No regrets no mercy eren x reader X levi

Running away from life

Levis p.o.v
"What the hell Rivaille what don't you understand about staying out of my life!!??" She yells
"What I don't understand is why you keep flirting with shitty Yeager!!!!" I yell
"..."
"so you are............" I say and look away with something moistening my eye.......Tears??
"Shut up" she mumbles over and over again
"SHUT UP!!!!!" She yells
"AGHHHH!!!!!" She yells and punches me in the face I throw her off of me
"What the he'll was that for?!" I yell enraged
"AGHHHHH!!!" She yells and slips me off my feet , then punches my chest when I'm still in midair, knocking the wind out of me
"AGHHHHHHH!!!!" She yells again and kicks my side then elbows me in the stomach.
"YOU DONT KNOW SHIT!!!" She yells the. Punches me in the face again, then I felt blood trickling down my noes
"You don't know anything...." She keeps whispering then pushes me against the wall
"YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING!!!!" She yells, I wait for her to hit my fave but instead she hits the wall making her Knuckles get bloody. She then falls to the ground and keeps her head down
"Y/n?" I say
"G-Get away from me, you'll never under stand" she whispers
"W-why?!" I ask
"Because you just don't know!!! You never will!!!" She yells
"L-let me help you!" I say
"How?!" She ask with hope in her eyes
"..."
"Tch..exactly, just leave me alone Rivaille" y/n says
"B-but I..."
"Just go and leave me....."
"..."
"You know what Ive got better things to do then wallow in my own pity" she says then gets up and starts to cook, but there's a look in her eyes, there's a look of sadness and anger in her eyes, I decided to give her some space so I went to the dinning room.
Y/n p.o.v
I start peeling the vegetables and then dicing them for a salad and for the main dish I cook them, I toss in the other ingredients and notice I have enough time to make bread I decide that il make it. I see that I cooked all of this.....in just 35 minuets... That's normal right??
-time skip to in the dinning room-play the music
Erens p.o.v
I see y/n carrying out a bunch of food...did she cook all of that in just 35 minuets?!?
"Dinner is served!" Y/n says loudly
"The only thing she's missing is her maids outfit~" oulou chuckles then I see Levi quickly slapping the back of his head.
"Shut up"
"Y-yes sir"
Everyone gets there bowls and eats the salad and..... Is that a quiche?!?!! With soup?!?? And FRESH BREAD!!!
"Y-y/n?"
"Yeah Eren?"
"D-did you make this all!?? Yes
Then I see y:n leaving
"W-wait? Where are you going?!"
"I'm going to clear my mind"
"D-do you want some company?" I ask with blush on my cheeks
"No I Need some space for a moment" she says with a stoic voice then she leaves.
"What was that about?"Petra giggles
"You shouldn't laugh you don't know what's happening to y/n" Eren says
"Exactly and I told you brat if you get into others businesses you will be punished, and since you dident make dinner either tommorow you will run till dinner."
"B-but sir! I-i mean ok." Petra says
"Il go check on her to make sure she doesn't do anything stupid like usual" Levi mumbles
" il come along " Petra says
"No" Levi says bluntly
"C-can I go sir?"
"No!" He says louder then leaves
I follow disobeying hechious order
I jog behind him and notice y/n... She was running laps?
Y/n p.o.v
No one will ever understand...
Not even. I understand, if only someone could save me from this hell Im living in. No one understands the things that I e witnessed have made me into a cold hearted cruel person. If only I could escape... The e only thing is I can keep running, running away from the anger of not knowing what love is, running away from people who try to get to close... They think that they can try to be my friend but I can't let them, because I can't get to close..in any off these days we could all die, but till them I won't give up forget human emotions forget love all k have to do is survive it's what I was trained for its what I live for. I'm running like I've never ran before, I'm not even breaking a sweat just yet. People might ask why do I run so much I run not only to release my stress but also because.... It makes me feel like I'm running away from my problems , right now I'm running away from my hate for love.... Everyone keeps saying 'oh look thats humanity's youngest and strongest solider!! She's so brave and strong!' But they don't know that, that strong and brave girl is crumbling on the inside, begging for someone to help me, I've lost so many people that I don't care if anyone else dies in my life. I don't care I don't want to let them see that weak little girl.
I run to the gym and begin to hit the punching bag,my anger drives me to punch the bag like crazy and I don't even know it, I feel like giving up.... But  I can't, all I have to do is survive... No matter who dies... No matter if they all turn against me...no matter if they all die or leave me... I won't die never!!! After the last punch I notice I kinda accidentally punched it to the wall breaking the chain off.
I hear the door creak open
Damn.....