Jared POV
Walking out on Camilla was like a big sting to my heart, but I was so pissed off that all I could do was walk off. My emotions are all over the place and Camilla sexy ass wasn't helping me either. After seeing them kiss was like a stab to my chest and then my eyes got watery and I tried so hard to hold back but the pain was surreal that it was hard to breathe without gasping for air. Walking to my car and driving off thinking of the scene before me was rubbing me in the wrong way. I thought of the conversation that me and Douglas had earlier had me mess up and jealous of this man ways. He had to bring up our sex life like it wasn't great or some shit like that. It wasn't about the sex that throw me off it was how he said it to me like he was intentional doing to piss me off and if I wasn't bright I would think he was just thinking like any other guy when he falling in love with a beautiful woman. Shit, Camilla is all I thought of as I drive back to the hotel with one arm out the window while the other on the wheel and once in a while run my hands in my hair and sigh heavy cause of all the stress and hurt I felt. By all my stress and emotion running I was exacerbating by the thought of Douglas touching her or marrying her or worse she was pregnant. My thoughts are going wild just the thought of it as I reach the hotel my phone rings and I pick up.
"Douglas, just left can you come back over so we can talk this out" Camilla asked me as I got out my car I sigh and lick my lips
"fuck that Camilla, you probably have the place smelling like him by now" I said getting annoying by the thoughts that was going in my mind
"What are you talking about? We didn't do shit. I want to understand your attitude today before I go to bed" she said with anger clear in her voice
I laugh and walk in the building getting in the elevator "baby, there is nothing you need to make clear. Just keep your man away from me before his missing his two front tooth"
There was silence then a sigh "Jared, please be reasonable about my situation. Damn, I gave you my time and now it's his time" she said load in clear
I prayed to god as I listen to the love of my life talk this shit to me like this shit was cool with me. I was on my last straw with this bull shit with her and Douglas. But the thing about Camilla she is so stubborn and considerate of others and then she throws shit in your face like it okay. I breathe couple of times then spoke.
"Cami, look baby don't get me wrong. I love you so much it hurts. But this shit right here your displaying in front of me isn't cool with me" I said calmly as I could
She laughs "You are being Childish Jared. Your letting your emotions get the best of you" she said like it wasn't the same for her
I was stun and didn't say a word and listen to her background as I find the words to now cuss her out like a brand new captain on his ship. She had me fuck up and I wasn't about to play her games.
"Hello, Jared. Are you still there" she called out
"fuck this" I hung up and throw my phone against the elevator closed doors. I was not ready for this conversation she was throwing at me at this time and I as trying so hard not to hurt her. Bite my lip as the elevator door opens and I got off and head to my room with my head hanging ow for all the painful thoughts going through me at this moment. My phone rings again and I didn't answer because I knew had to Camilla pissed that I hang up on her but she needs to get her life straight. My phone stop ringing then it started again until I got tired ready to turn it off but instead I answer.
"Hey" I answer annoyed
"What the hell Jared. How dare you hang up on me when I'm being the most reasonable one here" Cami yells
Walking down the hall I glance to my left checking if anyone was there as I tell her how it is. "First of all, Camilla you are not being reasonable at all if your keep making that asshole believe you want to be with him. what we both know you want to be with me not him. Stop playing Camilla then you had to tell me to you give me a chance now his chance. Girl. Please stop fooling yourself with this foolishness"
Camilla was quiet and I could her she was moving around and then a clearing of her throat. She stays quiet I guess to think of what to say know I was right and she felt like crap.
"Jared, please!" she plead with me
I shake my head opening my door and going in to see my sister and my mother in the kitchen cooking. They turn to see my face and knew what the matter as I walk over to my mother who touch my face as she gives me a questioningly look at my phone.
"Camilla" I mouth out to her as she nods and frowns as the lines stays silent and I didn't have a word to tell her at all.
