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Chapter eight
I need to talk to scar. She’ll know what to say. At first I said I hated him but at the same time I loved him. Then when we got home I told him he still had a chance. Oh this can’t be good at all.
<Anne: scar, I need your help.>
<Scar: what?>
<Anne: I told Zane I hated him and then later on I told him that he still had a chance.>
<Scar: that is a problem. Well does he have a chance?>
<Anne: Yes he does. But I’m scared.>
<Scar: I will talk to him.>
<Anne: Scar, what are you going to do?>
<Scar: Do not worry about it.>
What is she going to do?
“Life should be like a game of cards
You make a mistake
Shuffle the deck and start over
It should be just like driving in your car
Get lost and your navigation system
Gets you closer
But there aint no handbook
You’re on your own
Got no instructions
When it comes to love
Cuz once you do something
Can’t be undone
Wish I could take back
Letting you go
If I knew then
What I know now
I wouldn’t have said
I don’t need you around
Alone in this mess
Silence is so loud
So I would treat you the best
Baby If I knew then
What I know now (What I know now) x3
Yeah I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now
Wish I get remote controls
Then I just rewind into
The time it was better
If should have a restart button
So, I could travel right back to the day I met her
CHO : (But there ain¦t no handbook
You¡¦re on your own
Got no instructions
When it comes to love
Cuz once you do something
Can’t be undone
Wish I could take back
Letting you go
If I knew then
What I know now
I wouldn’t have said
I don’t need you around
Alone in this mess
Silence is so loud
So I would treat you the best
Baby If I knew then
What I know now (What I know now) x3
Yeah I would treat you the best
Baby if I knew then
What I know now) ƒº” (credit to backstreet boys for this song.)
“why do you keep singing?” I jump up.
“Don’t you ever do that again. And I like to sing. What do you want?” Zane sits in my bed.
“Well Sirius wants to know if you want to go to the park with us.” I nod my head.
“I have some stuff to do. And I don’t think you should go since your mom is making dinner for Christmas.” Sirius runs in.
“But I wants to go.” Zane grabs Sirius.
“She’s right. We have to get ready for dinner or grandma is going to get us both in trouble.” Sirius starts laughing.
“I like grandma. She told me you liked to run naked.” I fall off my chair.
“I… don’t…think… that’s… changed.” I say through my laughter.
“Okay that’s enough. Now let’s go get ready.” Zane pick Sirius up.
“You look beautiful.” Zane grabs me by the waist.
“Well I would look more beautiful if you let go of me. I have stuff to do.” Zane holds me tighter.
“I’m not letting go.” Sirius hits Zane.
“Let go of her. She said no.” Zane picks up Sirius.
“What’s wrong with you?” Sirius tries to push Zane away.
“You’re hurting my mommy.” Zane’s mom laughs.
“Sirius I won’t touch your mom anymore. Now let’s go play with one of your toys while we wait for Christmas.” The doorbell rings.
Please let it be Scar. I need to talk to her.
“Anne it’s Scar and Teddy with little Violet.” Violet runs to me.
“Tia!” I pick her up.
“What’s going on?” Teddy comes in with Zane in a headlock.
“Anne I’m going to teach this young man another lesson. And Scar is going to videotape.” Scar runs in with a video camera.
“Anne, please take care of Vi for me.” Violet laughs at Scarlet.
I feel scared for Zane. They’ve been in there for a long time. What are they doing to him? I think he’s dead. Well at least I don’t have to deal with Zane anymore. There’s the bright sight. Who’s going to take care of Sirius? Well I will. He already likes me and plus his grandparents are going to be with us as well. Well his grandparents will get him. And I will take care of him.
“Um Anne may I speak with you?” Vi nods her head. “Not you cutie. I need to talk to your Tia.” Vi runs to Scar.
“Well I have no clue on how to start this conversation. I was going to do this but not this soon. Scar is a very persuasive person. Anne, I love you. I want to marry you.” I step back.
“What?” Zane looks hurt. “Why are you asking me this? I thought it was over between us.” Zane takes my hand.
“I never stopped thinking about you. I don’t know why I broke up with you. It was stupid of me. You don’t have to say no. I understand that you want to see other people. But just know I will always be here for you.” Zane kisses my hand.
“Give me a couple of hours.” Zane nods his head.
I need to speak with Teddy and Scar.
“Scar I didn’t think you would tell him to do this.” Teddy spins in my chair.
“It wasn’t. I just asked what his intentions were while Teddy sprayed with water. But it worked better than I expected. Him asking you was all on his own.” Teddy sits next to me.
“Anne if I were you I would say yes.” Scar grabs me into a hug.
“Listen to Teddy. We’ll leave you alone.” Scar grabs Teddy hand and pulls him out.
They both are right. I do love him. And well he basically said he loves me. I think I know what I’m going to say. Yes.
“Sirius and Zane may I please speak with you.” Zane grabs Sirius.
