He was here in my room, the guy who I have talked every day, the guy who gives me goosebumps, the guy who make me feel something in the stomach every time he smile, laugh, talk or touch me, the guy who I like is here! How can I didn´t recognize him? I´m stupid! When I look at him he was smiling, I smiled back and hugged him so tight. I missed him so much! While we were hugging he whispered in my ear.
Louis: I missed you so much.
Me: Me too.
We separate and he point to my M&Ms.
Louis: So do you need help with that?
Me: Please.
And I gave the M&Ms and he opened it.
Me: Thank you!
I ate some and offered them.
Me: So… What are you doing here?
Louis: If you don´t want me here I can go.
Me: NO! Don´t understand me wrong… I´m just asking why. I didn´t expect to see you here but I love it.
Louis: We had a day off and I wanted to see you and give you a surprise.
I smiled.
Me: You get it.
Louis: YAY!
We laughed. I forgot that Riley was there until she talked.
Riley: Guys I´m going to have dinner so I leave you two alone, don´t do things here please! But have fun!
And she left… She is always like this… I blush a bit; I was a bit embarrassed because of her comment.
Louis: So… Do you want to go for a dinner?
Me: Yes! I´m so hungry! But wait ten minutes that I change my clothes.
Louis: You don´t need it… You look gorgeous with those.
Me: Aww! That´s cute but I wore these the whole day and I´m not going to have dinner with you with the clothes of uni…
Louis: Ok… But hurry up!
Me: I will. Sit in my bed if you want I will choose clothes and I will change them in the bathroom.
Louis: You can change it here if you want, I don´t mind…
Me: Ha, ha…
I smiled and went into our wardrobe. I didn´t know what to wear because I didn´t know where we will go… So I need simple but beautiful clothes…
Louis: Are you ready?
Me: No… I´m choosing my clothes…
I continue looking for my outfit… Finally I found something good an put it on.
Me: I´m ready!
Louis: Ok, let´s go!
He grabbed my hand and we went out. He looks a bit nervous but I didn´t know why… This wasn´t our first date.
Me: Today you didn´t give me a bunch of carrots…
He laughed.
Louis: If you want it, we can stop in a supermarket and I will buy it.
Me: I think that I could live without it.
Louis: Are you sure?
Me: Not at all… But I will try.
We laughed, I love spend time with him.
Me: So where are we going to have dinner?
Louis: I talked with Riley and she told me that there is a good Italian restaurant, so I think that we could go there.
Me: Yes! I love it!
Louis: So there we go.
Me: Yay!
While we were walking to the restaurant four girls stopped us. And he removed his hand from mine.
Girl1: OMG! You are Louis Tomlinson!
He smiled.
Louis: Yes I am.
Why did he remove his hand? Is he embarrassed because of me?
Girl2: Can we take a photo with you please?
Louis: Sure!
He took photos with those girls and started to talk with them, while I was standing there awkwardly… I was a bit disappointed, I didn´t understand why he is acting like that. Suddenly a girl turned to me and gave me a weird look.
Girl3: Louis who is she?
He stared to me.
Louis: Hmm… She is Eleanor… Hmm… A friend…
Me: Hi…
I said shyly… A friend? Now I´m just a friend? I wasn´t a friend just one week ago.
Gir4: Isn´t she your girlfriend?
I was shocked but I wanted to know what he will answer. He looked at me.
Louis: We have to go girls, sorry.
He said goodbye to them and we started to walk… Why he didn´t want to answer her question? I was really mad at him. Ok, technically we aren´t boyfriend and girlfriend, I know it… But he can´t say that we are just friends, because we aren´t! We aren´t just friends after the last Saturday night… Or maybe he thinks that we are friends and I only make me illusions… I don´t know how are his friends but I don´t kiss my friends and hold their hands the way he did with me… I really like him and if he hurts me I didn´t know how I would move on… I was confused and angry with him. We arrived at the restaurant and sat down.
Louis: You were so quiet the way here.
