Chapter 15
(2 weeks later )
Santana's pov :
I was with Brittney making out when she suddenly sat up,
"What are we? " She asked me.
I sat up,
"What do you mean ? We're just friends." I told her.
"San, what about everything I mean you were my first." She told me.
"It was just practice for when I do it with boys." I told her lying.
She looked at me hurt,
"You know what I think you should leave because I don't even want you here right now." She told me.
"Oh come on Brittney. " I complained.
"No, get out." She said holding her door open.
I rolled my eyes and said,
"Whatever." And stormed out.
(The next day )
After everything that happened yesterday with Britt I felt really shitty about it. The truth is though I love her more than just a friend, actually I think I love her the way I'm supposed to love boys . But I can't because I don't want to mess things up between us (although I already have) and I don't want to be bullied like Kurt if I get rejected. I walked into the choir room and sat down next to Quinn and Rachel. Brittney was on the other side of the room talking to Artie and flirting with him. Ew. I thought to myself. Why would she flirt with wheels I mean he's a four eyed freak who dating Tina Coheng Loser . I had to show her that I still cared about her without actually making it obvious, but how? Suddenly Shuester walked in.
"Okay anyone have a song for this weeks assignment?" He asked us.
Just as Berry was about to raised her hand I did,
"Not so fast Man hands. Shuester I have a song." I told him.
"Go ahead Santana. " He said.
I sat down and the stool and started :
(Santana )
(Glances at Brittney than down )
I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well, the landslide brought me down
Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
Uh uh... uh uh, uh uh....
(Looks at Brittney than back)
Well, I've been afraid of changin'
Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
And I'm getting older too
Well
Well, I've been afraid of changin'
Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
And I'm getting older too
Well, I'm getting older too
(Looks at Brittney again )
So.. take this love and take it down
Yeah, and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well, the landslide brought it down
(Tears run down her cheek )
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well maybe...
Well maybe...
Well maybe...
The landslide'll bring you down
(End of song)
Everyone clapped for me and I got down and quickly walked out.