Destroying Love

By kpiza944

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Love sucks Love hurts Love destroys Love is not all heart and flowers, there is no man to sweep me off my fee... More

Prolouge
Chapter 1: Welcome to my World
Chapter 2: The Simple Words Hurt the Most
A/N
Chapter 3: Bailey's, Ice Cream, and Maisy
A/N: Important (Please Read)
Chapter 5: I will always need him
Chapter 6: Broken
Chapter 7: My Worst nightmare
Chapter 8: Sometimes Words Aren't Enough
Chapter 9: Confusion
Chapter 10: We can't fix what is already broken
Chapter 11: Strangers
Chapter 12: Strangers II
Chapter 13: Too good at goodbyes
Chapter 14: I won't let go
Chapter 15: I won't let go (Part II)
Chapter 16: Letting Go
Authors note!
Authors Note!
Chapter 17:Band Meeting
Chapter 18:

Chapter 4: Secret Desires

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By kpiza944

Aiden's (POV)

(Unedited)

"Fuck" I moan out, opening my eyes is hell and I don't even want to lift my head from the pillow.

I really need to stop drinking and doing shit its messing with me. I try to lift my head again, but the pain gets worst.

"Motherfucking shit" I hiss out this is pure torture, I lay back in bed and close my eyes while I breath out heavily out my nose, I'm just going to sit here for a little bit until I don't feel like I'm going to die.

When I get my bearings together god knows how long it took for it to actually happen, but I finally trudge my body to the shower, I let the warm water run down my body while I close my eyes and try to remember what happened last night at the club. I only get little bits and pieces but my mind basically runs blank, which is not a surprise since this is how most of my nights go. I remember lots of dancing and then I remember a hot blonde who gave me a quick blowjob in the bathroom. I keep closing my eyes trying to remember anything else. That's when it hits me Izzy.... my Isabella. The dance and my hands and mouth on her.

I groan out and mutter out a "shit"

How could have forgotten about that, I saw here there sitting on the table looking all confused and staring out towards the door, and I couldn't help but think how beautiful she was right then, all I knew is that I had to take her out on the dance floor....... I just had to touch to feel her around me, I love Isabella with all my heart she's been my best friend for years, I always protected her and loved her like a little sister, but lately...... well not lately I have been seeing her as something more. I notice how her body fits perfectly with mine when we hug or cuddle, or how I want to keep my lips on her when I kiss her forehead, or when she lays her head on my shoulder or touches my body ignites with awareness. Isabella has always been beautiful to me I mean who wouldn't think she's beautiful with long black hair and beautiful blue eyes that when she looks at you it looks and feels like she's looking deep inside you that she knows all your secret and in my case. She does. I knew she was someone special since the first time I meet her... you guys are probably wondering how can someone so young know and all I can say to you guys fuck if I know.

I just knew!

And as the years passed by she was always by my side, and when I knew I wanted to do music and my parents didn't support me I could count on her to support me and she was there every step of way, in all honesty T.R.U.C.E would have never have got where we have gotten if it wasn't for her. She's out life line. My life line.

I stay under the water and let it roll over my body, and clothes my eyes and picture Isabella and fuck if it doesn't make me hard.

No no I shake my head turn of the water and grab a towel, in no way do I have romantic feelings towards my best friend, she is like a sister to me that's it nothing more, and instantly my hard on goes down, you see it was just a spur of the moment that's it. I could never see Isabella as that.

"Ugh I need to get laid" I muster out and get ready to go to the studio to do something that I love and will always be my number one. Music.

While I get ready the feel of Isabella last night keeps running through my mind and fuck it if I'm not hard again. I need to think of something else pronto.

~*~

I walk into the studio and I see all the guys there already.

"Well, Well, if isn't Mr. Like getting blowjobs in the bathroom" Lucas chuckles

"Shut the fuck up Lucas, you wish that happened to you" I say right back at him

"Come on guys, can we please make some music" Chris chuckles out

"Yea, I mean I love hearing sex stories but I have been itching to play" Ryder says

I look around and I say Macy on the corner looking at her phone but I see no Izzy yet. I walk over to Macy and sit down next to her.

"Hey Macy" I say she looks at me mutters and goes right back to her phone, what the fuck

"I said Hey Macy" She looks at me with an annoyed expression and then she gives me a smile and says

"Hey Aiden"

I know she forced the smile, I have no idea what's going on with her, but I'm wouldn't be surprised if it had to do with Luke she's always like this when he's in the same room as her oil and vinegar I'm telling you.

"Where's Izzy" I say

She looks at me and raises and eyebrow before she sighs out and answers

"She's not coming in today, that's why I'm here"

"What do you mean she's not coming in" I say

"She doesn't feel well so she told me if I could come in for her"

She not feeling well, that's strange Izzy always comes in to our music session even if she doesn't have to she just loves to listen to us, she comes in all the time, she even came in when she's sick. For god's sake she came in when she had the flu and practically passed on the studio floor.

I turn and catch Macy staring at me blankly when all of sudden she shakes her head and looks at her phone.

"I'm going to call her" I say standing up and walk to the out the studio before she can say anything

I go out and I dial her number

It rings 5 times and when I about to hang thinking she's not going to pick up I hear her voice.

"Aiden"

"Where are you?"

"Oh wow no hey are you" she says back sarcastically

"Izzy cut the shit why aren't you here"

I hear breathe out before she answers "I'm sick"

"yea that's what Macy told me, but why am I having a hard time believing her"

"Aiden listen I drank too much last night, and I'm just not feeling well" she sighs out

Did she drink last night? I don't think so but then again I was pretty high when I got to the club and started drinking right away, but something in her voice tells me she's lying

"Izzy what's wrong?"

"Look Aiden nothing is wrong I'm just not feeling well, you guys will survive one day without me I will be back tomorrow into the studio plus I have to talk to you guys about the tour and the band whose touring with you"

I sigh into the phone, clearly she's hiding something but I'm not going to push.... Now.

"Ok ill stop by after and see how you are doing"

"NO" she yells

"What" I say

"Sorry it's just that you guys are going to be in the studio until really late, and I'll probably be sleeping so there is no reason for you to come it will just be a waste of time"

I'm starting to get frustrated something is defiantly up and I'm going to find out what it is.

"I'm coming" and then I hang up the phone before she can give me an answer

I walk back into the studio and to make some music, and the whole time in the studio I all I can think about is getting to Izzy's apartment.

~*~

And here is another one and this time in Aiden POV

What do you think so far?

If you guys look at the description you guys will know that I changed the story a bit, instead of a guy it will be a girl and the reason for this is that the story flows a lot better while I was writing it. Trust me it will still be as intense and emotional, but I had to make this change because it wasn't coming together and I would rather give you a story that I know you guys will love and enjoy then a story that just doesn't fit the characters, now it doesn't mean that one of the other characters won't get a story like it or something similar but it's just not Aiden and Isabella story. I hope you guys understand. Oh and Aiden is still bi by the way.

I really hope you guys still continue to support the story still!

Please vote, comment & share :)

Love you  guys and again thank you so much for the support!

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