A/N Okay so.. This is the last part. I got these all posted in one day! Anyways,I was thinking of posting some song lyrics that I wrote that has to do with this same situation. There's only one good one that I like a lot so I'm going to put the song up as the 5th part. Now, on with the actual final part..
{***Ash***}
Thank you.
For ruining it.
We could of had a decent relationship.
But no.
Life isn't perfect.
Especially this one.
My life came crashing down that day.
Just letting you know.
So thank you.
For all the cuts and bruises.
The pain, the regret.
Everything.
Sarcasm?
Totally appropriate.
For this, yes.
YOU caused this.
ALL of my PAIN, REGRET, WORRIES, TROUBLES.
I would seriously love to hate you at this point,
but i dont because i care about you.
I love you.
But i shouldn't.
Why?
Because you are selfish.
You never loved me.
You lied to me.
How could you do that to your own family?
I hope YOU regret YOUR mistakes.
For some reason,
I seem to regret then for you.
Impossible, right?
WRONG!
YOU should regret, I should be happy.
YOU should be hurt, NOT ME!
But I am.
You wasted your time.
On me, suprisingly.
I care way too much to let all of this and you go.
I now see that you have thought otherwise.
So thank you......
NOT!!!!
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A/N Ugh, I'm afraid this one sucked. Okay, I remeber when i first wrote this, I was 12. I started crying when i was writing it. I cried a little bit when i typed it here. These really are my true feelings, it's not some made up shit. Anyways, comment please?
{***Ash***}