat in my car.". I sighed and put it back and he continued driving.
We reached jardsell's house and we got out. Cordell knocked and I said "I'm gonna call Michelle later on.". Jardsell opened the door looking so ugly. I started laughing and he said "it's not funny. When you break up from someone you love it hurts.". Awh, bless his heart. I patted his back and said "I'm sorry to hear about your problems but you caused it.". He shook his head and said "well, I wanna get back but she ignoring all my calls,and texts." I smiled and said "surprise her with a visit!". He smiled and said "Cordell, I could see why you like her, she brightens someone's day." . We went up to his room abd must I say, it was super clean. I was gonna sit on his bed then "DON'T YOU DARE.". I looked then walked over to the chair and sat down. While Cordell just flops on the bed. I chuckled and said "Wow..". I opened up my purse and grabbed my reeses and started eating them. Then you hear "Hey ma'am what are you doing, this my room and your eating?" I looked at him crazy and said "Leave me alone, quit picking on me." he chuckled then I threw away my trash and got up stretching. "You feeling any better?" Cordell said. I sat in his lap and said "Yes." I kissed his forehead and he said "I'm gonna take you out to dinner tonight. You up for it?" I nodded and said "Alright, what time my dear." he chuckled and said "I'm sorry. Around 8." I nodded and he kissed my jaw and i said "my jaw, come on now, you serious." he started laughing then jardsell came in the room and said "Man, quit all that. Y'all know I don't have my girl.". I awhed and said "sorry, I'm really sorry.". Cordell kissed his teeth and said "see, if you didn't really cheat, you would have your girl." I got up and said "YOU REALLY CHEATED! How could you?" "I didn't, you don't know the story. I was at this party like and Cordell you wrong cause you was there too. But anyways I was dancing and this girl came round me, I danced with her then she kissed me. I tried pushing her off but she just wouldn't until I pulled her hair." I rolled my eyes and said "okay so explain that to her, and you, your never told me about you going to some party like." Cordell was giving jardsell glaring eyes then Cordell said "Baby. I didn't even stay long. Maybe about 30 mins." I shook my head and said "I didn't ask how long you stayed. I said why you didn't tell me.". He shrugged and jardsell said "oops, I let out to much information. Well atleast I didn't say about you giving, you giving aneisha a ride home. Oops!" I just looked at Cordell and Said "wow, lol." why he hiding this from me, I dont hide things from him. I got up from his lap and said "I'm ready to go home, my stomach starting to hurt.". Cordell was shaking his head then I grabbed his keys and went and waited in the car. Shortly after, Cordell came in the car abd said "Symone". I ignored him and plugged in my iPod listening to jagged edge!
We reached my house, and I grabbed my stuff and said "Have a nice life.". I got out and slammed the door shut. I walked inside and still nobody was home. I locked the door and went up to my room. I took my clothes off and put on shorts and a tshirt. I laid in bed and just thought. How could he not tell me this stuff. Here I am, taking him back and he can't even be able to be trusted. It makes me wonder if I made the right choice. I got my laptop out and logged on Facebook. Made a status.
A relationship should have no secrets. I can't even trust you :/ sad case!.
Post. I logged out and listened to all these songs! I ended up falling asleep. But for only for 30 mins cause my phone was going off. It was a Facebook notification. I logged on and seen a comments from Jermaine. From Alabama.
If you roll with me, then you know we don't keep secrets. Just saying (;
I blushed a little then replied:
Ha ha, I might consider that. Just saying (;
I looked around on Facebook for a little bit then I voxed Michelle:
Meeeeshheeeellllll!
I closed my laptop and I started singing random songs. Then half way through that, I got another notification. I went back on Facebook and Michelle commented on it:
SYMONE ! call me !!!! I'm in need of some answers & gossip!!!!!
I chuckled then replied:
Oh yes Hun, I'll call you in a little bit.
Sent. I got up and went downstairs. I made me some roman noodles ate quietly. I was slick scared to eat down there by myself but I got to grow up!.
