*week later*
Y/ns POV
uhhhhg! people erk my damn nerves like fr fr, espeacially Chres's over sensitive ass, always complaining and shit, & asking me to do every damn thing ,tryna act like he my daddy uhhh NO! got me fucked up in mroe ways then one fr fr
me: shut up Chres please
Chres: what I do?
me: all this fcking complaining is agrivating the hell out me, I aint no fucking house wife Chres, get your ass up and get it yourself
Chres: you aint gotta get mad about it babe damn
me: im going to work, Craig said he might come over idk
Chres: *gives me a death stare* you got to be fucking kidding me
me: im not, so deal with it
Chres: *mumbles* im not go be here
me: then where you go go?
Chres: watch me not be here when he come me & MY kids are leaving fuck that fuck shit yout alking bout
me: whatever idc, call Desiree
Chres: she ain't overdosed yet!?
me: your so fucked up
Chres: it is what it is
me: bye Chres
I kiss the kids good bye and leave
* work*
Jacob: * kisses my cheek* what you wanna talk about?
Me: I can't continue doing this with you we have to stop
Jacob: you sure
Me: no, Bt I'm feeling guilty and I don't wanna ruin my family
Jacob: *kisses me* we can't stop I don't want to * kisses me again*
Me: this is the last time * kisses him again*
Jacob: *kissing back putting hands up my shirt*
Niko: * walks in* wth are you doing!?
Me: * stops kissing him*
Jacob wipes his lips and walks out
Niko: you were supposed to stop Yn
Me: I'm trying
Niko: get it together
Me: I will I promise
Niko: I'm holding you to that sis *walks out my office*
My phone starts vibrating and I pick it up its a text from Jacob
*text convo*
Jacob: don't stand me up
Me: this is the last time
Jacob: just don't stand me up
Me: I won't
* end of texts*
Me: * rubs hands through my hair whispering* wtf am I doing?
My phone starts playing Fumble by Trey Songz indicating a call from Chres
Me: * answers phone* yes?
Chres: your a fucking lier dawg
Me: what did I do?
Chres: you fucking someone else?! after all I've done for you and our kids!
Me: Chres who told you this?
Chres: idfk!
Me: Chres please cal-
Chres: dont tell me to fucking calm down!
Me: please just let me explain
Chres: fuck you! I dont wanna hear shit you got to say! * hangs up*
I grab my keys and my purse and rush out my office
Jacob: * stops me* you just go stand me up?
Me: Jacob move
Jacob: he knows already so why stop?
Me: you told him!?
Jacob pushes me into my office locking the door and roughly pushes me to the floor, I try and fight him off and he slaps me grabbing both my wrists and ripping my panties off
Me: noo! *kicking*
He roughly shoves his whole thing into me and I cry out in pain screaming and crying then I hear people trying to open the door then I hear Nikos voice
Niko: GTFO THE WAY! * opens door with his key*
He pulls Jacob off me and starts hitting him repeatedly and I ball up in the corner crying trying to call Chres and he doesn't answer so I text him and hospital security comes in and pulls Niko off Jacob
Niko: Get tf off me!! * gets out their grip coming to my side* its ok *hugs me*
Niko picks me up and carries me to his car
Chres's POV
I can't believe she'd do this to me maybe I kind of deserve it Bt her doing it never even crossed my mind and its killing me to know someone else has been in my woman, my fiancee the one I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with
My phone vibrates and a text from Yn flashes across the screen it reads " he raped me" the front door opens and Niko walks in carrying Yn and I get off the couch and take her out his arms she starts crying in my chest and apologizing
Me: shhh *rubs hands thru her hair*
Niko: I gotta go
Yn: don't tell anyone
Niko: * kisses her cheek* I won't
I carry yn into the bathroom turn on the hot water, add bubbles and bath salts and she gets in
Me: were you gonna stop?
Yn: yes cause I started feeling guilty
Me: so why'd you do it in the first place?
Yn: I'm sorry Chres he was just their when you weren't and one thing led to another
Me: were you gonna tell me?
Yn: ......no
Me: why?
Yn: cause you would of yelled at me like you did on the phone, and probably hit me
Me: ill never put my hands on you no matter how mad I am
Yn: Julian said the same thing
Me: Julian put his hands on you?
Yn: yea those times when you would ask me to come see you and I told you I couldn't, it wasn't that I didn't want to or didnt care bout you, its just I didn't want you to see me that way *let's more tears fall* he killed our baby Chres
Me: so you lied to me while I was in prison to? You told me you weren't fucking with him like that
Yn: trust me I wasn't, it was your baby and before I got a chance to tell you he found out and he raped me until he seen blood from my womb
Yn has Been through so much since she was 13 she's been raped 3 times, molested by her uncle for years, and I'm realising all this shit is stuck on her conscience for life, and by fucking with other people I'm adding more bad memories to her conscience, and I don't like seeing her hurt
Yns POV
This the story of my life rape, molestation, I've learned how to deal with it cause its happened so much, and I've told Chres if I ever get pregnant with a girl I'm not keeping it, cause I'm scared what happened to me might happen to my daughter
I get out the tub and Chres hands me a towel and carries me into our bedroom, I lotion up and just put on a bra and some boy short panties
Chres: *takes a gift wrapped in gold wrapping paper out* here I was gonna give it to you on your birthday
Me: * slowly un wrapping gift taking the lid off the Box and smiles*
It's a blanket with a family picture of us and the kids then around it is a bunch of different pictures of just the kids
Chres: you like it?
Me: I love it * hugs him kissing his cheek*
Chres: * picks me up* your movie is on
Me: Takers!?
Chres: * chuckles* yea
Me: let's watch it
He carries me to the living room and we sit on the L shaped couch and I put a pillow on his lap and lay my head on it
Chres: idk how you do it * rubs hands through my hair*
Me: do what? Deal with the rape without therapy?
Chres: yea
Me: therapy makes it worst for me so I just deal with it on my own
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