He put his hand on mine. He is doing it again… Why? He just say them that we are friends and now acts like if we were more than friends… I can´t put up with it… So I took off his hand and serve me a glass of water. He looked confused.
Louis: Is everything alright?
Me: Yes… I´m just… Tired…
I didn´t tell him… And I know why I didn´t want to know his answer because I was scared of it… He was going to ask me again but I change the theme.
Me: There is a piano right there… Maybe there is a concert tonight.
Louis: Yes… Isn´t there one before?
Me: No, I´m sure.
The dinner was good, he talked about their rehearses and their new album, but I wasn´t listening… I was thinking about why he acts like that and if I have to ask about it…
Louis: El, are you ok? You didn´t talked anything.
Me: Yes… I´m tired I had to study and work so much today…
Louis: Ok... I have to go to the bathroom I will come back in a minute.
Me: Ok…
I looked how he went… I didn´t know what to do… I was so confused… I checked my phone and I had a message form Riley.
“Have a great night Els and don´t over think!”
It seems that she knew what is going on my mind… But how? And what does she want to say with that “don´t over think”? Is she here? Did she see what happened? I was freaking out a bit with that message, but suddenly I hear a voice on the microphone.
Louis: Hey.
What is he doing there?
Louis: My name is Louis Tomlinson, maybe some of you know me because I´m in a band called One Direction, and the others there that doesn´t know me are thinking what the hell is he doing? I just want to eat my food…
Everyone started to laugh even me… I was so socked and even more confused.
Louis: But for one person here I was just Louis a normal crazy and funny guy, I met her five months ago today…
I checked my phone to look what day was… It was November 17th, five months ago I was in the airport with him... I forgot what day was when I met him but I remember that met him one day after I finished my classes.
Louis: She doesn´t mind who I was, she treated me like a normal person… When you are famous you don´t know if people are your friend because they want to or because of your fame and money, she was the first one, even when she didn´t know who I was she treated me so good… When you are famous you want to do normal things… And she let me do them; she let me be the person who I want to be… I hurt her so bad, I know, it was the worst mistake I´ve ever done… And if anyone would have done the same as I have done to her, I wouldn´t forgive them… But she did, she forgave me and she showed me how good person she is… I can´t promise her that I won´t hurt her again, but I will promise her that I will try my best not to do it… I promise her that we will have the time of our life… Because since I met her I can´t think about anyone else, she is always on my mind, since I met her I know what I want and it is her. Eleanor I want to be good enough for you, I want to be the one who look after you.
I could notice how people started to stare at me while he was sitting in a chair and started to play the piano.
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He started to sing a song well known for me; it was one of my favorite songs by The Fray… He just say such a beautiful things to me in a room full of unknown people, all the anger has disappear, yes he hurt me but he did the most beautiful thing for me, none had done anything similar for me… I couldn´t stop of smiling and as he looked at me I started to whisper the lyrics of the song. When he finished the song he stood up and walk towards me, I stood up too although I was afraid of falling down my legs were shaking so bad. He took my hand and started to talk, everyone in the room was staring at us.
Louis: So… Do you want to be my girlfriend?
My heart started to beat even faster, my stomach was full of butterflies, but I know the answer, I knew it since the first day I met him, the only problem is that I was so bilnded that I didn´t see it. I´m not sure if I will be able to talk, because of the happiness, so I whisper him.
Me: Yes.
His smile started to grow as mine. He grabbed my hand tighter while we were staring at each other eyes. We broke eye contact when an old woman shouted.
Old woman: WHAT DID SHE SAID?
We started to laugh.
Me: I said yes!
Everyone on the room started to clap and I started to blush, Louis laughed at my embarrassment. But I didn´t mind because right now I am the happiest girl in the world and all it´s because of that boy with blue eyes.
Old woman: KISS HER!
He looked at me asking if he can kiss me so I put my hands on his neck and kissed him. It was our first kiss as a couple but definitely it wasn´t the last.