“Well I thought this over with teddy and scar, but at the end it was all my decision. I will marry you but not until next year. I’m not sure what day but when I get the day I will tell you. You have until to show me that you do mean everything you have said to me. And Sirius you have nothing to worry about.” Sirius laughs at Zane.
“Dad you’re doomed.” Sirius runs off to find Violet.
“Well it’s time for dinner. Then just the count down for Christmas.” Violet and Teddy cheer.
I think I ate too much. But the food was just so good. I could go for round two but I need it to settle down.
“Well the kids are asleep. All we have is the adults. What should we do?” Zane’s mom sits next to Scarlet.
“I say we watch some Christmas movies. Or maybe we should put some music and sing.” Scar jumps up from her seat.
“We should sing.” Zane’s mom jumps up like Scarlet.
“
"Because I Got High"
It's Like, I don't care about nothin man,
roll another blunt, Yea (ohh ohh ohh),
La da da da da da La, Da Daaa,
La da da da, La da da da, La da da daaa
I was gonna clean my room until I got high
I was gonna get up and find the broom but then I got high
my room is still messed up and I know why (why man?) yea heyy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]
(La da da da da da da da da)
I was gonna go to class before I got high
I coulda cheated and I coulda passed but I got high
(La da da da da da da da da)
I am taking it next semester and I know why, (why man?) yea heyy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]
(La da da da da da da da da)
I was gonna go to work but then I got high
I just got a new promotion but I got high
now I'm selling dope and I know why (why man?) yea heayy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]
(La da da da da da da da da)
I was gonna go to court before I got high
I was gonna pay my child support but then I got high
they took my whole paycheck and I know why (why man?) yea heayy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]
(La da da da da da da da da)
I wasn't gonna run from the cops but I was high
I was gonna pull right over and stop but I was high
(La da da da da da da da da)
Now I am a paraplegic and i know why (why man?) yea heayy,
- because I got high [repeat 3X]
(La da da da da da da da da)
I was gonna pay my car note until I got high
I wasn't gonna gamble on the boat but then I got high
now the tow truck is pulling away and I know why (why man?) yea heyy,
- because I got high [repeat 3X]
(La da da da da da da da da)
I was gonna make love to you but then I got high
I was gonna eat yo pussy too but then I got high
now I'm jacking off and I know why, yea heyy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]
(La da da da da da da da da)
I messed up my entire life because I got high
I lost my kids and wife because I got high
now I'm sleeping on the sidewalk and I know why (why man?) yea heyy,
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]
(La da da da da da da da da)
I'm gonna stop singing this song because I'm high
I'm singing this whole thing wrong because I'm high
and if I dont sell one copy I know why (why man?) yea heyy,
- cause I'm high [repeat 3X]
La da da da da da, La da da da, Shoop shooby doo wop.
Get jiggy wit it, skibbidy bee bop diddy do wahhh
- cause I'm high [repeat 3X]
(hey where the cluck at cuz) [clucks]
Well my name is afroman and I'm from east pomdale (east-pom-dale)
and all the tolweed I be smokin is bomb as helllllll (excelent delivery)
I don't beleive in Hitler, that's what I said (oh my goodness)
so all of you skins (skins) please give me more head” (credit to afro man.)
“I don’t think that song is appropriate for this time of year.” Scar holds her stomach.
“Well I didn’t choose it.” a noise comes from the stairs.
“What was that?” Zane runs to the noise.
“Anne!” I run up the stairs.
Where are they?
“We’re in your room.” I run to my room. “Sirius had a nightmare and he won’t stop crying. He threw something and now he’s in the bathroom.” Violet wakes up.
“Violet go back to sleep.” Violet lays back down. “Zane I need you to leave.” I knock on the bathroom door. “Sirius are you in there? I just want to talk to you.” Sirius opens the door.
“I scared.” I grab Sirius.
“It’s okay to be scared. But you just had a bad dream. Do you want to tell me?” Sirius starts crying more. “You don’t have to tell me.” I bounce Sirius up and down.
“He’s going to be okay. I told him to put his shoes on, then violet woke up and well they’re on their way.” Scar puts her beer down.
“Teddy finish the beer before Violet comes.” Teddy gets the beer.
“Well here they come.” Sirius runs to me.
“Mommy.” I pick him up.
“Alright you two it’s almost time. We only have five more minutes.” Sirius and violet sit next to the Christmas tree.
“Mine?” Sirius points to the presents.
“No some are violet and everyone that’s here.” Sirius pouts.
“Tia I want mine.” Violet grabs a present.
“Not right now.” Violet puts the present down.
“Merry Christmas!” we all scream.
Oh this is way too much. I got an itouch, a whole of cloth and iTunes gift cards. I can’t even remember what else.
“anne violet and Sirius are in your room waiting for you.” Zane sits down next to me.
“well I’m off to sleep.” I walk slowly to the stairs.
“anne I forgot to tell you goodnight and I love you.” Zane pokes his head in my room.
“night.” Sirius and violet get closer to me.