After finish eating, I seen it was 6 oclock. That dinner with Cordell. I washed up my stuff then went upstairs and my phone was ringing.
"you are my rock"
It was Cordell. I didn't want to pick up so I just let it ring. After it rung, I received a text from him.
Just wondering if you still wanted to go tonight.
I shook my head and replied:
Naw, I'm hanging with others tonight.
Sent. I'm upset cause he lied. Why!!!!! I soon heard a car pull up and it was Marion! Yay. I walked downstairs and poured me some water. Marion came in. "what's up?" Marion said. I smiled and said "Nothing, just been hanging around doing nothing. Where's Amari?". He sighed and said "with her mama. You know this girl try to say I'm the father of her baby." I looked shocked and I said "so are you." he shook his head and said "oh heck naw, I swear on my life I never had sex since amari was born." I chuckled then he said "I promise.". He got up and said "You want to hit up the studio with me cause a boy is bored.". I shrugged and said "sure.". I ran upstairs and got my phone, wallet, and jacket. I came down and Marion said "alrights let's bounce." I chuckled and we Left.
We reached the studio and I got out. Marion smiled and said "You better not be all lame and act shy in that studio." I laughed and said "boy, I'm not like that.". We walked in and all Marion's friends was in there. My favorite on was Timmy, he was just so funny. I hugged him and said "Timmy!". He looked at me and said "Marion who is this chick? Bare hugging me." woah, embarrassing. Marion laughed and said "Symone man.". "SYMONE, little Symone? The one I loved!" I nodded and he grabbed me in a hug. "girl I'm sorry, I didn't know who you was. Your grown. You sixteen yet?" I nodded and said "Yea I just turned sixteen like 2 months ago.". He grinned and Marion said "No, she's too young. Plus he has a boyfriend.". I smiled and he said "boyfriend, heck naw. What's his name.". "Cordell." I responded. He nodded and said "I'll search him up." I laughed and Timmy said "Marion we need you on the track, like now. We got the beat break up.". I smiled and sat in one of the chairs. Marion went in the booth and was spitting. They all took turns on each parts and when they got to Sean Garrett part. Marion came out and said "Symone come help us out." I sighed and took my jacket off went in the booth.
You said that love me but yet your not proving it.
I stay faithful withcha and your pushing it.
I'm ya girl, no lies no secret.
But you over here doing all those things aye aye aye.
Try playing games on me, your not moving yet. Ima mark you down like expo markers.
You should tell I'm tired with this little trust game.
I think that he doing it to get up in my fame aye aye aye.
I'm done.
"girl that was the ish. You stayed with theme and everything." Timmy said. I smiled and said "It dont quite make sense or rhymes but I tried."
3 hours later.
Marion was finally done and I was sleepy, and tired. We walked to the car and Marion said "You hungry?". I nodded and he said "alright bet, we gonna go eat at some restaurant." I nodded again and leaned my head on the window dosing off.
We reached the restaurant and it's o'charleys. I smiled and got out. We walked inside and the waitress got us seated. "isn't that your boy over there?" I turned around and seen Cordell. He made eye contact and I turned back around "something like that". I responded. Cordell was with jarsdell's family and that lacy girl was there. We ordered our drinks and I got a water and Marion took a Shirley temple. I sat back and was texting Michelle on my phone.
Symone - I'm trying .
Michelle, I'm out to eat with Marion. Guess who trifling behind is here.
Michelle - I lost em :/
Cordell. Naw jarsdell called me today saying how we need to talk. I said okay. Holla if you need me. In my Trey voice!
I got michelle text and started laughing. Holla if you need me. Haha. Finally we got our drinks abd they took our orders. "I would like hmm, a well cooked steak meal abd she would like the angus beef burger meal with extra cheese." Marion knows my favorite meal! The man nodded and said "alright, it will be on it's way shortly.". I nodded and responded to Michelle.
Symone - I'm trying.
