This is supposed to be kinda sad
-Casp's pov-
Guess who fell in love with a straight guy again. Yup, me, I fell in love like everyone does once in a while. Only difference, I live with the person whom I'm in love with. Joe,
Joe freaking Sugg just had to be my crush didn't he? How come I do this over and over again?!? First Josh, then Marcus and now Joe.
He knows I'm gay because, well, I told him that. He said that it's okay and I shouldn't think about what people'd think about me. And as long as I've got him, I won't.
But since I'm already going upstairs, thinking whether telling him I like him is a good idea or a bad one. Probably a bad one but, he won't hate me. At least i think he won't.
-Joe's pov-
"Hey Joe, can we talk, I have to admit something"
"What's it going to be this time Caspy?" I ask him chuckling. I actually wonder what it's gonna be.
"IlikeyouJoe, likeilikeyouallotlikeiloveyou" Caspar mumbled fast, I was able to understand 'I love you' though.
"I love you to Casp, you're my best friend" I say smiling. "OH MY GOD JOE, YES! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"
"Wha-" I was cut off by Caspar smashing his lips onto mine, I don't know what to do, so I just push him off of me. "MATE, WHAT THE FUCK DUDE?!?" Caspar shrunk into a little ball of human after I yelled at him, I know I shouldn't have. But my best friend just made out with me!
"I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU LOVE ME!?!?"
"NOT LIKE THAT, CASP, THIS ISN'T A FAN FIC OKAY?"
"Fine, since you don't love me anyways I'll guess I'll just go now"
I was so focused at being angry I didn't know what I was saying.
"Do that, now, leave and never come back"
"Okay, if that's what you want"
Caspar kissed me again, WHY, EWWW.
I slapped him right on the cheek.
He fell onto the floor, after hitting a corner of the foosballtable(?), when he fell he was bleeding allot. "CASPAR, CASPAR, WAKE UP, I'M SORRY, PLEASE DON'T GO"
"It's alright Joe, you've been the best friend I have ever had, I love you" Then he stopped breathing. "CASPAR, NOOOOOO, COME BACK, WHYYYYYY" WHY WHY WHY WHY, I'M SO STUPID, I HATE MYSELF. I run to the bathroom, take the bottle of sleeping pills and the bleach. "This'll do" I start crying, I swallow the pills and drink the bleach. "I-I -I'm coming Caspar"
-ded-
Bye
That
Sucked
SYKE