"Look, I'll talk to you later. I'm home and tired" I said ready to hang up but her voice stop me
"Jared..." Camilla said
"what baby girl" I said
"But he is my boyfriend, and I want to work out this issue between us" she complains
"Talk to me when it's all over" I hang up and hug my mother as she rocks me side to side as my emotions was getting the best of me. I didn't show that my anger was beyond oblivion at this point because I was scared that if I let it go something or someone will be hurt in the process. I had no intention in going through the emotions and being question of why I feel the way I do when her ass was free to be with whoever she wanted. Mom let me go and I left my phone on the table to take a shower that I believe would relieve me. Talk about foolish thinking that this shower would relax me here I'm on the shower floor holding myself and rocking humming as my thoughts came to a comforting thought of me and Camilla in bed embrace in a sweet kiss. I was so in my thoughts that I didn't notices an hour has pass until the shower got cold and I hurry out after washing myself with cold water. Laying down on my bed in the dark I could her my mother on the phone and she is really into her conversation then hear a knock on the hotel door. I block out whatever they were saying trying to quiet my thought until I felt my bed dip and I open my eyes. There was kisses on my face and neck.
"I'm sorry, don't be mad" a familiar voice say
"Cami, why are you here. Where is diamond?" I asked
"she talking to your mother. I'm sorry don't be mad" she kisses me again
I push her off and remove myself from the bed and turn on the bedroom light. Camilla had on her pajamas top and shorts bottom by the way she looked at me and the way I was feeling I wanted to kick her ass out. I sigh and cross my arms as I lean on the door frame. She sat at the edge of the bed and rub her hands together.
"I know I fuck up. But Jared it's been nine years now. And your daughter needs you don't let my fuck up destroy it" she plead
I laugh and almost cried "Nothing you or Douglas will stop me from seeing my baby girl. Look, I don't see why you're here" I yell out and sigh with a calm.
"Baby please. Why can't you just let this go. I know your pissed off" she said with a stare "come on Jared I know well like the back of my hands" she got up and walk slowly towards me
"Stay back, I can't have you here. I can't think straight with you with you coming to close" I said as her hands touch my bare chest and her lips meet my neck
"No, Camilla. This is not solving our problems" I said as her hand went to my pants and pull them own revealing I'm not wearing boxers.
Camilla smiles and touch me there knowing I'm weak from her touch "Never like wear boxers to sleep" rubbing me and I stop her
"Stop, this isn't right. What about your boyfriend. Wasn't you the one told me that you shouldn't be doing this with me in the first place remember" I narrow my eyes to see her shakes her head and starts to kiss me again.
"I'm paying you back remember" she said as she takes the lead pulling back to my bed and push me on it. I watch as she got on top of me and kiss my lips as I wrap my arms around her back.
"I want you forget, Jared. I sorry" as she whispers in my ear "do you share a room, cause this going to be a long night" she asks as she sits up and pull her shirt over her head and find myself pulling her closer as one hand goes in her curly hair as my eyes wonder down to her breast.
"it's not that easy to forget what happen" I said as she continues her adventure down the naughty land. A very forbidden land where I would take the first step to see how far it would take me. But I knew Camilla as well as she knows me. She was ready for the ultimate betrayal of any true relationship with Douglas if she really wants me to stay. It had me in my emotion as Camilla did wonderful things to my body as I temporary forget about how mad I was at Douglas. By the time we calm down from our high as she lays on top of me with the sheets covering our nude bodies. I rub her back as I had my thought all over the place.
"You still didn't answer me" she said softy as her figure makes a pattern on my chest cause goosebumps on my skin
"If you haven't heard door open then that should have answer your question" I said gently
She chuckles "Smart ass." She hits me
"Hey, watch it. You might be the one get crutches when I'm done with you. So, keep your hands off unless you ready for another around" I said warning feeling like I could go for another round. I could never get enough of her
"Always have to have the last word huh" she asked glance up at me
I smile and watch her beauty "Always. You got my Emotion haywire removing a falling curl from her face behind her ear as she watches me.
She smiles and kiss me "when haven't I