30th Entry
How fcking embarassing or silly it may sound, I can't help smiling as I look at Krung-Krung sleeping peacefully with her head on the table. It's good to see her being able to move on after everything that has happened.
I unconsciously run my fingers through her hair. If only I can make her sleep peacefully like this everytime...but I know, I can't. Hindi pa nagsisimula ang totoong laban na kailangan naming harapin at sa pagkakataong iyon, posible na hindi na siya muli makatulog nang ganito kahimbing.
I mentally sighed that time as I laid her peacefully in her bed---well, not before taking a picture with her. Paniguradong kakantyawan na naman ako ng mga kumag sa oras na makita nila ito pero wala na akong pakielam pa. For once, I wanted to put my guards down and be selfish for a moment.
I smiled as I decided to continue her work. Napailing na lang ako sa tipo ng report niya. Seriously? Tsk! Mukhang mas malala pa ito sa inaasahan ko. It'll take me a whole freaking fay to fix this! And yet, like the fool I am, I am still trying to finish her work.
Krung-Krung, pwede ba sa susunod matuto ka namang unahin ang sarili mo? Because then, I won't be able to take care of you fully without your help.
-Blake