Haha, I see you little Trey. Tell me why Marion over here being nice! I love my brother.
Sent. Marion smiled and said "Soo, how's your relationship going?" I shrugged and said "fine, well idk really." he nodded and said "You gave it up to him?" I almost spit out my drink. "NO, why would you say that?" I half yelled, said. He laughed and said "Just asking, but good. Don't let him, I'm serious little Sis." I nodded feeling awkward then he said "why you said he somewhat your boy?" I shrugged and said "well because, he doesn't tell me stuff. I find our from other people. I already had a hard time taking him back, but I really really liked him. So I did and my trust level with him wasnt strong either." he nodded and said "so how long was this?" I sighed and said "well I found out today! He ain't really explain nothing or really apologize so I'm like 2 can play that game then, forget you.". He chuckled and said "lil sis gone hard! He looking at you." I shrugged and said "I don't really care though."
Finally our food came and we began to eat. "aye, he coming over here." Marion warned. But got up and walked off. I sighed and then I hear "Move over right quick" he was trying come sit beside me. I moved and he said "I thought we was going out to eat?" I shrugged and said "your out to eat, I'm out to eat so we are." he chuckled and said "quit being smart, I was asking." I sighed and said "Just go back over there with 'Lacy' and them." he moved closer and said "I don't want to". I shook my head and said "but you was, just go please.". He sighed and said "how about I call you when I get home and we'll talk." I shrugged and said "whatever." he tried to kiss my cheek but I moved and he kissed his teeth and walked off.
When me and Marion reached home, I got out and said "Thanks for tonight big head.". He smiled and said "welcome trick!" I laughed and my mom came out of no where. "y'all been out huh?" we nodded and she said "oh okay. So nobody else was invited? Okay.!" she was playing though. I gone upstairs and put my phone on the charger.
"Why you being anti social?". I rolled my eyes and said "I'm not just get out Zaari.". She smiled and said "okay.". She walked out, and I changed my clothes into my bed clothes. It was like around 9:45. I logged on Facebook and I had 2 new notifications.
Jardsell is the boss, bish;
Come on now symone. Why you doing that ^ ?
I sighed and replied.
I'm not doing nothing. So hop off my status please!
Posted my comment then I get a text... From Cordell.
So we could flirt with other people?
I ignored the text and made another status.
Stop worrying about me! I didn't ask worry about you when you did your crazy stuff! Leave me alone.
Post. Zaali came in and said "mone, you want to go dance?". I sighed and "no thanks. Sorry though, I'm not really feeling it.". She nodde and ran out. My phone started ringing.
Cordell. I rolled my eyes and picked up. But didn't say nothing.
Cordell: hello. SYMONE!
I still didn't say nothing.
Cordell: fine then I'll just come over to your house.
Nothing.
Cordell: alright see you then.
Hung up. Who says I'm letting him in.
45 mins later.
Knock knock. "Symone, Cordell said would you please come downstairs and talk to him, he's in his car." It was my mom. I got up and said "Alright." I put my hoody on and my ugg boots and went downstairs. I gone outside snd stood at his door waiting for him to unlock it. Finally he did and I gone in. He looked at me and I said "don't waste my time. What you want to talk about?" he chuckled and said "listen to you. Look, I wanted to tell you sorry in person. I know we was texting that day and I didn't tell you. But we ain't married." I nodded abd said "oh I know we aren't married. It's the fact that you usually tell me if you going somewhere. Then you gave that that girl a ride home ? Boy you crazy". He sighed and said "I'm sorry, and what else was I suppose to do? Why you jealous?" I chuckled and said "it's not a jealousy thing, it's just you know I have problems trusting you cause last time." he shook his head and said "I'm sorry boo. I'll tell you from now on." I nodded and he kissed my lips. I hugged him and said "I'm getting sleepy, I'll see you later." he watched as I came out and walked inside. He's so sweet! I went upstairs and I'm glad we settled everything out cause I missed my baby! And I love him!
End of this chapter. Not the best but I tried.
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