You don't have to worry. Even if my friends treat me nicely all the time, I still get the feeling that they didn't actually want to be friends with me.
I'm not saying being thrown to the side is a nice thing but it's a good way to see if they're worth to be your friend or not.
Don't think much of what others think and feel. Your emotions and thoughts are more important compared to theirs. Just how long are you going to be living under their instructions? Under their shadows?
I know I'm sounding so harsh and I'm very sorry for that. I was supposed to be coaxing you but I'm just putting on more pressure towards you. But that's the reality of it.
I'm not sure if we would be given the chance to meet in the future and be friends but I hope you'll find the "real" friends that you deserve.
Reading the reply made her morning, despite being so sleep deprived, the reply made her heavy head feel lighter. A smile, the sincere smile that she hasn't had for awhile appeared on the pretty face of hers.